Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Dave Matthews Band:

When The World Ends

When the world ends

Collect your things
You're coming with me
When the world ends
You tuckle up yourself with me
Watch it as the stars disappear to nothing
The day the world is over
We'll be lying in bed

I'ma rock you like a baby when the cities fall
We'll rise as the building's crumble
Float there and watch it all
Amidst the burning, we'll be churning
You know, love will be our wings
The passion rises up from the ashes
When the world ends

When the world ends
You're gonna come with me
We're going to be crazy
Like a river bends
We're going to float
Through the criss cross of the mountains
Watch them fade to nothing
When the world ends
You know that's what's happening now
I'm going to be there with you somehow, oh...

I'ma tie you up like a baby in a carriage car
Your legs don't work cause you want me so
You just lie spread to the wall
The love you got is surely
All the love that I would ever need
I'ma to take you by my side
And love you tall, 'til the world ends

Oh, but don't you worry about a thing
No, 'cause I got you here with me
Don't you worry about it
Just you and me
Floating through the empty, empty
Just you and me
Oh, graces
Oh, grace

Oh, when the world ends
We'll be burning one
When the world ends
We'll be sweet makin love
Oh, you know when the world ends
I'm going to take you aside and say
Let's watch it fade away, fade away
And the world's done
Ours just begun
It's done
Ours just begun

We're gonna dive into the emptiness
We'll be swimming
I'm going to walk you through the pathless roads
I'm going to take you to the top of the mountain that's no longer there
I'm going to take you to bed and love you, I swear
Like the end is near

I'm going to take you up to
I'm going to take you down on you
I'm going to hold you like an angel, angel

I'ma to love you
I'ma to love you
When the world ends
I'ma to hold you
When the world is over
We'll just begin...


Great song.. hahah ;-P

Sunday, December 12, 2004


hahahaaha it's kinda funny.. gotta admit.. rite? Posted by Hello

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Jars Of Clay:

The Valley Song (Sing of Your Mercy)


You have lead me to the sadness

I have carried this pain
All my back bruised and nearly broken
I'm crying out to You

I will sing of Your mercy
That leads me through valleys of sorrow
To rivers of joy

When death like a gypsy
Comes to steal what I love
I will still look to the heavens
I will still seek your face

But I fear you aren't listening
Because there are no words
Just the stillness and the hunger
For a faith that is yours

I will sing of Your mercy
That leads me through valleys of sorrow
To rivers of joy

Alleluia, alleluia
Alleluia, alleluia

While we wait for rescue
With our eyes tightly shut
Face to the ground using our hands
To cover the fatal cut

Though the pain is an ocean
Tossing us around, around, around
You have calmed greater waters
Higher mountains have come down


Monday, November 22, 2004

dwelling on the topic of forgiveness now..

when sum1 gets u down, or hurts u or misunderstands u.. anger does arise quite quickly.. hahah seriously.. but yeah.. i wuz tinking.. there's a formula to it..

it goes sumting lyk.. erm..

amt of luv u hav 4 a person k^v ease of being made angry [i shld noe v well.. (-_-") blunder alot]

but then again.. there's another formula.. 1 tt works v well on my part

amt of luv u hav 4 a person = k/amt of time staying angry


wonder if i got d formulas down correctly.. but i hope i did.. of at least i hope i made d meaning cum out kinda rite.. hahaha

but watever the case.. i adhere to this formula quite alot.. dun ask me y.. i juz do.. for hints, refer 2 1st half of formulas..

damn.. i'm juz sum arts idiot trying 2 do maths.. an failing badly..

promise or decalration? i dunno.. not making much sense now.. cld b either or both.. hahaha i dunno.. XD

*tokyo goes Boom*


Sunday, November 21, 2004

i m so totally misunderstood.. posts attracted untargeted attention.. hmmm..

Monday, November 15, 2004


2 words: WAT.. THE.. Posted by Hello
You are Tim the Enchanter! Sure you can blow up small objects, but no-one really respects you. But you'll have the last laugh...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
You are Tim the Enchanter! Sure you can blow up
small objects, but no-one really respects you.
But you'll have the last
laugh...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


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Monday, November 08, 2004


nuff' said.. hahaha Posted by Hello

Saturday, November 06, 2004


considering my com juz screwed up 2dae.. yeah..haha hell bored Posted by Hello

Thursday, November 04, 2004

argh.. tings going fine wit on my side.. *winks* juz dis 1 ting tt's getting me reali down.. more infuriated actually..

okae.. how long, cn u try an gain favour by acting weak an broken.. bring ppl down all d freaking time.. making ppl forsake their other, more important, more enjoyable tings.. an then turn ard an act lyk it is ur v rite 2 demand it in d 1st place?

trying 2 govern ppl's lives an relationships by tt same reason.. when previously.. it wuz made 2 seem lyk d deepest, darkest pit of hell? how much pain can 1 take? how much 'angst' can ppl ard u absorb? ppl r falling, screaming, cursing in evry imaginable lauguage (exp sanskrit.. i dun lyk sanskrit) i cun spell it properly tho.. an u still tink u cn use d same excuse 2 gain favour.. an ppl's full attention..

i hope no1 ard me is a pity whore.. juz my tots on dis subject.. not directed at ani1 in particular yeah? bz now..

*tokyo time* =)

Monday, November 01, 2004


wat the.. HAHAHAH lame.. but yea.. Posted by Hello

Thursday, October 28, 2004

yeah.. gt time now.. so yeah.. guess i shld blog abt wat's been going on nowadays.. tings hav been totally great.. passed all my A level subjects.. by sum crap chance.. but yeah gotta thank God man.. cuz i totally dun deserve it..

i totaly dun deseve sum tings tt cum along in my life.. tings move quite fast when u dun take notice cuz u're juz freaking stoned or juz dumb..but i guess.. tings hav been great.. an i juz wanna sae.. thanks for evryting.. i dun reali noe wat 2 sae but yeah.. juz wanna sae.. hope i've been all u wanted.. if i'm not (which is probably tru), i will work 2wards it.. =) *dreamy look*

i hav ur gameboy hostage an i'm bored of it.. ahhahahahah warioland 2 is fun.. pokebom usa is kinda crap.. hahah got boring aft awhile 2.. haha damn.. but yeah.. thnx 4 helping me reali open up an stuff.. an hope i hav done d same 4 u yeah?

i admit.. i wuz pushed into dis.. but i dun regret it 1 freaking bit.. hahaha hope tings dun cum an ruin dis now.. hhahhaha

*tokyo should be left in 1 piece*

=P

Wednesday, October 27, 2004


hahahahah wat the! yeah.. more crap.. but u gotta admit.. it does prove a connection.. even d soundtrack.. hehe Posted by Hello

wit pressure to update.. here's a new pic! hhahaha sure u guys hav seen dis b4.. juz wanna sae.. life's great! hahah in almost evry part.. so yeah.. =P Posted by Hello

Sunday, October 10, 2004


MUSE rocks!! =) fave band!
JFGF Movie Reviews

Friday, October 08, 2004

sumtimes.. tings juz stare in ur face.. but u dun notice it.. or even dun wanna admit it.. either thru fear or denial.. mainly thru fear.. but when u actually take d plunge.. tings turn out REALI GREAT!

haha best ting tt actually happened 2 me in a long time.. kinda gladi got prodded to dis..

haha hope times will get beta frm now.. rite now.. stupid promos.. hope tings turn out okae.. hahaha =)

*IOAKA IS HAPPY*

Thursday, September 30, 2004


argh! bad plot, bad action, bad acting wit bad European accents.. wat the!!!!! Rating : -8/5 (GIVE ME MY FREAKING MONEY BACK!) *curses*
JFGF Movie Reviews
argh!!! resivent evi: apocalypse has got 2 d worst movie i've seen in lyk.. argh.. i dunno how freaking long lor.. an i tot AVP wuz pushing d limits for higly overated movies..

plot wuz shit.. suspense wuz lame.. gothic themes cliched.. WHERE DO U FIND A CHURCH TT HAS STAINED GLASS WINDOWS OF AN ANGEL INSTEAD OF JESUS??

movie wuz onli 90 min.. an it alreadi felt lyk it wuz dragged on..2 many false endings..

Nemesis turns out 2 b a freaking gd guy!!! wat the!!! ultimate loss of coolness factor.. S.T.A.R ppl look lyk idiots.. umbrella corp is a joke.. too many loose ends.. lickers an dogs cum out frm no where.. an wat the..

it's has less action then AVP, less plot then Kill Bill, an it's lamer then the Unborn.. u cun get much worse then tt.. argh..

an u tot a change in directors will make it beta.. screw man.. it got worse.. i'm actually starting 2 appreciate d 1st movie.. argh..

dis is 1 great time when i wished i were studying at hm.. ahahahahahhhahaha oh well.. it did giv me a few luffs.. which were prob 1 more of d show's mistakes.. hehe =P

Wednesday, September 29, 2004


oooo wat the! Posted by Hello

Sunday, September 26, 2004


Ozzy to stop swearing for Children In Need

Ozzy Osbourne has vowed to stop swearing for charity. The Prince of Darkness has had his mouth taped shut for the fundraising stunt, in which he hopes to "raise a fortune" by cutting out bad language for 24 hours.

Ozzy can be seen gagged with black tape on a TV commercial for UK charity Children In Need in the run up to the 25-year-old BBC fundraising show in November.

His wife, Sharon, also appears in the advert, saying: "Ozzy is going to raise a fortune by not using swear words for 24 hours."

