ok out of psuedo-depression.. hahaah saw this on sulyn's blog, here's my shot at trying 2 be remembered

things u shld noe abt me.. if u realli wanna noe.


7 things tt scare me

1. going crazy
2. losing ppl i care abt
3. failing
4. roaches
5. geckos
6. amphibians (smily shits!)
7. dying a slow an painful death

7 things i like

1. all kinds of food! (esp value 4 $ 1s)
2. furry cute animals
   
3. jamming
4. reading
5. spending time wit frens
6. beer
7. kids/babies

7 most impt things in my room

1. sulyn's gifts
   
2. drumset
3. my bed an d stuff on it.
4. laptop
5. speaker set
6. table 2 dump my stuff
7. clothes

7 random facts abt me

1. i slp wit a blanket covering my whole body. it comforts me.
2. my body clock wakes me aft 6-7 hrs of slp.
3. i dun watch much tv.
4. i brush my teeth aft breakfast
5. i lyk gloomy bear
6. 1 of my best frens in sec sch wuz a ger.
   
7. mostly patitient an non-confrontational

7 things i plan 2 do b4 i die

1. marry sulyn
2. travel
3. do gigs
4. serve more in church
5. improve my guitar
6. sit 1st class in an aeroplane
7. have a good job wit education

7 things i can do

1. play the drums
2. basic guitar
3. eat alot
4. play squash
5. socialize quite well
6. laugh at myself
7. cook an assortment of egg dishes

7 things i can't do

1. go 1 dae witout communicating wit sulyn
   
2. cook much else otr than egg dishes
3. concentrate 4 long
4. do pullups
5. speak dialect
6. dance
7. speak in tongues

7 words i say the most

1. hahaha
2. okok
3. whee!
4. gross
5. damn
6. shit
7. oops
   

all of us are obsessed.

this obsession is the basis of many things tt exist today.

things we speak, things we do, write, all.. to feed this ever present desire.

why else would we desire to be the best, most vocal, most talented, most wise person.

it goes beyond pride, because i belive pride is a result of this, and is but weak.

we r ALL insecure, ALL scared, of 1 main thing..


to be remembered

thus we try 2 do evryting, mostly unknowingly, to have this idea, tt we have left a mark in society, in the world, and in the space of ppl's hearts, tt we will b cherished in people's memories 4 generations to come.

everyone, all obsessed.

fearful of being forgotten

we use blogs, graffiti, clothes, music to attempt to leave a mark.

life is damn short, but noes, mayb ur memory will last long aft u.

mayb tt explains suicides, can't find ur space in the physical world, therefore u leave a mark in memory, by doing something tt makes ppl sit up an take notice.

ur non-existance will ensure tt u r alwaes ard in memory.

mayb we're all crazy.

those tt succeed, do so unwittingly, by being themselves, ensure a respected place in history, and the minds of otrs.

but those tt fight 4 it, try an grab it forcefully, onli loses all, like sand slipping through ur fingers.
or r remembered 4 d wrong tings, cuz falsity nevers stands d test of time.

there is nth new under the sun