how many losers hu tink their in a band cn boast tt they hav opened 4 d sonic edge band?! wahahahahahaha okae i dun tink their v gd.. my bro, me, calvin low an sum guy called isaac opened 4 them 2dae.. hmmm 2nd gig.. i juz found out i wuz playing 2dae... 2dae.. so abit rushed.. but i din screw up much leh! even tho i onli had 2 hrs 2 learn wat they needed.. timing an all.. wit d slowing down an sppeding up.. 4/4 to 2/4 shit.. sian ah.. but it wuz fun lar.. STUPID IAN! CUM SO LATE! WE PLAY FINISH ALREADI THEN U CUM.. WAH! SUPPORT STUPID PUNK ROCK BAND ONLI!!!! ARGH!!!!
wahahahahahahahahahahahahah

aft d service.. packing up.. dis guy came over an toked 2 me.. so shocked.. cuz i tot i sounded lyk shit at d drums.. so i wuz lyk.. alreadi stoned as i wuz.. trying 2 tok 2 him abt playing an instrument.. then he ran off 2 call his older brother..my 1st fan!! wahahahah wonder if he'll remember me..

do i hav a face tt makes u go, 'where hav i seen u b4?'? oh well..

aft tt.. went 2 temasek club pub 2 hear d resident band.. wah.. there's sumting surreal about tt enviroment.. d red lights beaming on d stage perpetuating d band.. all d stupid old foggies singing along 2 'country roads'.. brash woman, prob drunk, yells 2 her friends nxt 2 her.. and it's onli 9.40.. weird............................... u c past teir wrinkles.. 2 an age past.. wit strange creatures called ah-go-go gers.. so weird.. lyk staring at stagnant time.. caught in d web of memories.. all living their dreams.. stupid or respectable? i dunno.. oh well..

my com will leave by tues or sumting *phew* not so bad..

wah.. juz baq frm worship cell.. tired.. thank God mr wong sent me 2 kambangan.. then took d last train 2 pasir ris.. wa lau.. i'm nv going baq there if i cn help it.. ends 2 late leh.. sian.. then ai choo wuz lyk.. toking lyk i wuz new in worship team.. elo? i've been doing PA 4 how long? 2 yrs? dammit.. mayb she juz wans me 2 transfer dept 2 drums.. but i dun wanna deprove ani further!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but.. on further tot.. i dun get 2 play anw.. so i cun deprove ani further.. but it's on sat!!!! bro saes going there ruins ur whole dae.. cuz it's at 4.. go in zonked.. go out dead.. sian..

i'll rather play 4 sundae sch.. more freedom.. haiz* but it's inevitable.. i'm gonna get sucked in soon.. haiz* i need so much practise.. i'm bcoming lyk a 4 yr old tinking i cn play drums.. off timing.. off beat.. haiz* irritating.. need.. 2.. prac... all boils down 2 staying back aft church 2 prac.. or going down on fri evenings.. haiz* i need a metronome..

m i toking 2 myself?! DAMN

announcements.. gonna reformat my com tml.. so i'll b away frm d com 4 mayb a wk.. i dunno.. both coms going away.. haiz* withdrawal symptoms....... oh well.. yar.. i'll juz play more ps 2 or sumting.. wahahaha

i wonder... hmm if u were 2 ask sum1.. show me ur tru self.. cld there b a chance tt tt person saes.. i dunno.. do we change our personality frm grp 2 grp? i dunno.. mayb it's subtle.. mayb we all do it.. i dunno.. haiz* mind racing these few daes.. tinking 2 much.. headache.. oh well.. off i go.. be baq in a wk or sumting.. gonna miz dis com.. tho it sucks so bad.. wahahahaha =)

*JFGF productions*

hmmm got a few tings 2 sae.. so i'll blog faster 2dae.. hmmm 1st tings 1st.. soccer.. so bored i started watching.. weird rite? 1 ting's bugging my.. y d hell does man u, esp fergie tok so much shit then lose? i mean.. evrytime he gets confident.. he loses.. d team loses.. porto.. long time ago wolves.. oh well.. not my place 2 care so much.. wahahaha.. no offense 2 man u fans.. i still lyk bolton.. wahahahahhaahahaha..

1 more ting.. tinking abt Rapture.. hmmm let's sae.. wat wld happen if sae.. it cums now.. an sae u're left behind.. an ur in a crowded place lyk a hawker centre.. but then.. u onli c a few ppl dissappear.. u onli find out when sae.. ur relative nxt 2 u.. hu goes.. goes.. wat wld dis imply on us? r we doing enough 2 fufil d Commission? i dunno.. mayb i'm wrong.. mayb i'm juz paranoid.. but still.. wat if, wat if onli 1/20 of d ppl ard r saved? oh well..