But the 55-year-old rips off his tape and shouts: "No swear f***ing words? You've got to be f***ing joking! I'm the Prince of Darkness - they expect me to f***ing swear."

Meanwhile, Sharon and Ozzy are desperate for Hollywood star Johnny Depp to play the eccentric rocker in a film of his life.

Sharon, 50, is eager to make the movie and believes Depp would be perfect for the role.

Sharon said: "We're talking to Johnny but it's not 100 per cent yet."

They are currently in talks with ITV to host a style chat show and have already agreed to appear in An Audience With The Osbournes this autumn. Posted by Hello

Saturday, September 25, 2004

elo elo elo.. joash is baq.. 1st proper blog since.. erm... erm.. screw la..

found reasons 4 my melacholy.. but then again.. i dunno.. so wat the heck..

so wat's been happening? i started drum lessons.. started trying 2 save.. working.. abit.. abit..

drum lessons rock.. getting beta.. i tink.. teacher has 2 reali cute dogs.. dunno wat they r.. but they're furry.. an small.. wait.. not reali small.. amazingly dogs hav d powerful ability 2 lyk stay in a place 4 hours.. dog sat at d door 4 a whole our while i wuz having my lesson.. o_O not bored meh?

no wonder i heard frm sum1 tt dogs hav no dignity.. did ian tell me tt? i duno.. but still cute nonetheless..

tt's y i lyk cats.. an strawberries.. okae.. strawberries r not pets..

but yeah...

amazing how u're forced 2 do stuff when u're young.. but now when u're older.. u try an motivate urself.. mayb in tings tt juz interest u la.. but yeah.. so funny.. i mean.. when i wuz young.. i hated piano.. prac wuz screwed up.. but now.. still cn find d drive 2 wait 3 hrs juz 2 go 4 lessons.. an not wanna go hm 2 slp.. mayb not tt much.. but yeah.. wat the.. haahha wuz productive.. more then last wk i tink.. no muz try an prac an hm more.. hahah self-motivation is great.. hope it doesn't fizzle out..

tt's prob d onli ting i'm looking 4ward 2 rite now..

a totally meaningless entry 4 a v tired state of mind.. i'll start questioning life shortly aft dis.. let me get abit more slp 1st.. *yawn*

Saturday, September 18, 2004


yeah.. dis song is great.. hahah tho no1 will c it on mtv anitime soon.. ahha it's frm nightmare b4 christmas.. yeah

What's This?


There's white things in the air
What's this?
I can't believe my eyes
I must be dreaming
Wake up, Jack, this isn't fair
What's this?

What's this? What's this?
There's something very wrong
What's this?
There's people singing songs

What's this?
The streets are lined with
Little creatures laughing
Everybody seems so happy
Have I possibly gone daffy?
What is this?
What's this?

There are children throwing snowballs here
Instead of throwing heads
They're busy building toys
And absolutely no one's dead

There's frost on every window
Oh, I can't believe my eyes
And in my bones I feel the warnth
That's coming from inside

Oh, look
What's this?
They're hanging mistletoe, they kiss
Why that looks so unique, inspired
They're gathering around to hear a story
Roasting chestnuts on a fire
What's this?
What's this?

In here they've got a little tree, how queer
And who would ever think
And why?

They're covering it with tiny little things
They've got electric lights on strings
And there's a smile on everyone
So, now, correct me if I'm wrong
This looks like fun
This looks like fun
Oh, could it be I got my wish?
What's this?

Oh my, what now?
The children are asleep
But look, there's nothing underneath
No ghouls, no witches here to scream and scare them
Oe ensnare them, only little cozy things
Secure inside their dremaland
What's this?

The monsters are all missing
And the nightmares can't be found
And in their place there seems to be
Good feeling all around

Instead of screams, I swear
I can hear music in the air
The smell of cakes and pies
IS absolutely everywhere

The sights, the sounds
They're eveywhere and all around
I've never felt so good before
Thsi empty place inside of me is filling up
I simply cannot get enough

I want it, oh, I want it
Oh, I want it for my own
I've got to know
I've got to know
What is this place that I have found?
What is this?

Saturday, September 11, 2004

my heroes... hahahahaha


Ananova:
Armed trio steal £3 worth of strawberries

German police are looking for two armed men and a woman who stole £3 worth of strawberries at gunpoint.

A woman working at a pick-your-own fruit farm near Munich arrived to find three people picking their own.

When she confronted them, one of the men asked her what she wanted, drew a gun and pointed it at her.

The other man took out a knife and also held it towards her, reports the Muenchener Merkur newspaper.

The woman ran off, but didn't report the incident to police until later. Officers say the three got away with about £3 worth of strawberries.

11:04 Thursday 17th June 2004

hehe

Friday, September 10, 2004

whee.. staying over and bbq wuz great.. lazy 2 go into details.. but yeah.. my thnx 2 all those hu made it possible an planned it.. =) f

fatal frame rocks! saw chpt 1-5 in lyk 1 night.. 2 hrs of slp.. wat the.. hahaha

on d wae baq wuz more dumb.. left d place cuz wuz bored an chi show on tv wuz cheesy.. so i left and walked baq.. took a stupid turn which made me go behind sum old hses.. wit planks an metal rods lying ard.. finally a dead end.. end of Joash's adventure..

as i turned baq an got on d rite track.. dis indian weirdo in a green shirt standing nxt 2 d canal stated speaking 2 me..

Weirdo: handsome!

Me: ??? *walking*

u very handsome leh..

(sheepish smile an huff of acknoledgement)

where u going? work?

no.. home
*still walking*

oookay.. take care..

???

want to play?

NO! (waves him off and hurries into Cheers)




WAT THE!! there's a story u cn tell d kids.. *shudders*

take care ppl! here's 1 more reason not 2 tok 2 strangers! hehe =)


Wednesday, September 08, 2004


whoooo.. nth 2 sae.. so i'll post shit.. check dis! Posted by Hello

Monday, September 06, 2004

Nightwish

End Of All Hope

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

This is the birth of all hope.
To have what I once had.
This life unforgiven, It will end with birth.

No will to wake for this morn.
To see another black rose born.
Deathbed is slowly covered with snow.

Angels, they fell first, but I'm still here
Alone as they are drawing near.
In heaven my masterpiece will finally be sung.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

Wounded is the deer that leaps highest, and my wound it cuts so deep.
Turn off the light and let me pull the plug.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

This is the birth of all hope.
To have what I once had.
This life unforgiven, It will end with a birth.

Mandylion without a face, Deathwish without a prayer.
End of hope, end of love, end of time. The rest is silence.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

This is the birth of all hope.
To have what I once had.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
End of all hope.

nightwish rock! hahahahaha symphonic metal's nice.. hahaha 4 sum reason.. they're singing!! *m in great awe*  Posted by Hello

Sunday, September 05, 2004

AGBN is hav blog! hahaha lyk a webby.. but cooler! hahahahaha anw.. not much real happening yet.. but yeah.. check it out if u wan yeah? http://agbn.blogspot.com/

hahah yeah...

yeah.. cool game.. Posted by Hello

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

yay.. went 2 shss again..saw evry1.. happy.. walked into staff room lyk we owned d place.. hahahhaha m happy.. but more imptly..

I HAV FRUITIP BLACKCURRENT PASTELLES IN MY FRIDGE!!!

it's lyk elation in a tube.. given in small doses of stubby cylindrical, sugar-coated juiciness.. whee!!! so happening.. so chewy.. so so so.. blackcurrent-tasting... *drools* wait.. *scurries off 2 stuff more into expecting mouth*

i hope they hav it in strawberry.. they shld hav it in strawberry.. i mean.. wat's wrong wit putting it 4 strawberry? many many ppl will lyk it.. =)

whoa.. mayb they drug these sweets.. sick bastards.. but yeah.. hu needs crack, or weed, or heroin? i sae.. juz feel them this shit.. yeah.. an they'll b fine.. of yeah.. u cn dump them in a strawberry tub as well.. let them binge on either 1.. yeah.. so cool.. it juz mite work..

"alright u stinking addicts, u get the STRAWBERRY/FRUITIP treatment"

"YAY!"

wait.. then again.. wldn't tt make ppl wanna take drugs juz 2 get into the treatment?

Friday, August 27, 2004

hmmm it's amazing how ppl cn suddenly show concern tt takes u totally off balance.. an it's reali touching.. even to they're far away.. *coughs* BOP *coughs* hahahah =)

baq 2 more songs.. haha dis song is beta then d previous 1 i posted.. ppl hu cn.. d/l it!!!!

August Winterman

And If I could teach the world to be..
I'd teach them all to be something just like me.
Frustrated, bitter, depressing.

Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.

And if you could hold your tongue long enough..
You'd see that all I am is love, but I don't like me.
I despise me.

Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.
Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
Perfect. But I'm falling down.

It's a disease they'll never have a cure for.
But You're the only way to dry my eyes.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure
But I'm the one who's wrong. I'm the one who cries.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure for.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure
But I'm the one whose wrong. I'm the one who cries.

I cry. I despise me.

depressing i noe.. but hey nice tune.. me an yuqin were discussing d cons of hearing 2 much loud music.. causes extreme behaviour an feelings.. so yea.. baq 2 MayDay.. ahahha i shld go find d jazz cds lying ard d hse...

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

ooo hahah more songs..

Dead Poetic

Stereo Child


(Your tradition!)

