i'm blogging again.. hmmm juz tinking.. feeling abit weird nowdaes.. abit weird.. got tings 2 sae.. but feeling withheld.. oh well.. it'll pass..

read sumwhere.. evrybody runs.. evry1 goes thru life wit pent up feelings, tings left unsaid.. hidden regrets.. so wat makes me ani diff? hahaha.. no 1 cn safely sae.. 'i've lived a perfect life..'

yesterdae wuz great.. d combined wuz okae.. bet many ppl cn testify 2 tt.. i hope.. hahaha.. juz tt alot of d 2nd sun sch ppl din go..abandon their responsibilities set 4 them.. but wth.. fun aniwae.. hahaha emceeing wuz kinda freaky.. as in seriously.. but not overpwoering.. God gave me strenght 2 pull thru.. at least there wuz no arkward silence in between.. hope 2 b able 2 do it again.. hehe all those i haven't thanked yet.. THANKS! as in seriously.. u guys were great.. worship team.. games an sharing.. food.. thnx alot.. hu saes u cun grow in COGS?

d sharing wuz oso v relavent oso.. din reali no wat it wuz abt tho i wuz co-coordinator.. but reali helpful lor.. eddie's reali 'power'.. ahahahahahahahaha

haiz* but sumtimes.. wit all aspects in my life.. i wish tings moved faster, or at least at a documented rate.. mayb it's juz my inert nature 2 hav a feeling tt i'm in control.. but i no tt's usually a fatal mistake 1 cn make.. so.. God.. u take it.. i dunno wanna drop my life an break it.. hahaha