1 more ting.. y do ppl gif black face.. when ppl ask them if aniting's wrong they sae.. 'nth' in a defeated tone.. they do hav sum problems tho.. but if ppl ask further they get irritated.. but if ppl dun do aniting they feel ignored.. hmmm juz sediments frm sat's sermon.. wat makes us do tings liddat? y do we expect a tacit understanding from people when we don't even hav it? or even wan 2 attain it.. r we reali gonna destroy evryting? hmmm "more an more i need You now.. i owe You more each passing hour".

btw.. i'm getting hooked on justice league.. 3.30 pm on cartoon network! wahahaha then there's CSI.. but tt's onli on on wed on axn.. hmm argh.. my brain is turning into jelly.. wat i juz penned mayb my last display of complex thought.. okae mayb not.. i've been reading Time.. so now i noe abt chaotic ctys ruined by d US on d otr side of d world which d common man wun reali care abt.. oh well.. =)

yeah.. i'm here again.. boring dae.. going broke.. waahaha

yest.. din c sand.. wait i did c sand.. in a mudpatch at d entrence/exit of doughby ghaut opp macdonald hse.. din go sentosa.. sum ppl made diff plans.. so in d end.. all packed an ready 4 a day of funny beach vball or soccer.. we settled 4 walking ard ps an later going 2 c arcacia.. kinda irritated at 1st.. but wat 2 do.. dun we all look aft our own intrests sumtimes? dun we all influence ppl 4 our personal comfort an security? or well..

arcacia was a nice movie tho.. amazing how there wuz no ghost.. or zombie.. or flying monkeys frm d plantet sdrguksdlk.. it still freaked me out.. i still lyk asian horror shows.. present fave genre.. i got freaked my thread! dammit.. hp an sam luff so much d ppl ard started look in irritation.. now i feel gay.. haahah but nice movie tho.. i lyked it..

went 4 YEC meeting aft tt.. abit out of place 4 me tho..wearing slippers into tt posh place.. hmm oh well.. toked alot of tings lar.. then in d end end v late.. had a few unanswered msgs an calls by d time it wuz over.. oh well.. bz dae.. got sum stuff frm d army tho.. sum funny toy.. yeah! i SO wanna join d stupid navy aft they got me weird looking figurine which trys 2 put navy diivers as cool looking stickmen.. hahhahahahaha

dis brings me 2 d topic of d toys on d top of my com screen.. i hav 3 figurines. 4 actually.. i fell off d top an i kind find it alreadi..sum large gundam sized robot compete wit a lazer beam ting an a minigun.. so cool.. but it fell off.. pity.. now wit d otr 3..

an adjustable lego technice car driver perpetuated in a funny breakdance pose of sorts.. lego ppl hav bad dress sense.. 1 side of his pants is black, d otr greay.. he has tubes coming out if his stomach! ouch.. but neat tho.. lego rox! =P
a rei figurine.. immobile.. an has d amazing ability 2 shatter into 6 parts when dropped.. hmm eva characters r weird.. hmm..
an finally.. d stupid navy guy.. all black.. wit a gun an all.. hmmm muz b sum new jap ting out.. it's not cool! seriously.. if they had given me a ci boy.. or a kubrick.. i wld b happy.. their cute.. at least.. d idiot i got is juz wrong.. his body porpotions r wae off.. small head.. super square chest.. barbie doll waist.. anorexic thighs but elephantine calfs.. my.. d navy does weird tings 2 u, doesnt it.. it's a dead ringer for a lego ripoff.. so unhappening.. it's supposed 2 b ltd ed.. but i guess onli evry guy my age has it.. wow.. i'm so special.. wheeeee... his funny shoes r called 'power flippers' wth.. i'm abit old 4 gi joe rite? so weird.. so weird.. hahahaha

oh yar.. damn u eddie!!! evrytime u call me u dump me wit responsibility!!! argh!!! hahaahhaa but i lyk.. got nth else 2 do.. heheheheheheheh

4got 2 mention.. sentosa tml! wheee!!!! an rev wongs coming my hse tml nite.. wun b ard tho.. gotta got d YEC meeting.. hhaha oh well..

hmmmm finally hav d drive 2 post..or d time.. oh well.. how shld i start.. i start frm sat.. went out.. ended up rushing down 2 2 katong in a cab 2 take 2 reach prakwae 2 meet my bro.. idiot bought booze b4 d service at church of singapore.... din get us pooped.. but his face wuz red.. funny.. d speaker 4 tt dae wuz gd.. said tt as christians we shld b diff, in motivation, hope an evryting.. hmmm food 4 tot.. he's right.. there's reali gotta b more 2 being a christian then going 2 church.. hope i'll learn tt more.. i dunno y.. but i c changes in church ard me.. so i'm thankful 4 tt.. juz gotta learn 2 stick ard 4 service more.. gotta sit thru d sermons.. if nt i'll nv learn aniting.. ( i'm not tt holy u noe)

sundae.. went 2 church.. normal dae.. had free lunch! hahahaha so cool! then ben did bible study.. oh well.. wuz damn sleepy tho.. so i guess i wuz abit agitated.. so yar.. sounded v irritated yesterdae.. at least i slp well..

2dae! woke up.. slacked.. altogether okae.. went 2 yoshi's 4 lunch.. rain tho.. so got abit dreary.. i dunno y.. but nowdays i'm getting v sleepy an lightheaded then headaches.. haiz* mayb i need 2 exercise.. oh well..

hmmmm life is spinning ard me alot now.. v weird.. lyk i'm in 3rd person.. mind boggling.. haha.. but it'll gets irritating.. lyk u do sumting.. then go lyk.. 'did i juz do tt?' then aft tt u feel weird d rest of d dae.. oh well i'll stop now..