Im getting so sick of creating

(Your tradition!)

this music to please you

(Your tradition!)

The way it used to be

(Your tradition!)

is the very thing that blinds you.



Thats why you cant see my God move!

cause this is not then, and Im not like you.



(Damnation!)

Your excuse for good advice.

(Damnation!)

Their mouths are wide, but you feed them lies

(Reputation!)

Youre full of indecency.

(Reputation!)

You are exactly the portrait they painted you to be.



Stereo Child



Thats why you cant see, My God move!

cause this is not then, and Im not like you.



You refuse to speak, and they'll listen.



But I wont be predicted.

I wont be your stereo.

I wont be predicted, never.

Monday, August 23, 2004



whoa.. dis works?? coool.. i lyk dis pic.. hahahah
metal songs.. either v deep, or v stupid.. great headbanging fun. but yeah.. 1ce tt gets old, the song gets lame.. seriously.. d/l dis songs 4 prime eg.. ahaah

Killswitch Engage

My Last Serenade


This revelation is the death of ignorance

Tangled in a state of suffocation
Slave to self righteousness
Damnation is on your lips

From sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution,
From sorrow to serenity, its on your head

This is my last serenade
I feel you as you fall away
This is my last serenade
From yourself you can't run away

It's your choice, Point the finger
But it's on your head
Your destination is a choice within yourself
Will you rise or become a slave
To self righteousness
Open up your heart and gaze within

Orgy

Opticon

Let's fake an answer for the curious

Let's fake it all for the fame
They'll think delivering was easy
Living the fairy tales and the lies (lies)

Message from Opticon
Blast from the fashion bomb
So helpless
Guess what? You're out of time [ x 2 ]

New aliens spawn, we reinvent the dawn
And no-one style compares
Those neon eyes make Mom and Dad think that we've lost our minds
They're just terrified of all new things

Message from Opticon
Blast from the fashion bomb
So helpless
Guess what? You're out of time [ x 2 ]

Opticon is here to lead us...

Blast from the fashion bomb
Message from Opticon
Blast from the fashion bomb
So helpless
Guess what? You're out of time [ x 4 ]

So quick to change us
(Opticon is here to lead us)
And imitate us
Humiliate us
So quick to change us



Friday, August 20, 2004

4 sum reason i'm drawn 2 dis song again.. hardly gets old 2 me.. hahaha bet most ppl nv heard of it.. but yeah.. it's a hell nice song 2 listen 2.. ahahaah ain tt rite chua? =P

Finch
What It Is To Burn

She burns

Today's on fire

The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered

I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day

And still



Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her

She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn



I feel diseased

Is there no sympathy from the sun?

The sky's still fire

But I am safe in here, from the world outside



So tell me

What's the price to pay for glory?



Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her

She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn



Today is fire, and she burns

Today is fire, and she burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns


Sunday, August 15, 2004

yeah.. here i report.. d gig.. stoned.. yeah.. wat's there 2 sae.. great.. learnt improvisation d hard wae.. but yeah.. glad i came thru.. but now here comes the moz common feeling 2 breech d borders of my mind an take root..

NUMBNESS

yeah.. totally drained an stoned.. juz lyk.. okae.. yeah.. hahahah

but yeah.. playing wuz kinda fun.. juz tt i wuz numb all d wae.. tings cld hav been a hell lot beta.. juz hope i din make tings worse.. dun tink i made tings beta..

in all i juz wanna sae 2 tings
  1. i'm not in Supercede =P AGBN all d wae.. ahahhaahah
  2. the band totally rocked.. evry1.. desmond.. ian.. joel.. yeah..
juz gonna stick 2 improving my drums.. gonna get lessons..

still no love 4 photog.. heh heh heh

Thursday, August 12, 2004

saw a sickening show abt honour killings in pakistan juz now.. sick shit man.. tot of a song..
oh well.. finally on d serious stuff on dis blog.. prob onli temp..

Jars of Clay:
HE
Don't try to reach me, I'm already dead

The pain when it grips me, for things that I've done

Well I try to make you proud, but for crying out loud
Just give me a chance to hide away
Exhaustion takes over, will this someday be over?

Fearful tears are running down
The pain you've laid don't speak a sound
Don't take my heart away from me
And they think I fell down

Daddy, don't you love me?
Then why do you hit me?
And Momma don't you love me
Then why do you hurt me?
Well I try to make you proud, but for crying out loud
Just give me a chance to hide away
Exhaustion takes over, will this someday be over?

A teardrop falls from up in the heavens
Drowning the sorrow of angels on high
For the least of the helpless, the hopeless, the loveless
My Jesus, His children, He holds in His eyes

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

dumb adverts u'll nv see (1)

dumb adverts u'll nv see (1)

(all conversations are to be said in cool British gangster accents)

hunky man in black jacket: *rushes in* sorry i'm late.. u wouldn't belive what just happened to me!

bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat: wot happened mate? where's yer pants?

hunky man in black jacket: *stares down* i lost them..

bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat: lost them? well.. there weren't exactly a bag o penuts now ain't it? did they just slip out yer legs like a little mite?

hunky man in black jacket: aw shuttup will ya? hear me out man.. yer see a little lass yeah? all blonde and cutesy an stuff walks down the street.. she comes up to me and she knocks me down! then she rips me pants off! i mean, CLEAN OFF!

bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat: *shocked* WOT?! yer pants? yer blue dockers? why the hell for? i mean their SLEEK an SEXY an all.. but.. yeah.. i see now..

*hot blonde woman runs past hugging blue pants*

*both men stare*

narration: DOCKERS, steal a pair off if u can't afford it!

all rights reserved to DOCKERS pants. No hunky man in black jacket, bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat or hot blonde woman was harm in the filming of this advert. Joash was not paid in anyway, sadly, for producing this advert.

man i love snatch.. ahahahahahah


hunter
You are a hunter. You have pure strength. You use
big weapons and protect yourself with a shield.
You don't really need backup with all the
strength you have, but you are slow when in
battle.


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got it frm chua's blog.. way cool!!! hahahahaah yeah i'm bored..

Sunday, August 08, 2004

I LOVE STRAWBERRIES!! not those chewy flavoured sweets.. wait.. i do lyk them.. but REAL strawberries.. lyk small.. weird round.. no.. oval.. no.. erm erm erm.. wat the.. i dunno.. i'm sure u guys hav seen them b4.. yeah..

they're reali great! as in reali reali great tasting.. cool.. sour.. nice... yeah.. u ppl cn binge on all u wan.. but giv me a box of strawberries.. an i'll b happy.. yeah..

arms hurt frm many hrs of jamming.. head tired frm staying up late.. million places i'll rather b in.. yeah.. so i guess i'm not making much sense.. but yeah!! ALL HAIL STRAWBERRIES!!!! wait.. WHITE GRAPES ROCK 2!~

~!YAY!~

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

I'M D FREAKING PUBLICITY HEAD OF PHOTOG! haiz* part of me is happy, but d otr half doesnt wan d responsibility.. guess i shld b happy.. but then again.. haiz* i juz dunno.. cn i cope? oh well..

another cliched song abt love.. but wat the heck.. dun reali care much.. hahah

Love Boat Captain

Is this just another day? This God forgotten place?
First comes love, then comes pain, let the games begin
Questions rise and answers fall, insurmountable
Love boat captain
Take the reigns and steer us towards the clear, here
It's already been sung, but it can't be said enough
All you need is love
Is this just another phase? Earthquakes making waves
Trying to shake the cancer off, stupid human beings
Once you hold the hand of love, it's all surmountable
Hold me, and make it the truth
That when all is lost there will be you
Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing
And there's just one word I still believe
And it's love.
It's an art to live with pain, mix the light into gray
Lost nine friends we'll never know, two years ago today
And if our lives became too long, would it add to our regret?
And the young, they can lose hope cause they can't see beyond today
The wisdom that the old can't give away hey
Constant recall
Sometimes life don't leave you alone
Hold me, and make it the truth
That when all is lost there will be you
Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing
And there's just one word that I still believe
And it's love, love, love, love, love
love boat captain
take the reigns, steer us towards the clear
I know it's already been sung, can't be said enough
Love is all you need, all you need is love
Love, love, love.



oh well..

Saturday, July 31, 2004

hahaha sonicfest wuz not bad.. but i got a henna tattoo on my neck.. lyk 5 hrs later.. IT'S GONE!!! SHIT!!! crappy.. gonna try again nxt time.. hahaha sorrie sulyn.. hahahahah =P

Monday, July 26, 2004

nothing tt cn be done tt cn change aniting.. 

mayb d feeling hasn't sunk in yet.. but my heart reali goes out 2 all those affected..  will b praying 4 u guys an all..

there is nothing to be said

Friday, July 23, 2004

damn.. i wan a sentinal toy so i cn hang in in my room.. but i tink it'll cost a freaking bomb an it drop cuz it's so huge.. but happening shit comes at a price.. hahahahahaha all d neat stuff at penisula.. wahaha =P
hmmm no in a reali gd mood now.. strange how shit cums 2 u when u're juz sitting an collecting ur tots.. wuz fine till i got in my dad's car an started stoning..  damn.. tot u dun tink when u stone.. cuz 2dae wuz a relatively gd dae.. went out.. saw music stuff an swee lee an davis.. cool.. but yeah.. small tings so hav big impacts.. oh well.. here starts d shit toking..
 
i'm not sum little shithead 4 ppl 2 push ard.. nv was.. an nv will b.. no 1 is.. shouting an demanding an acting lyk a little bitch wun b of ani help.. no matter wat post u hav an where u may hav cum frm.. it's not even eithical 2 even act lyk a spoilt brat even on ur bdae.. u're onli allowed 2 do tt if u r 2 tings, honestly:
 
1) a cute an cubby toddler
2) a super SUPER hot girl hu lives in a super rich an big house wit 30000 servants hu are paid to cower at ur slightest whine and whimper.
 
in both cases it gets irritating to b ard aft lyk 10 min..
 
having pain an insecurities is no excuse to freak ard wit ppl an b a cause of angst an worry 2 otr ppl.. if we cannot accept ourselves as hu we reali r, the truth will b shoved in our face an then.. it the truth will b the most painful ting u cld ever recieve, as wat u hav been denying abt urself all along slams on u in earth-shattering violence an force.
 
ur warped sense of reality wun get u aniwhere.. an in dis case.. ignorance is NOT bliss.. esp 4 ppl ard u..
 
