bored.. 2dae i get 2 slp late.. going wit AGBN!!!! tt cld get fun.. mayday rocks.. but i cun type out lyrics here.. it's all in chi.. d drummer is king.. i found out tt i cn go fast.. but juz a matter of how long 2 go.. not so sure of my timing.. yet..

got a kongpang.. 4 those hu dunno wat d hell it is.. it's a malay hand drum.. ahaha no worries.. i oso juz found out d name 2dae.. now juz 2 find out how 2 fiddle wit it until i get d sound i wan out of it.. ibnu din reali gif me gd advice.. but wth.. how much cn u expect out of a msg? hahahaha so oh well.. thnx anw tho.. hahahaha

my parents dun understand d idea of free min on d fone.. i hav 180 min free aft 9.. then i wuz toking 4 5 min then they sae i overshoot.. sian.. irritating.. haiz* i tink d guys went 2 c d stpid yjc play.. gd ting i din go.. if not i'll still b in my uniform by now.. got invited by chunin an wenjia 2 chuin's pool party at her place in sum orachard condo.. but i wuz tired.. then i onli noe 2 of them... then brandon lyk nowadaes xtra irritating.. then v late.. then i stay over.. lyk damn xtra liddat rite?so oh well.. i'll juz fiddle wit d kongpang.. brandon... dunno wat's wrong wit him.. juz wanna sia lan 1.. wa lau.. sian.. act lyk he so bloody gd liddat.. screw off idiot.. hahaha btw.. do i reali walk funny? or isit juz cuz of d bag i carry? those 2 gers were luffing 2dae.. took d mrt frm yishun 2 queenstown.. seems long.. but actuall yonli lyk 35 min.. mayb cuz i keep looking out of d window.. nv sen tt side of sgp much.. 1st time in lyk................. 5, 6 yrs? guess i look lyk a tourist.. oh well..

met ben in church play drums, ate chocs.. hahaha then went 4 dinner.. sian.. hope my playing tml will b gd.. i reali need 2 improve my drums.. mayb tt malay ting wld make me improve my timing.. i'll juz play it till i slp.. but tt cld b dirty.. *scraps tot*

an... I WANNA GO BLADING!!! seems so fun.. i'll juz go run abit more in d gym.. exercise seems fun when no1 forces u.. hahaha still hope 2 get into tpjc.. oh well..

hmmmm juz came baq frm d gym.. din go sch 2dae.. played ps in d morning..cooling down in front of d com.. so i decided 2 write sum shit down.. hahahah

i'll start d story frm last nite.. i tink i angered abit of ppl by not going sch 2dae.. but hp nv go.. i oso wanna slp.. v tired.. wa lau.. i stay awake d whole sch dae leh.. seriously.. if u slp during tutorials an lectures.. it's a diff matter.. but hp nvm lar.. he got seminar in church.. go baq late.. but 4 me.. 4get it.. i wanna slp.. so screw it.. i'm not gonna cum 2 sch 4 a full wk evrywk if i cn help it.. call me selfish or aniting.. but i dun wanna take d 2 buses all d wae frm my hse 2 sch 1 person.. damn sian lor.. wake up at 530 an leave at 6.. juz 2 get there at 7:30.. so here i m.. sch prob juz finished..


i found out my gothic name is Voilent Beauty.. WTH?! tt's damn gay.. i'm nv gonna b a goth.. mayb it's goth 2 b homo or sumting.. but wa lau.. hahahahahaha gross.. irritating.. weird.. hahahahaha i lyk d pig i use as a wrist rest for my mouse.. it's damn cute.. if u squeeze d body.. d head get's big an round.. hahahahahaahha not as cute when u squeeze d head tho.. hmmm..

