hmmmm juz came baq frm d gym.. din go sch 2dae.. played ps in d morning..cooling down in front of d com.. so i decided 2 write sum shit down.. hahahah

i'll start d story frm last nite.. i tink i angered abit of ppl by not going sch 2dae.. but hp nv go.. i oso wanna slp.. v tired.. wa lau.. i stay awake d whole sch dae leh.. seriously.. if u slp during tutorials an lectures.. it's a diff matter.. but hp nvm lar.. he got seminar in church.. go baq late.. but 4 me.. 4get it.. i wanna slp.. so screw it.. i'm not gonna cum 2 sch 4 a full wk evrywk if i cn help it.. call me selfish or aniting.. but i dun wanna take d 2 buses all d wae frm my hse 2 sch 1 person.. damn sian lor.. wake up at 530 an leave at 6.. juz 2 get there at 7:30.. so here i m.. sch prob juz finished..


i found out my gothic name is Voilent Beauty.. WTH?! tt's damn gay.. i'm nv gonna b a goth.. mayb it's goth 2 b homo or sumting.. but wa lau.. hahahahahaha gross.. irritating.. weird.. hahahahaha i lyk d pig i use as a wrist rest for my mouse.. it's damn cute.. if u squeeze d body.. d head get's big an round.. hahahahahaahha not as cute when u squeeze d head tho.. hmmm..

wuz quite happy in sch.. at d end.. cuz my bro msg me ask me play drums 4 generic flaw.. then 2dae my bro said i wuz a sub.. so dammit.. nvm.. d drummer's gd.. i'll juz learn frm him.. tt means nxt sun church i not going leh.. hmmmm.. i'll go sum church on sat.. unless i got ting in cogs lor.. then cun go prac lor.. but nvm lar..

nxt wk getting baq o level results.. juz hope i cn get into a jc lar.. hopefully tpjc.. i've almost scrapped my dreams of divinity alreadi.. sorrie clarisse.. i dunno lar.. haiz* wat else cn i do now but pray?

gym 2dae wuz okae.. ran 2.8.. not much problem.. saw sum ppl i din wanna c.. not tt i hate them lar.. or rather him.. juz tt i tink d ppl wit him were a bunch of act gangster punks.. an yes.. 1 of them wuz mat.. so yar.. gd ting they left b4 i finish my run.. hope i nxt time cn do 4.8 or sumting.. tt wld b not bad.. at 1st onli me an 1 old man there.. lyk damn arkward.. cuz 2 of us using d treadmill.. an i wuz doing it at 2ce an later 3 times his pace.. oh well.. he still looks active.. hope i'll b liddat when i'm his age.. hope i'll increase my pace slowly.. so not so bad.. gain abit of muscle lor.. an i'm damn bored oso..

ps2 games r fun.. still playing prince of persia.. which is not bad.. an oso playing fallout.. but waiting 4 hp 2 cum an play oso.. cuz 1 person rpgs r abit boring.. but i'll prob get so bored i'll play it anw.. quite fun oso leh actually.. oh well..

cun wait 4 wkend again.. going out.. then mayb gonna record agbn songs.. sundae combined youth.. wah.. damn cool.. life outside sch is so fun.. not lyk last yr.. life in sch wuz fun.. okae.. mayb tt's cuz we were slacking at d baq of d class toking shit.. but wth.. still fun anw.. ani 4B guy will testify 2 tt.. hahahaha.. if i get into tpjc.. go same class as yuqin.. wa lau.. damn nice alreadi.. 1 grp of 3 or 4.. juz ly sec 4 daes.. hahaha hope lar.. i dunno.. hehehehe.. oh well.. i'll prob stop now..

btw.. muse is nice.. baq 2 hearing absolution again.. an stockholm symdrome rocks!

Stockholm Syndrome

I won't stand in your way
Let your hatred grow
And she'll scream and she'll shout and she'll pray
And she had a name. Yea she had a name

And I won't hold you back
Let your anger rise
And we'll fly and we'll fall and we'll burn
Noone will recall. Noone will recall

This is the last time I'll abandon you
And this is the last time I'll forget you
I wish I could

Look to the stars
Let hope burn in your eyes
And we'll love and we'll hope and we'll die
All to no avail. All to no avail.

This is the last time I'll abandon you
And this is the last time I'll forget you
I wish I could
This is the last time I'll abandon you
And this is the last time I'll forget you
I wish I could
I wish I could