1 more ting.. the more time spent wit ppl of a higher position does not make u his/her assitant, wit powers 2 distort decisions tt were made by them 2 suit ur own personal pleasure.. cuz seriously..
 
U R NOT THE WORLD.. and the world doesn't owe u aniting
 
not gonna name names here.. cuz seriously.. dun we all noe ppl liddat.. an furthermore.. wat makes us so sure we dun do dis ourselves?
 
*bongo skin needing boy signing out*
take care ppl! =)

Thursday, July 22, 2004

1 more song! yeah..

Dave Matthews Band
#41

Come see
I swear by now I'm playing time against my troubles
I'm coming slow but speeding
Do you wish a dance and while
I'm in the front
The play on time is won
But the difficulty is coming here
I will go in this way
And find my own way out
I won't tell you to stay
But I'm coming to much more
Me
All at once the ghosts come back
Reeling in you now
What if they came down crushing
Remember when I used to play for
all of the loneliness that nobody
notices now
Oh, I'm begging slow
I'm coming here
Only waiting
I wanted to stay
I wanted to play,
I wanted to love you
I'm only this far
And only tomorrow leads my way
I'm coming waltzing back and
moving into your head
Please, I wouldn't pass you by
Oh, I wouldn't take any more than
What sort of man goes by
I will bring water
Why won't you ever be glad
It melts into wonder
I came in praying for you
Why won't you run
into the rain and play
And let the tears splash all over you

 
1 MORE! WAHHAHAHAHAH i of my faves 2.. mayb playing it on sundae.. yeah.. =)
 
God Of Wonders

Lord of heaven and earth.
Lord of all creation.
Lord of heaven and earth.

Lord of all creation,
of water, earth and sky.
The heavens are your Tabernacle.
Glory to the Lord on high!

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
you are holy, holy.
The universe declares your majesty,
you are holy, holy.

Lord of heaven and earth
Lord of heaven and earth

Early in the morning,
I will celebrate the light.
When I stumble in the darkness,
I will call your name by night

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
you are holy, holy.
The universe declares your majesty,
you are holy, holy.

Lord of heaven and earth
Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth

holy, holy
holy, holy

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
you are holy, holy.

Precious Lord, reveal your heart to me,
Father, holy, holy.
The universe declares your majesty,
you are holy, holy, holy, holy

Hallelujah
To the lord of heaven and earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

whooo.. love pearl jam.. 2 dis song's old.. but i still lyk dis song.. hmmm

Do The Evolution

I am ahead, I am a man
I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah
I'm at peace with my lust
I can kill 'cause in god I trust, yeah
it's evolution, baby

I'm a beast, I'm a man
I buy stocks on the day of the crash, yeah
on the loose, i'm a truck
all the rolling hills I'll flatten them out, yeah
it's herd behavior, uh huh
it's evolution, baby

Admire me, admire my home
admire my son, he's my clone
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
this land is mine, this land is free
i'll do what i want yet irresponsibly
it's evolution, baby

Im a thief, i'm a liar
there's my church
I sing in the choir:
hallelujah, hallelujah

Admire me, admire my home
admire my song, admire my clothes
Consider, appetite for a nightly feast
those ignorant indians got nothing on me
nothing, why?
because, it's evolution, baby!

I am ahead, i am advanced
i am the first mammal to make plans, yeah
i crawled the Earth, but now i'm higher
twenty-ten, watch it go to fire
it's evolution, baby
it's evolution baby
do the evolution
come on
come on, come on
 

lyrics not bad.... hahahaha.. great song..

Thursday, July 15, 2004

oh man.. so totally freaked now.. i dunno.. sum ppl juz totally freak me out.. as in totally.. ouch.. eeeeeee... so weird.. so pushy... m stupified.. hahahahha oh well.. at least now i'm kinda feeling beta.. v tired tho.. sch daes r draggy.. an 10 wks 2 promos.. wth.. retaining is now an open option.. or i cld juz start studying now.. try lar.. few tings on my mind now.. an BAYBEATS is 1 of them! hhahahahah yeah.. cool.. hope i get free drinks frm d guys..

playing drums 4 service wuz not so bad.. at least d ppl i worked wit wuz not bad.. smooth an nice.. ideas coming 2 me so fast.. hahah thnx ian! u is pro creative boy.. hahaha.. Ian: man hu gifs ideas tt hit u on d head so hard tt make u go.. "i gotta do it!" yeah.. so yeah.. hahhaha hope tings turn out well..

tot abt tings.. an learnt.. y r we do blind tt when we as christians hav problems.. turn 2 evryting but God? lyk onli at d last min we go.. 'God, u gotta help me! U're MY ONLI HOPE!!!' crap man.. dun we all lyk do shit liddat?

the ninja has gone on a quest an learnt tt as humans, we all hav dis inert nature 2 alwaes b in control.. in evryting.. our lives.. our frens.. heck.. blogging is a sign of ppl wanting d outside world 2 view a painted pic of their life.. an we still buy into it.. y? isit IN 2 live in constant self-denial?

so much hopelessness.. so much blindness.. we noe abt it.. but do nth 2 stop it..

"things that always were, are mostly permitted to be left that way, without question or thought" - Joash's Theory of The Status Quo
=P

the is nothing new under the sun

oh well..at least life is getting more fun 4 me.. thnx desmond! hahahaha wae cool.. aug 15.. yeah! hahahah plus tt ting in sch coming up.. but sch 1.. national dae.. hahaha sian..

"ooo how i love singapore so....." *pukes*

hahahahahahahahaahahahah

but i tink it'll b fun.. great 2 cum 2gether an actually jam again.. but yeah.. hahaha i get 2 play again on sundae! wae cool.. hahaah got d ppt up alreadi.. so not so bad.. hahha oh well.. hehee hope i'll b free on sat.. otr then going 2 church.. hmmmmm heheh it'll b so cool 2 hav a break at last.. hahah

whooo finally a longer blog.. haven't seen dis 1 4 awhile.. hahaha take care all!! i boast to sae i noe the best ppl in the world! =)

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

to all members of COGS.. if u haven't joined d yahoo group, here's how u cn do it now! hahaahah d link is here..




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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

yesh.. i'm sick.. damn hi fever.. haha.. 2 daes mc.. hmmmmm it's cold.. hahahahah not d 1st time i said dis.. hahaha

oh well on 2 more impt tings.. juz wanna sae tt i cun stay neutral in dis.. i've seen both sides an i've chosen where i stand.. no regrets.. cuz i wuz neutral b4.. an now.. oh well.. =P

juz wanna take dis time 2 thank all those hu allowed myself 2 open up 2 them an shared wit me.. u guys r wat keep me going in church.. hehe.. so touched.. wonder if i shld mention names.. wth.. here goes.. thnx goes out 2, my mom 4 showing me wat wuz impt.. eddie, ian, beatrice, pei zhi, ds lim, melvin.. 4 listening 2 me an giving me advice.. Joel.. moz happening bro.. ur strength an faith is an inspiration 2 me..

if there r ani otrs i 4got, i will add them another time.. hhaha brain getting fried.. hahha *away*

Saturday, July 03, 2004

DID YOU FEEL THE MOUNTAINS TREMBLE

DID YOU FEEL THE MOUNTAINS TREMBLE
DID YOU HEAR THE OCEANS ROAR
WHEN THE LOST BEGAN TO SING OF
JESUS CHRIST THE RISEN ONE

DID YOU FEEL THE PEOPLE TREMBLE
DID YOU HEAR THE SINGERS ROAR
WHEN THE LOST BEGAN TO SING OF
JESUS CHRIST THE RISEN ONE

AND WE CAN SEE THAT GOD YOU'RE MOVING
A MIGHTY RIVER THROUGH THE NATION
AND YOUNG AND OLD WILL TURN TO JESUS
FLING WIDE YOU HEAVENLY GATES
PREPARE THE WAY OF THE RISEN LORD

OPEN UP THE DOORS AND LET THE MUSIC PLAY
LET THE STREETS RESOUND WITH SINGING
SONGS THAT BRING YOUR HOPE
SONGS THAT BRING YOUR JOY
DANCERS WHO DANCE UPON INJUSTICE

DID YOU FEEL THE DARKNESS TREMBLE
WHEN ALL THE SAINTS JOIN IN ONE SONG
AND ALL THE STREAMS FLOW AS ONE RIVER
TO WASH AWAY OUR BROKENNESS

