elo elo elo.. joash is baq.. 1st proper blog since.. erm... erm.. screw la..

found reasons 4 my melacholy.. but then again.. i dunno.. so wat the heck..

so wat's been happening? i started drum lessons.. started trying 2 save.. working.. abit.. abit..

drum lessons rock.. getting beta.. i tink.. teacher has 2 reali cute dogs.. dunno wat they r.. but they're furry.. an small.. wait.. not reali small.. amazingly dogs hav d powerful ability 2 lyk stay in a place 4 hours.. dog sat at d door 4 a whole our while i wuz having my lesson.. o_O not bored meh?

no wonder i heard frm sum1 tt dogs hav no dignity.. did ian tell me tt? i duno.. but still cute nonetheless..

tt's y i lyk cats.. an strawberries.. okae.. strawberries r not pets..

but yeah...

amazing how u're forced 2 do stuff when u're young.. but now when u're older.. u try an motivate urself.. mayb in tings tt juz interest u la.. but yeah.. so funny.. i mean.. when i wuz young.. i hated piano.. prac wuz screwed up.. but now.. still cn find d drive 2 wait 3 hrs juz 2 go 4 lessons.. an not wanna go hm 2 slp.. mayb not tt much.. but yeah.. wat the.. haahha wuz productive.. more then last wk i tink.. no muz try an prac an hm more.. hahah self-motivation is great.. hope it doesn't fizzle out..

tt's prob d onli ting i'm looking 4ward 2 rite now..

a totally meaningless entry 4 a v tired state of mind.. i'll start questioning life shortly aft dis.. let me get abit more slp 1st.. *yawn*