Monday, November 21, 2005

wow! havent updated so long my com4got my pw an had 2 retype my password 2 blogger.. hahaha

damn man.. exams drawing 2 a close.. feel dis overwhelming sense of relief tt is washing over me.. an i calm but gradually acceptance of the fact that..

HISTORY IS OVER!

WE'RE FINISHED!

hahahaha =P in more waes than 1..

but there's still gothic.. which i dn mind doing..... but haiz* thus is drawing nearer an nearer..

noe it'll pass fast if i juz slack it off.. but nono! cun do tt now cn i.. hahhaa..

but yeah.. looking 4ward 2 so many tings.. hahah

an yeah.. mayb tt's wat's getting 2 me..

lying an slacking wit sulyn.. =)

doing crazy stuff wit d gang.. hmmm haiz*

picking up my drums again..

aft 2dae i kinda found out wat's getting 2 me..

mayb it's not d exams.. but actaully fatigue.. i'm juz so tired.. wanna juz end it.. so i cn move on.. i hope.. i'm scared of d outcome.. but wth.. i've come so far.. cun do aniting abt tt now can i?

haiz* juz hope we do ok.. =)

dear.. mayb 2dae i felt weird not cuz of aniting.. but of d fact tt it wuz so close yet so far.. an i juzz felt lyk.. this sense of overwhelming anticipation.. tt is pressing on me so much..

sorrie i made u worry.. but yeah.. =) gotta juz let it sink in rite?

realli looking forward 2 d end.. =) so so much..

then we'll hav all d time in d world rite? 4 mths at least.. hahahaha.. =P

but yeah.. til then.. whee! we rock..

thnx 4 being there when i needed sulyn.. reali meant alot.. reali looking 4ward 2 d end of this wit u.. *wink* so much planned rite dear? missing u now.. alot..

an 4 all those hu msged me.. thnx alot.. i'm fine! i guess.. ahahah =P

well. gotta stop now.. so..

more later! hehe =P