AND WE CAN SEE THAT GOD YOU'RE MOVING
A TIME OF JUBILEE IS COMING
AND YOUNG AND OLD WILL TURN TO JESUS
FLING WIDE YOU HEAVENLY GATES
PREPARE THE WAY OF THE RISEN LORD

nth 2 sae.. so i'll put a song.. sum parts of it spoke 2 me 2.. so yeah.. cheap long blog.. heheh

Monday, June 28, 2004

was talking 2dae abt d problems facing me now.. an then i wuz asked.. 'change church lar!' i wuz lyk 'i cun do tt, i got responsibilities.. it's as much my church as ani1 else.. so y shld i or ani1 hu's wit me leave wit a bitter taste in our mouths?'

defenses aside, tt statement got me tinking.. i mean seriously.. y shld i stay? i mean.. worship? wae beta worship elsewhere.. training? argh.. aniwhere oso cn get 1.. service? i cn serve elsewhere.. (3rd place.. hehehehe) juz kidding.. more seriously.. 2 draw inspiration frm otr places, i stand here 2 sae..

i choose not 2 c y i shld leave, but i choose 2 c y i shld stay

God hold me 2 my word..

m i 2 leave an go find greener pastures evryting d going gets tough? wld i suddenly aft 10 yrs sae 2 myself.. where do i truly belong? m i 2 shake d dust off my feet evrytime a conflict arises? i cun do tt.. i reali cun.. utopia doesn't exist on earth.. so i guess no1 shld expect tt..

need strength.. not juz strength, but Strength.. i oso need Faith..

Lord i belive, but help me my unbelief

may may i be a gd steward of the One i serve.. may i nv pull out an lose my Faith.. may i nv shun away frm giving care 2 those hu need it.. an may i, if the Lord permits, be an instrument of change..

ALL THAT I AM

ALL THAT I AM
ALL THAT I HAVE
I LAY THEM DOWN BEFORE YOU O LORD
ALL MY REGRETS
ALL MY ACCLAIM
THE JOY AND THE PAIN
I'M MAKING THEM YOURS

THINGS IN THE PAST, THINGS YET UNSEEN
WISHES AND DREAMS
THAT ARE YET TO COME TRUE
ALL OF MY HOPE, ALL OF MY PLANS
MY HEART AND MY HANDS
ARE LIFTED TO YOU

LORD I OFFER MY LIFE TO YOU
EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN THROUGH
USE IT FOR YOUR GLORY
LORD I OFFER MY DAYS TO YOU
LIFTING MY PRAISE TO YOU
AS A PLEASING SACRIFICE
LORD I OFFER YOU MY LIFE

WHAT CAN WE GIVE
THAT YOU HAVE NOT GIVEN
AND WHAT WE HAVE
THAT IS NOT ALREADY YOURS
ALL WE POSSESS ARE
THESE LIVES WE'RE LIVING
AND THAT'S WHAT WE GIVE TO YOU LORD

Saturday, June 26, 2004

d youth banner is up! hahahah cn c frm d field.. so not so bad.. aahah.. took 8 hr plus of work.. hahaa wat the....

i've decided.. not going 2 play drums 4 service 4 awhile.. dun wanna put myself in arkward positions.. i got otr tings 2 take care off.. yeah.. my declaration is this.. hear me if u wld..

common test coming.. i dunno wat i'll do.. i'm kinda screwed.. oh well.. haiz*

Monday, June 21, 2004

yeah!

finally cn blog! hahahahahahahah been wanting 2 do dis 4 a damn long time.. but yeah i'm baq.. hahahahahaha *cheers and does jiggly dance*

been wanting 2 sae dis 4 a long time alreadi.. but.. i finally get d chance 2 sae it.. so here i go.. an if u tink i'm toking abt u.. u're WRONG.. an dun bother asking me 4 names.. yeah..

WAT BLIND AN SELFCENTERED IDIOTS WE R...

we cn whine an sob an cry all d hell we wan..

"hurt" man:
'oh woe is me.. i hav been hurt so.. i cun 4give.. it has happened 2 many times..'

but.. little does "hurt" man noe.. as his selfish an narrow mind cannot comprehend, all d hurt the HE has caused.. as he is onli caring 4 all d wrongs done 2 him.. in his stupidity.. he CHOOSES to block out all suggestion tt he may hav caused hurt.. even more than wat he feels.. 2 a multitude of ppl.. hu aft awhile will speak up.. an then absolution will come..

okae.. dis story may seem drama.. but i wuz juz tinking.. r we all liddat.. mayb not 2 d extend of wat i m writing.. but r we? is there ani hurt we hav put out unknowingly.. or r we in self denial?

EVERYONE RUNS, EVERYONE HIDES

oh well.. on 2 more lighthearted tings.. 2dae wuz funny.. looking 4ward 2 tml.. cuin get much studying done.. but wth.. i'm not reali bothered now.. i'll juz do as much as i cn.. hahaha I COMPLETED ONIMUSHA 3!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH! d endings kinda crap tho.. hahaha sulyn yuqin an yixuan an testify 2 tt.. haahahahah but wth! it's d 1st game i completed.. yeah.. now 4 splinter cell.. an i suck at gunbound 2.. dun c myself playing it v much in d long run.. msn is wae cooler.. hexic is still d best.. hahaahhaha

hist is painfull.. but econs tuition is great.. d teacher rox.. ahahah damn nice.. damn funny.. hahha damn gd.. i actually learnt stuff!! hahaha yeah!

gotta get my spiritual life baq on track.. cun let tings pull me down.. reali glad i cn sae tt i hav ppl 2 turn 2.. an hope i cn b of help when turned 2.. =)

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

i hav made a promise to change wat i can onli.. help where i can.. an not try an stick my head into tings tt

Thursday, June 10, 2004

dis cds stuck on my cd player.. an dis song stuck out.. nth 2 sae now.. juz tt i'm stuck at hm wit my bks an onimusha 3! whahahah

wanna intro dis song in church.. hmmmm

tt's all 4 now.. haha


PlanetShakers
Rescue Me


WHEN I'M ALONE
THE WORLD IS SUCH A DIFFERENT PLACE
SOMETIMES IT'S HARD TO KEEP
THE SMILE UPON MY FACE
IT SEEMS LIKE I TRY SO HARD
AND STILL I LET YOU DOWN
IT'S TAKEN SO LONG BUT NOW THERE'S
ONE THING THAT I'VE FOUND

WHEN EVERYTHING STARTS CRASHING DOWN
WHEN ALL I KNOW FALLS TO THE GROUND
WHEN DARKNESS COMES AND I CAN'T SEE
YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE TO RESCUE ME

JUST WHEN I THINK
THAT I HAVE GOT IT FIGURED OUT
YOU OPEN MY EYES AND LET ME
SEE THAT THERE'S NO DOUBT
THAT YOU'VE GOT IT ALL
WITHIN THE POWER OF YOUR HAND
IT SEEMS LIKE THE MORE I KNOW
THE LESS I UNDERSTAND

WHEN EVERYTHING STARTS CRASHING DOWN
WHEN ALL I KNOW FALLS TO THE GROUND
WHEN DARKNESS COMES AND I CAN'T SEE
YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE TO RESCUE ME
WHEN ALL MY STRENGTH HAS TURNED TO FEAR
WHEN I WONDER IF YOU'RE NEAR
WHEN I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BREAK FREE
YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE TO RESCUE ME

I WONDER IF I'LL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS DARKEST NIGHT
I NEED TO KNOW YOUR STRENGTH IN ME
GONNA WIN THIS FIGHT
I'M REACHING OUT
WON'T YOU TAKE MY HAND
SHOW ME TO THE LIGHT
I KNOW YOU'RE BY MY SIDE

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

2004 is now the yr of conflict.. mayb gd will come of it.. but i dunno.. it's painful 2 hear.. haiz* i dunno lar.. sian sian sian.. dis is a time of momentous change..those tt i reali respect r leaving.. juz hope tt gd does cum out of it.. haiz* all of us r going 2 b affected by this 1 wae or another.. guess life does do such tings 2 u.. oh well.. i'll c where i cn help yeah?

btw d chalet wuz great.. God works fast.. i'm getting a testimony alreadi.. it wuz raining b4 d bbq.. then we tot 'oh no..' felt reali bad cuz we lyk i tot we were treating God lyk santa.. so i juz said a quick prayer by myself tt d rain wld clear.. but then later when we gathered an prayed.. d clouds cleared right away.. okae.. mayb not lyk get blown lar.. but then.. wa lau.. juz stop liddat.. then it held up till aft d bbq awhile.. made me reali lyk go 0_0 woah! God is PRO! hahahahah

i tink evryting went well there oso.. guess gd tings do cum out.. tink devotion went well.. i hope..

IAN U PLAY GD GUITAR! I'M GETTING U 2 PLAY EVRYTING I SONGLEAD NXT TIME!!!! yeah.. hahahaha seriously.. c i dun insult u all d time.. =)

more nxt time when i'm feeling less sleepy.. pass few daes has been a testament 2 d powers of Panadol Cold Relief tablets.. and more imptly, God's POWER.. =)

Thursday, May 27, 2004

i hav finally gotten down to blogging again.. haha juz wanna thank evry1 hu played a part in making my bdae nice.. hehe mondae wuz a real funny dae.. exp 4 pw an tt stupid econs tuition in which we were juz stoning there looking at egghead foo.. seriously.. i mean.. wa lau.. cum my hse 1st ting he do is slip.. HAHAHAHAHAH.. damn funny..

d few otr daes till 2dae were kinda mundane.. exp 4 it raining down on us at d heats yesterdae.. oh well.. at least d body paint did not get a chance to smudge.. my new shoes were okae.. they got wet.. sumhow..

