was talking 2dae abt d problems facing me now.. an then i wuz asked.. 'change church lar!' i wuz lyk 'i cun do tt, i got responsibilities.. it's as much my church as ani1 else.. so y shld i or ani1 hu's wit me leave wit a bitter taste in our mouths?'

defenses aside, tt statement got me tinking.. i mean seriously.. y shld i stay? i mean.. worship? wae beta worship elsewhere.. training? argh.. aniwhere oso cn get 1.. service? i cn serve elsewhere.. (3rd place.. hehehehe) juz kidding.. more seriously.. 2 draw inspiration frm otr places, i stand here 2 sae..

i choose not 2 c y i shld leave, but i choose 2 c y i shld stay

God hold me 2 my word..

m i 2 leave an go find greener pastures evryting d going gets tough? wld i suddenly aft 10 yrs sae 2 myself.. where do i truly belong? m i 2 shake d dust off my feet evrytime a conflict arises? i cun do tt.. i reali cun.. utopia doesn't exist on earth.. so i guess no1 shld expect tt..

need strength.. not juz strength, but Strength.. i oso need Faith..

Lord i belive, but help me my unbelief

may may i be a gd steward of the One i serve.. may i nv pull out an lose my Faith.. may i nv shun away frm giving care 2 those hu need it.. an may i, if the Lord permits, be an instrument of change..

ALL THAT I AM

ALL THAT I AM
ALL THAT I HAVE
I LAY THEM DOWN BEFORE YOU O LORD
ALL MY REGRETS
ALL MY ACCLAIM
THE JOY AND THE PAIN
I'M MAKING THEM YOURS

THINGS IN THE PAST, THINGS YET UNSEEN
WISHES AND DREAMS
THAT ARE YET TO COME TRUE
ALL OF MY HOPE, ALL OF MY PLANS
MY HEART AND MY HANDS
ARE LIFTED TO YOU

LORD I OFFER MY LIFE TO YOU
EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN THROUGH
USE IT FOR YOUR GLORY
LORD I OFFER MY DAYS TO YOU
LIFTING MY PRAISE TO YOU
AS A PLEASING SACRIFICE
LORD I OFFER YOU MY LIFE

WHAT CAN WE GIVE
THAT YOU HAVE NOT GIVEN
AND WHAT WE HAVE
THAT IS NOT ALREADY YOURS
ALL WE POSSESS ARE
THESE LIVES WE'RE LIVING
AND THAT'S WHAT WE GIVE TO YOU LORD