wuz quite happy in sch.. at d end.. cuz my bro msg me ask me play drums 4 generic flaw.. then 2dae my bro said i wuz a sub.. so dammit.. nvm.. d drummer's gd.. i'll juz learn frm him.. tt means nxt sun church i not going leh.. hmmmm.. i'll go sum church on sat.. unless i got ting in cogs lor.. then cun go prac lor.. but nvm lar..

nxt wk getting baq o level results.. juz hope i cn get into a jc lar.. hopefully tpjc.. i've almost scrapped my dreams of divinity alreadi.. sorrie clarisse.. i dunno lar.. haiz* wat else cn i do now but pray?

gym 2dae wuz okae.. ran 2.8.. not much problem.. saw sum ppl i din wanna c.. not tt i hate them lar.. or rather him.. juz tt i tink d ppl wit him were a bunch of act gangster punks.. an yes.. 1 of them wuz mat.. so yar.. gd ting they left b4 i finish my run.. hope i nxt time cn do 4.8 or sumting.. tt wld b not bad.. at 1st onli me an 1 old man there.. lyk damn arkward.. cuz 2 of us using d treadmill.. an i wuz doing it at 2ce an later 3 times his pace.. oh well.. he still looks active.. hope i'll b liddat when i'm his age.. hope i'll increase my pace slowly.. so not so bad.. gain abit of muscle lor.. an i'm damn bored oso..

ps2 games r fun.. still playing prince of persia.. which is not bad.. an oso playing fallout.. but waiting 4 hp 2 cum an play oso.. cuz 1 person rpgs r abit boring.. but i'll prob get so bored i'll play it anw.. quite fun oso leh actually.. oh well..

cun wait 4 wkend again.. going out.. then mayb gonna record agbn songs.. sundae combined youth.. wah.. damn cool.. life outside sch is so fun.. not lyk last yr.. life in sch wuz fun.. okae.. mayb tt's cuz we were slacking at d baq of d class toking shit.. but wth.. still fun anw.. ani 4B guy will testify 2 tt.. hahahaha.. if i get into tpjc.. go same class as yuqin.. wa lau.. damn nice alreadi.. 1 grp of 3 or 4.. juz ly sec 4 daes.. hahaha hope lar.. i dunno.. hehehehe.. oh well.. i'll prob stop now..

btw.. muse is nice.. baq 2 hearing absolution again.. an stockholm symdrome rocks!

Stockholm Syndrome

I won't stand in your way
Let your hatred grow
And she'll scream and she'll shout and she'll pray
And she had a name. Yea she had a name

And I won't hold you back
Let your anger rise
And we'll fly and we'll fall and we'll burn
Noone will recall. Noone will recall

This is the last time I'll abandon you
And this is the last time I'll forget you
I wish I could

Look to the stars
Let hope burn in your eyes
And we'll love and we'll hope and we'll die
All to no avail. All to no avail.

This is the last time I'll abandon you
And this is the last time I'll forget you
I wish I could
This is the last time I'll abandon you
And this is the last time I'll forget you
I wish I could
I wish I could

hmmm 2dae is a seriously weird dae.. alot of stupid tings happen.. my ad din get accepted.. tho a few ppl voted.. but ms lim wld not accept it lor.. sae v ugly.. it wuz nice lar.. but v laast min.. so look abit messy.. but not bad lar.. sum ppl lyked d concept.. so i'm juz thankful 4 d inspiration.. an grp support? hahaha we tipped d scales by voting 4 our own ad.. yar.. hahahahahah sum otr ppl did tt.. but we were lyk a grp of 5? so in d end got a vote of 10.. which is d biggest possible vote.. hahaha oops.. it's reali not bad..