2dae wuz juz v v v v depressing.. i dunno.. but 2dae 4 d 1st time in awhile tt i seriously tot abt killing myself.. i dunno.. oh well.. prob juz a passing tot.. it's lyk i'm walking ard in a bad dream.. oh well.. life shld get beta.. there's still tings 2 look 4ward 2.. hehe

more on d 2 tings tt cracked me up is wk..

an eggy head monster fool found his wae thru into the Joash's Keep, the Duke of the Keep suspects it was an inside job, as he had heard of his friend calling down a "Tutor", and subsequently opened the gates of the Keep, and in doing so gave the monster free reign to destroy the fiefdom of Joash frm the inside out.
the duke's fears subsided quickly when the monster slipped as it was decending to the main hall, in doing so, proved to Joash an his advisors, much to their mirth, that the monster posed no real threat.
the monster then proceeded to ramble on for 2 hrs abt topics tt were not entirely wat were requested of it. as such it wuz to b d last time he wuz to b seen.

*egg-headed monsters with potruding eyes should not be teachers*

kinda ironic tt he said he hated teaching.. hahahah

4get i said 2 tings.. 1 mean ting is enuf.. dis is still cracking me up.. an it's lasting wae longer than mutabaruka did.. hahahahah

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

BELIEVE

I SAY ON SUNDAY HOW MUCH I WANT REVIVAL
BUT THEN ON MONDAY I CAN'T EVEN FIND MY BIBLE
WHERE'S THE POW'R
THE POW'R OF THE CROSS IN MY LIFE

I'M SICK OF PLAYING THE GAME OF RELIGION
I'M TIRED OF LOSING MY REASON FOR LIVING
WHERE'S THE POW'R
THE POW'R OF THE CROSS IN MY LIFE

I'M NOT CONTENT JUST TO WALK THROUGH MY LIFE
GIVIN' IN TO THE LIES
WALKIN' IN COMPROMISES NOW
WE CRY OUT AS A GENERATION THAT WAS LOST
BUT NOW IS FOUND IN THE POW'R OF THE CROSS

WE BELIEVE IN YOU
WE BELIEVE IN THE POW'R OF YOUR WORD
AND ITS TRUTH
WE BELIEVE IN YOU
SO WE LAY DOWN OUR CAUSE
THAT OUR CROSS MIGHT BE FOUND IN YOU

I'M NOT SATISFIED DOING IT MY OWN WAY
I'M NOT SATISFIED TO ‘DO CHURCH'
AND WALK AWAY, I'M NOT SATISFIED
THERE'S NO LOVE IN MY LIFE BUT YOU
I'M NOT SATISFIED LIVING IN YESTERDAY'S HOUR
I'M NOT SATISFIED TO HAVE THE FORM
BUT NOT THE POW'R, I'M NOT SATISFIED

LORD, I AM CRUCIFIED IN YOU


enough said. =)
y isit tt went u're this close 2 getting sumting u wan.. tings work 2gether 2 drag u back 2 d harsh floor and baq 2 ur mundane crappy life?

soaking wet.. dammit.. no chance 2 watch troy... ARGH!!!!!!! i reali wish i cn skip the rehersal.. of all d freaking times 2 pour down.. now i'm juz wet an irritated.. dammit dammit.. haiz*

an i tink i failed both my econs tests... screw.. at least there's a few tings left tt i cn look forward 2..

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

woah! d blogging ting has changed! looks kinda cooler now.. ahahahah study stress.. oh well.. it's not tt bad.. barely making it thru.. hope my essay does okae.. econs fac test nxt mon.. essay test on tues... wow.. ouch.. hhahhaa juz shows how much i need tuition now yeah?

at least a few tings keeping my faith up.. there's still d wkend and stuff.. so y worry? hehehe i'll juz hav 2 do as much as i can when i can.. and hope i dun screw up..

no song 2 put here 2dae leh.. =( so 2dae's terribly short.. hmmm haiz* oh well.. at least i din hav cca 2dae..

Sunday, May 09, 2004

so freaking stoned.. juz came baq frm jamming at aljunite.. got d funny sponge 2 muffle d sound of the drums.. no cymbals yet tho.. ian's starting 2 bug me abt it alreadi.. away foul beast! get hence thee!! heheheeh

dis wk.. long daes were long.. tiring.. but few tings came ard an made up 4 evryting.. hahahah so i'm kinda feeling gd rite now.. hehe 1 ting tt's becoming my fave place 2 b at.. on a nice soft comfy sofa.. hahaha so nice an almost sleep..outside wakemeup an in church.. warm.. peaceful.. (-_-)ZzZzZZzzZZzzzzzzz... tings r looking up now.. hope i dun mess up my life lyk i'm prone 2 do.. haiz*

hot dae.. haiz*

jamming wuz gd.. i tink i improved witout practising.. it wuz real gd.. exp my ears were left kinda numb frm slamming d cymbals.. hahahaha

wish i had more free time.. lit's a killer 2 read.. 'the monk' is a horny book.. i lyk cats.. chocolates r sweet.. kway teow has lard.. a starfish as 5 arms.. circles r round.. yeah... *stoned*

u cn nv get enuf of dave matthews band.. =)

Where Are You Going?

Where are you going?
With your long face pulling down, don’t hide away.
Like an ocean, which you can’t see but you can,
Smell and the sound of waves crash down.

I am no Superman,
I have no reasons for you.
I am no hero, no; that’s for sure.
But I do know one thing,
Where you are, that's where I belong.
I do know where you go is where I wanna be.

Where are you going?
Where do you go?

Are you looking for answers?
To questions under the stars.
Well if along the way,
You are grow weary,
You can rest with me until a brighter day.
yeah ok.

I am no Superman,
I have no answers for you.
I am no hero, no; that's for sure.
But I do know one thing,
Where you are, that's where I belong,
I do know where you go is where I wanna be.

Where are you going?
Where do you go?

Where do you go?
Where are you going?

Where do you go?
I am no Superman,
I have no answers for you.
I am no hero, no; that's for sure.
But I do know one thing,
Where you are, that's where I belong
I do know where you go is where I wanna be.

Where are you going?
Where do you go?
And where are you going?
Where you must go.

Thursday, May 06, 2004

when depressed an downcast, u cn hear sting an get this v weird an soothing feeling when u hear his songs( mayb i wuz sleepy).. but still d daes aren't being gd 2 me.. now even cca is taking up my fridaes.. screw..

Fields Of Gold

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in fields of gold

So she took her love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

Will you stay with me, will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
You forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in fields of gold

See the west wind move like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth
Among the fields of gold

I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We'll walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold

Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You forget the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold

Sunday, May 02, 2004

a lot of tings bogging me down.. shan't speak 2 much abt it here..

1 ting tt's looking up tho.. got a drum set booked alreadi! yamaha.. now all i need 2 do is to go cymbal shopping.. here cums zildjian A customs!!!! hahaha.. plus 3rd place offers 30-45 min gigs on their 'chill night'.. so at least i got a few movitating factors 2 push me on..

jc life is still stress.. haiz* cun reali tink v well now.. oh well..

finch is playing in my head now.. hmmm last 2 line's out of place sumhow.. i is becoming music critic.. hehe

Three Simple Words

Open up my eyes, flooded with daylight
Another sleepless night turns color black and white
With all the things I've said
There is just regret, repeating in my head

Hands into a fist, static in my head
Now I'm sitting face to face with loneliness
What did I expect?
Did I see forever in you?

I never wanted it to hurt more than it should
I hope you're satisfied I never could

Time to close my eyes, forget about this mess
And try to fix this tragic loss of innocence
But how could I forget the things I have inside,
When everything is dead?

I never wanted it to hurt more than it should
I hope your satisfied, I never could

Can't you see, you left me here on my own
Give me one good reason why I should let go
With my hands around your neck,
Who will stop me now?

Saturday, May 01, 2004

shit! no picture.. irritating
i wuz bored.. an d incubus pic looked okae.. hahaha i hear d drummer's gd.. yeah.. hmmm

Incubus
Modern rock! You're very good! Your lyrics have
lots to say, but you can go crazy sometimes...
Careful now... Just keep making that music
that keeps the rock world watching!


What genre of rock are you?
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Wednesday, April 28, 2004

haiz* dis is reali getting out of hand.. while sum of us whine.. hav we stopped an tot abt ourselves? i dunno lar... dis has 2 stop sooner or later.. wth do we achive thru acting lyk assholes? dare we admit we were perfect?

wat makes us different frm outside ppl? if ppl actually look at us now.. wat will they tink? how can we sae.. "i serve Jesus" then screw ard and sae.. 'they started it!'?

you fuss over the speck of dust in your brother's eye, but fail 2 see the log in your own

dare we call ourselves christians now?

watever.. do wat the hell u wanna do.. but dun u guys bring down the name of COGS chi cong, or more importantly, the name of God, and the image that non-christians hav of us..

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

correction.. it's onli a black sheep in d chi cong tt made so much problems.. not a particular grp of ppl.. i dunno lar.. dis is getting out of hand..

Monday, April 26, 2004

yest wuz kinda fun.. games an all.. plus jamming.. need more prac.. haiz* got abit of minor problems in d games.. i'm onli gonna speak abt soccer.. cuz i saw most of wat went wrong there, and d captian's ball wuz not tt bad.. at least d games i saw weren't.. more concerned wit d acts of d guys.. no offense meant 2 ani1..

soccer.. 1stly.. of d games i saw.. dammit.. i'm onli toking abt chi cong.. cuz tt's onli wat i saw frm where i wuz sitting.. y wuz there so much tension? wat were going thru ur minds as d daes drew nearer d yesterdae? i dunno.. did u even bother 2 shake hands aft d match? do many of the sundae sch bunch dare sae they were perfect in their conduct in d match? 1 guy came 2 us when were were jostling 4 fun, 'stop fighting lar! so big still fight! muz save energy 4 later!!' (-___-#) wow.. so uncalled 4.. i saw wat i saw.. ani it wuz juz 2 much lor.. watever happened 2 'friendly match'? haiz* juz hope tings will get beta.. mayb d guys hu played soccer may beg 2 differ.. but ask ani of d older 1s.. they'll back up wat i said.. mayb it's not eithics 2 name names here.. so i wun.. but grps i wld sae.. sec1-2 guys.. wat's ur motive? okae.. mayb d parents standing by d side prompts weren't helping either..

i dunno lar.. juz dun care much 4 overly uptight ppl.. mayb their juz small.. their grow up.. hopefully..

unneeded tension is a sign of childishness-ioaka

i dunno.. juz hope tings get beta.. overall.. tings were okae at d end.. so yar..it's beta.. hmmm

d sky yesterdae wuz reali nice.. bluest of blue.. nice clouds and not too hot.. haven't seen d sky 4 awhile.. sitting on d sofa outside wakemeup music wuz reali nice.. relaxing.. finally get 2 slow my mind down.. short span of bliss.. juz so tired nowadays.. *phew*

Saturday, April 24, 2004

3rd place rocks! hehehe it's not bad leh.. wanna go down on fri 4 d 'chillout nite' ting.. hmmmnot bad not bad.. service on sofa.. hahaah cool.. d wkend is here.. so gd lar.. cn rest.. v tired.. so not so bad.. hmmm

my drums is improving!!! whoo hoo! so not so bad.. not all i need is 2 form a band 2 play wit.. joel is got problem.. cuz he got otr bands.. hmmm mayb AGBN will hav 2 take abit of a break.. cuz ian is going away.. but okae lar.. juz gotta improve more.. then cn play more songs..

I CN DO TT PRO ROLLING ALREADI!! HAHAHA LOOK OUT FUNNY BAND DRUMMER! I IS PRACTISING HARD NOW! LMAO!

yeah.. i guess i'm feeling funny.. lost my gp book.. gota get a new 1 tml.. damn.. not so gd a wk i guess..
i is here 2 blog again! hehehe.. v tired.. but had fun tho.. last nite went 2 eat fish an co.. then sat on sum funny car ting.. those tt u play when u're a little kid.. fish an co is nice.. d fish an chips r great! hehehehe

getting asked 2 play 4 my bro again.. sumting abt a demo..mayb i shld work at a pub.. money money money! hehehehe.. but then i'll prob die an repeat.. hmmm mayb i'll b a rich repeat student! hehehehe.. oh well.. 4get it..

d onli book i cn read now is my lit bks.. which is kinda sad, cuz they get boring.. hist notes shld cum later.. hmmmmm econs.. still cn go an die.. heh heh heh..

me is testing sumting.. seems lame..

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Wednesday, April 21, 2004

sumhow my bro's stredding on d guitar is getting kinda irritating.. hmmmm malmsteen sucks.. an my bro is playing it.. high pitch squealings make 4 painful headache.. heh heh heh
i is here again! and is proclaiming ms kon d most happening teacher ever! hahaha juz read finished her comic.. nice nice nice.. now i noe how harvey dent bcame 2-face.. cool.. i wan more! hahaha batman rocks! wahahahah

ms ng cn go an die.. gave her 32/40 a mcq test i din study 4.. she sae not gd.. she's picking on people.. irritating..

1st time i ever stayed up till 1 2 do work.. last nite wuz crazy.. coffee bcame sleeping pills.. no effect.. compounded my sleepiness.. at least i did 2 essays.. now.. cn slp 2dae.. whee! gotta remember 2 slp at 1030..

advice 2 ppl going 2 jc.. it's much more stress than aft d o's.. but it's wae fun! hehehe playing last man 4 soccer is so slack.. din break into sweat.. cn stil gesture to d ppl in d canteen.. heh heh heh..

sulyn is evil.. interogate me when i was in no position 2 do aniting.. EVIL EVIL EVIL!!!=P

Monday, April 19, 2004

i wuz bored last nite... so i did dis.. let's c if i cn make it a song.. haha

p.s. it's not supposed 2 b suicidal.. so yar.. hahhaah

I need all the help I can get,
No more running away.
Silent bane looms imminent.

Cracks around me bleed black,
I’m strangely unfazed.
I beckon perturb, ‘come hither’.

I wait on my Redeemer,
In my foolish stupor behold.
The Blade that pierces flesh and soul,
I push into my heart.
No bleeding, but variegation arise.


got a few comments alreadi.. haha 4 animore: d tagboards on d left.. haha =)

Sunday, April 18, 2004

fone broke.. screw.. it wuz reali bad.. argh.. heart hurts.. haiz* hope tings get beta tml.. behind time in hw..

had fun time at dinner.. ate alot.. hahah lyk 2 hrs nonstop? i dunno.. haiz*

yest a roach flew an landed on my neck.. okae.. not d best wk i had.. hahah i'm sweating as i'm writing dis..

hot hot hot hot hot!~ argh.. hahha

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

God speaks fast!

Isaiah 43I

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you
And the waves, will not overcome you
Do not fear, for I have redeemed you
I have called you by name, you are Mine


For I am the Lord your God
I am the Lord your God
(I am) the Holy One of Israel, your Savior

I am the Lord
Do not fear


When you pass through the fire, you'll not be hurt
And the flames will not consume you
Do not fear, for I have redeemed you
I have called you by name, you are Mine


You are the Lord
I'll not fear

You are the Lord

Monday, April 12, 2004

argh... dis is a last time i'll blog 4 awhile.. i juz sae how i'm doing so far..

I'M F***ED!!

got a headache.. lacking slp.. i dunno lar.. y d hell wun ms ng let up on hw? how d freak m i supposed 2 do 3 units of aumting not teached? y does she hav 2 dance when she teaches? haiz* screw screw screw.. repeating seems so close now.. but no diff.. at least i'll hav a beta grip on my 'basics'

yay! i'm getting bitter as well.. i dunno if i actualy lyk d feeling.. my eating patterns r changing.. my slp patterns r changing...

it cn oni get worse..

Thursday, April 08, 2004

tml's good friday! hmmm got a few tings 2 do.. lazy 2 blog.. 2dae's not a particularly nice dae.. but ill juz put a song.. planetshakers rock!


Planet Shakers
Give You Praise



When I think of the things that you've done for me my Lord
How can I even start to explain the way I feel
Your love for me is so real
Takes away my deepest fears
Now I know that I stand with your power in my life

I need you by my side
I need you here with me
Lord you are my life
Come and set me free

Now that you are in my life
Everythings completely changed
I know for sure that things will never be the same
Now that I have found your love
Im drawing closer everyday
For everything you've done in me
Gonna give you praise

I stand in awe of you
(Repeat x 5)

Monday, April 05, 2004

i got do it again or my blog wit rot... so i'm here.. tot 4 d dae : my hse is being overun by geckos.. hahaha i dunno y.. mayb it's juz cuz i saw 2.. oh well.. they eat pest.. so tt cun b tt much of a bad ting.. hahaha gross i noe..

wth.. juz found out tt i'm getting less slp an eating more.. wah.. damn.. i'm gonna spent all my money.. stupid yuqin.. timed me as i ate 2dae.. hahaah ate chicken chop wit fish bits in 4 min an 25 sec.. ani1's welcome 2 beat tt.. haahahahahaha oh well...... enuf abt food..

argh..

*big load of my chest* *tinks*

at least now i'm getting d mood 2 blog an stuff.. hmm so.. tt cun b tt bad a ting.. =)

new band member is not bad.. marcus fits 2 wat AGBN wans.. but we're not tight enuf 2 play 4 sonicfest.. so.. haiz* but still.. sonicedge is still open.. all of us.. inc desmond r free 4 d time being.. so i guess.. yup.. PISS OF USELESS LOCAL PUNK BANDS! U ALL SUCK! hahahahahahaha

tings in my life not d wae i wan them exlactly.. but.. an improvement nonetheless.. oh well..

2 sleepy 2 tink of an provocative tot.. so.. erm...

*the gothic resides in the gaps of our knowledge , in the grey areas of our intellect*

wow

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

cont: dropping ao maths aft registering.. hmmm din go 4 a single lesson.. hhhhahhahahahahaha d song below rocks.. thnx beatrice.. hahahhaha.. me an yuqin juz kept bumming ard sch during lesson time.. amazing how u cn fall aslp in sch.. fell aslp in a weird position 2dae.. sat on a sofa in d library wit hp an matt.. an slept 2 mayday's 'timemachine' chi rock rocks.. hahaha slpt wit d sun in my eye.. but wth.. i tink d sulyn, mabelrine an erm erm... yixuan were stoning at d tables oso.. i tink our clique's d biggest.. abt 10 ppl? i dunno.. oh well..