hmmmm in d lecture theater it wuz so freaking cold.. then my feet felt d worst.. cuz of d stupid climacool shoes.. (-_-") irritating...... oh well.. i'm gonna die in chi.. cannot make it.. dun understand.. but my teachers's nice.. tok alot.. but v nice lar.. let me ask qns.. tho i alwaes sae d wrong ting.. so ppl alwaes luff at me.. oh well.. then joel called me in lesson 2dae.. wa lau.. then i needed 2 go toilet.. so i left aft doing my work.. 2 return d call.. weirdo ian(d yjc 1) follow me.. then sing/saying sum stupid ting.. as in reali retarded/no meaning shit.. 'heh heh heh heh toilet break..... i cld not stop luffing juz now' WTH?!?!?!!?!!?!?!?!?!? o_O erm.......................................................................

hp as funny frens.. 1 lyk chinchilla an 1 lyk sumting else.. yar.. hahahahaha.. an brandon is a super follow d rules guy.. wat d hell.. it's scary... oh well.. i'm not planning 2 stay in yjc oso..
d road hm wuz oso funny.. at d baq gate.. saw tricia teo.. 1 ger hu's name i'm supposed 2 noe.. an a guy in a pink shirt sitting on d floor outside.. dunno wat they doing.. hmmm wonder how shss is aft we're gone.. heard it sucks bad now.. y were they sitting on d floor.. mangoes drop an rot there... hahaha an aren't they abit old 2 sit on d floor an play 'chopsticks'?? hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.. weird stories abt tricia.. oh well..

then 2dae linda called me.. tot i wuz sum1 else.. ask me go out.. o_O weird.. gd ting she onli wanted 2 ask me hu's d hist lecturer tml.. hahahahahahaah =P weird dae rite?

P.S. army food sucks.. i hope i go pas c.. an b clerk.. an my body's still aching frm d exercise on sundae.. but it's prob a gd ting.. oh well.. i'll go again soon.. if i feel lyk it..

i'll stop now.. i still need 2 improve my drums badly.. an mayb my spelling..

haiz* juz came baq frm d gym.. 2.5km an a few pullups.. damn i need 2 exercise alot more.. mayb i'll go again tml.. beatrice wuz rite.. funning quite fun.. but i pampared.. lyk 2 run on threadmill an in d gym.. haahahah i wanna train my arms an stuff..then my legs oso.. so play drums more stamina.. hahahahaha dumb reason..

2dae wuz not a v gd dae.. deproved in my drums.. tt new groove of mine is screwing up my older grooves.. dammit.. then 2dae in cell so we went thru bible study again.. which wuz damn fast lar.. james has got 2 learn 2 sit down an shut up.. haha but i guess it's a young kid ting lar.. hope i hav d patience wit him.. hmmm shawn leads okae.. haha not bad.. but i ans alot of qns.. ben oso.. so not bad not bad.. haha tag team spiritual growth bros.. hahahaah lame lame lame.. then 2dae worship prac.. lyk i siad.. my drums deproved! an i din noe 40% of d songs well.. so i cld not do a proper groove.. haiz* shit.. my bro speaks truth.. need 2 play secular songs 2 improve my drums.. an i need 2 prac more.. alot more.. my fill ins were crap.. the late in jamming wit my bro.. my fill ins were shit.. dammit.. alot of work needed.. haiz* sorrie michelle.. i got sum chocs frm melissa.. then i left them in church.. shit man.. so blur 2dae.. sorrie.. haiz* 2dae so shit.. damn..

me joel an ian were toking over dinner 2dae.. abt how much cartoons these daes r getting worse an worse.. an it's quite tru.. cartoon network shows r getting dumb.. nicktoons r juz plain weird.. okae got sum nice 1s lar.. but new an more weird an gross 1s r coming out.. hmmm we're all gonna die stupid.. seriously.. i m weasel.. sheep in d big city.. wth??? hahahaah i dunno lar..

need 2 get closer 2 God.. reali need 2.. need 2 lean on him.. evrytime i stray away.. i get drained quite quickly.. need guidence on where 2 go aft d o's, wat 2 do an stuff.. guess i juz gotta go an pray lor.. i'll ask ppl ard me oso.. i dunno lar.. guess this is where faith cums in rite?