HAHAHAHAH SINGAPORE LOST!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH LOSERS!! HAHAHAHA i'm not a patroit.. whahahaa 2-1.. hahahahaahahha dunno how they score tt fluke goal.. hahahaha oh well.. hahahahah damn.. end at 5 tml.. but i tink got a few free periods.. mayb cn do my hist readings then.. hmmmm
haha i cld get used 2 jc life aft awhile.. haahah
argh! hist note piling up on me.. slow down wit it! or mayb i shld learn 2 read faster.. haiz* wanna faster get my stupid drumset so i cn prac an make it 4 sonicfest..

hmmm new guy marcus is gonna b agbn's new guitarist/singer.. hmm tt sounds gd.. hahahha 2 guitarist.. tings r looking up alreadi.. my drum confidence oso going up.. hmmm dunno y i'm prone 2 tt.. haiz*

*joash ate sushi wit 10 bucks* hahaha so cooll.. hehehehe..

wah!! so happy now.. most tings r looking up 4 me.. but.. sum tings still tinking abt.. i dunno.. oh well.. tings will clear aft awhile.. alot of confusion going ard me now.. i dunno.. i reali dunno.. but d song i got is so great.. lyrics v meaningful.. hmmm

Without Love by Stacie Orrico

If I speak in the tongues of angels
But have not Love
I'm only a resounding noise
If I have the gift of knowledge
And if my faith moves mountains high
But have not Love I am nothing

CHORUS:
Though I know the one who holds
The stars in the heavens
In the palm of His hand
And if I give all I possess
To the poor and the helpless
I still gain nothing, Without Love

Love is patient
True love is always kind
Love does not envy
Never brags it's never proud
Slow to wrath it keeps no record
of wrongs against friends
Love forgives
we all could use oh forgiveness

Repeat Chorus

Love never fails
Love is true
Love is the one thing that can always change you
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love is the one reason the world survives
Love never fails
Love is true
Love's the one thing that can always change you
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love's the one reason the world survives

repeat chorus

Love is nothing without...
Love is nothing without You

Monday, March 29, 2004

oh yeah.. there were sparks in my microwave when i warmed up lunchoen meat on d grill.. is t supposed 2 happen? (-_-")
i'm blogging again.. hmmm juz tinking.. feeling abit weird nowdaes.. abit weird.. got tings 2 sae.. but feeling withheld.. oh well.. it'll pass..

read sumwhere.. evrybody runs.. evry1 goes thru life wit pent up feelings, tings left unsaid.. hidden regrets.. so wat makes me ani diff? hahaha.. no 1 cn safely sae.. 'i've lived a perfect life..'

yesterdae wuz great.. d combined wuz okae.. bet many ppl cn testify 2 tt.. i hope.. hahaha.. juz tt alot of d 2nd sun sch ppl din go..abandon their responsibilities set 4 them.. but wth.. fun aniwae.. hahaha emceeing wuz kinda freaky.. as in seriously.. but not overpwoering.. God gave me strenght 2 pull thru.. at least there wuz no arkward silence in between.. hope 2 b able 2 do it again.. hehe all those i haven't thanked yet.. THANKS! as in seriously.. u guys were great.. worship team.. games an sharing.. food.. thnx alot.. hu saes u cun grow in COGS?

d sharing wuz oso v relavent oso.. din reali no wat it wuz abt tho i wuz co-coordinator.. but reali helpful lor.. eddie's reali 'power'.. ahahahahahahahaha

haiz* but sumtimes.. wit all aspects in my life.. i wish tings moved faster, or at least at a documented rate.. mayb it's juz my inert nature 2 hav a feeling tt i'm in control.. but i no tt's usually a fatal mistake 1 cn make.. so.. God.. u take it.. i dunno wanna drop my life an break it.. hahaha

Saturday, March 27, 2004

baq frm bbq.. d prac 2dae wuz gd.. thnx evry1.. COGS rocks! thnx ian(ye), charissa, joel, james amelia and phoebe.. great job.. hahah hope tml will b gd.. all in God's will yar? hehe

gotta b emcee 4 tml.. pray i do well..

tot's 4 d dae.. wuz playing wit jonathan 2dae.. had 2 babysit him 4 lyk 3 hrs over.. boundless energy boy.. he made my tink.. lyk.. when i wuz wit him.. i wuz carrying him.. helping him reach stuff he cun.. watching him so he doesn't fall.. lyk.. isn't God liddat 2? lyk.. He's alwaes hovering ard u.. keeping u safe.. when u were young.. when an elder person wuz ard.. i mean.. din u feel super safe? okae mayb fearful when u din do hw lar.. but still.. hahhaa..

Jesus said, 'i will b wit u till the end of time..' then.. wat makes us worry? aren't we all safe? hmmm

Friday, March 26, 2004

tpjc is nice.. juz abit tired frm d prospect of studying juz scares me.. oh well..

d tpjc bunch is so funny.. so nice 2 suan.. hahaha m i worse then yuqin? wah.. dun deserve dis honour..yuqin is d best! i respect.. hahaha it's gonna b so fun.. 4 shss ppl.. nice ppl 2 tok 2 in class.. hahahahaah cool.. i cld liv wit dis.. hahaha

UT2004 is crazy.. d singapore server is crazy.. d otr server is lag.. need 2 improve reaction time. wah.. hahah mayb i'll 1-on-1 wit d godlike bot in gael or sumting.. hahaha

went out 2dae.. so much crapping.. in sch.. aft sch.. heheh wth.. i lyk!

now in fashion news.. new fashion trend in old foggies.. fishnet shirts! nth beats d trill of exposing their flab an beer-bellied figure.. tanned an decorated wit tatoos of chi mythical creatures.. mishapened by age an d disastrous battle of the bludge..
nth lyk d mesh d ventilated d body.. thus 2 keep odour away.. but sight itself is enuf 2 drive crowds a gd 5m off.. gross shit.. it sucks juz 2 look..

btw.. carol is bored 2 death.. she forced me 2 write dis.. haiz*

Thursday, March 25, 2004

i'm baq.. an i got in d same class as yuqin hp an matt.. plus a few otr ppl which i tagged along wit in d orientation.. oh well.. happy

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

dammit..i moan 2dae.. on a laptop.. reali feel lyk cursing.. damn idiot com guy.. oh well.. my fight is not here.. it's wit another issue..

y isit when i wan sumting 2 happen, sumting tt totally contradicts cums an lodges itself under myskin, slowly working 2 it's wae into my bloodstream.. irritating..

tings i wanna keep, keep me awake at night.. near impossible 2 secure, trying 2 crush a stressball..

tings tt infuriate me,tings tt an spoil wat i wan, lingers lyk a mondae aftnoon headache.. as persistant as Clay sticks 2 ur hair..

oh well.. i'm tinking 2 much.. tings will look up sooner or later..

Monday, March 22, 2004

announcement.. hpis in tpjc.. stupid idiot bluff me.. at yuqin's hse now.. ah.... feel so much beta.. my addiction is fed.. hahahahahah

Saturday, March 20, 2004

got into tpjc.. how d heck did hp go mjc?! yuqin matt went tpjc tho.. oh well.. wun b online till wed.. com is down.. so onli cn play games lor.. hmmm.. completing prince of persia.. hmmmmm cool.. got my archive up.. thnx alot beatrice.. hahaah is there music here?

Thursday, March 18, 2004

wah!!!!! planetshakers rock! hmmm 2 cum 2 tink of it.. they onli sang 5 songs.. but those songs were damn nice.. reflector, open up d gates, rain down on me(sumting liddat), all i want is You, then last part wuz d Jesus chant.. damn power worship.. hmmm nice nice.. got 1 more song i dunno d name.. oh well.. evry1 wuz jumping an stuff.. cool.. 2ND ROW FRM D FRONT! wahahah juz followed amelia in wit james.. then got there.. din even queue.. hahaha oh well.. evry1 jumping an stuff.. by d time d ting ended my bag wuz stepped on, my cd case cracked quite abit.. throat dry.. wah.. nice..

Announcement: coms leaving on fridae.. confirm.. finally

an juz bummed ard d cd sales place.. got autographed on d ppr.. duin even need 2 queue at all.. wahahahaha.. bet brandon feels irritated.. i take short cuts 2 get thru in life.. =)

YUQIN!!! U DAMN SAD SIA!! hahahaha stand outside d place an dun go in.. spend all ur money away.. haahhahahaha nvm lar.. it's juz super lyk their cds liddat.. an i wan cake! but not bad.. tink their coming baq again nxt yr.. hope an downtown east again.. then go baq v ez.. hhahah


Open Up The Gates

We come into this Holy place
To bring a sacrifice of praise
Bow down before you and seek your face

We sing of the mighty things you've done
Cry out to you
"let your will be done"
Tell all the World you're the Holy One

Hear the shouts of praise
As they're rising up to you
Come and fill this place
As we bring glory to your name

Open up the gates and let the
King of glory in
Fill this house with praises as we
Lift our hands and worship you
Open up the doors and let your
Glory fill the earth
King of heaven we dance before your throne

King of heaven come and
Take your place
Dwell among us as we
Seek your face



wat i wld gif 4 gd british/aust fish an chips.. wah.. d big slabs of deep fried fish, pile of deep fried chips..those huge chunks of potatoes.. *drools* fish......... an............ chips........ mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..

*sings* 2 slabs of fried fish, pile of chips.. my life is complete, cars an cash i dun need, feed my gastronomical greed!