yeah.. cool game.. 

yay.. went 2 shss again..saw evry1.. happy.. walked into staff room lyk we owned d place.. hahahhaha m happy.. but more imptly..

I HAV FRUITIP BLACKCURRENT PASTELLES IN MY FRIDGE!!!

it's lyk elation in a tube.. given in small doses of stubby cylindrical, sugar-coated juiciness.. whee!!! so happening.. so chewy.. so so so.. blackcurrent-tasting... *drools* wait.. *scurries off 2 stuff more into expecting mouth*

i hope they hav it in strawberry.. they shld hav it in strawberry.. i mean.. wat's wrong wit putting it 4 strawberry? many many ppl will lyk it.. =)

whoa.. mayb they drug these sweets.. sick bastards.. but yeah.. hu needs crack, or weed, or heroin? i sae.. juz feel them this shit.. yeah.. an they'll b fine.. of yeah.. u cn dump them in a strawberry tub as well.. let them binge on either 1.. yeah.. so cool.. it juz mite work..

"alright u stinking addicts, u get the STRAWBERRY/FRUITIP treatment"

"YAY!"

wait.. then again.. wldn't tt make ppl wanna take drugs juz 2 get into the treatment?

hmmm it's amazing how ppl cn suddenly show concern tt takes u totally off balance.. an it's reali touching.. even to they're far away.. *coughs* BOP *coughs* hahahah =)

baq 2 more songs.. haha dis song is beta then d previous 1 i posted.. ppl hu cn.. d/l it!!!!

August Winterman

And If I could teach the world to be..
I'd teach them all to be something just like me.
Frustrated, bitter, depressing.

Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.

And if you could hold your tongue long enough..
You'd see that all I am is love, but I don't like me.
I despise me.

Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.
Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
Perfect. But I'm falling down.

It's a disease they'll never have a cure for.
But You're the only way to dry my eyes.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure
But I'm the one who's wrong. I'm the one who cries.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure for.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure
But I'm the one whose wrong. I'm the one who cries.

I cry. I despise me.

depressing i noe.. but hey nice tune.. me an yuqin were discussing d cons of hearing 2 much loud music.. causes extreme behaviour an feelings.. so yea.. baq 2 MayDay.. ahahha i shld go find d jazz cds lying ard d hse...

ooo hahah more songs..

Dead Poetic

Stereo Child

(Your tradition!)



Im getting so sick of creating



(Your tradition!)



this music to please you



(Your tradition!)



The way it used to be



(Your tradition!)



is the very thing that blinds you.







Thats why you cant see my God move!



cause this is not then, and Im not like you.







(Damnation!)



Your excuse for good advice.



(Damnation!)



Their mouths are wide, but you feed them lies



(Reputation!)



Youre full of indecency.



(Reputation!)



You are exactly the portrait they painted you to be.







Stereo Child







Thats why you cant see, My God move!



cause this is not then, and Im not like you.







You refuse to speak, and they'll listen.







But I wont be predicted.



I wont be your stereo.



I wont be predicted, never.

whoa.. dis works?? coool.. i lyk dis pic.. hahahah

metal songs.. either v deep, or v stupid.. great headbanging fun. but yeah.. 1ce tt gets old, the song gets lame.. seriously.. d/l dis songs 4 prime eg.. ahaah

Killswitch Engage

My Last Serenade

This revelation is the death of ignorance

Tangled in a state of suffocation

Slave to self righteousness

Damnation is on your lips



From sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution,

From sorrow to serenity, its on your head



This is my last serenade

I feel you as you fall away

This is my last serenade

From yourself you can't run away



It's your choice, Point the finger

But it's on your head

Your destination is a choice within yourself

Will you rise or become a slave

To self righteousness

Open up your heart and gaze within

Orgy

Opticon

Let's fake an answer for the curious

Let's fake it all for the fame

They'll think delivering was easy

Living the fairy tales and the lies (lies)



Message from Opticon

Blast from the fashion bomb

So helpless

Guess what? You're out of time [ x 2 ]



New aliens spawn, we reinvent the dawn

And no-one style compares

Those neon eyes make Mom and Dad think that we've lost our minds

They're just terrified of all new things



Message from Opticon

Blast from the fashion bomb

So helpless

Guess what? You're out of time [ x 2 ]



Opticon is here to lead us...



Blast from the fashion bomb

Message from Opticon

Blast from the fashion bomb

So helpless

Guess what? You're out of time [ x 4 ]



So quick to change us

(Opticon is here to lead us)

And imitate us

Humiliate us

So quick to change us

4 sum reason i'm drawn 2 dis song again.. hardly gets old 2 me.. hahaha bet most ppl nv heard of it.. but yeah.. it's a hell nice song 2 listen 2.. ahahaah ain tt rite chua? =P

Finch
What It Is To Burn

She burns

Today's on fire

The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered

I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day

And still



Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her

She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn



I feel diseased

Is there no sympathy from the sun?

The sky's still fire

But I am safe in here, from the world outside



So tell me

What's the price to pay for glory?



Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her

She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn



Today is fire, and she burns

Today is fire, and she burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

yeah.. here i report.. d gig.. stoned.. yeah.. wat's there 2 sae.. great.. learnt improvisation d hard wae.. but yeah.. glad i came thru.. but now here comes the moz common feeling 2 breech d borders of my mind an take root..

NUMBNESS

yeah.. totally drained an stoned.. juz lyk.. okae.. yeah.. hahahah

but yeah.. playing wuz kinda fun.. juz tt i wuz numb all d wae.. tings cld hav been a hell lot beta.. juz hope i din make tings worse.. dun tink i made tings beta..

in all i juz wanna sae 2 tings

1. i'm not in Supercede =P AGBN all d wae.. ahahhaahah
2. the band totally rocked.. evry1.. desmond.. ian.. joel.. yeah..
   

juz gonna stick 2 improving my drums.. gonna get lessons..

still no love 4 photog.. heh heh heh

saw a sickening show abt honour killings in pakistan juz now.. sick shit man.. tot of a song..
oh well.. finally on d serious stuff on dis blog.. prob onli temp..

Jars of Clay:
HE

Don't try to reach me, I'm already dead

The pain when it grips me, for things that I've done



Well I try to make you proud, but for crying out loud

Just give me a chance to hide away

Exhaustion takes over, will this someday be over?



Fearful tears are running down

The pain you've laid don't speak a sound

Don't take my heart away from me

And they think I fell down



Daddy, don't you love me?

Then why do you hit me?

And Momma don't you love me

Then why do you hurt me?

Well I try to make you proud, but for crying out loud

Just give me a chance to hide away

Exhaustion takes over, will this someday be over?



A teardrop falls from up in the heavens

Drowning the sorrow of angels on high

For the least of the helpless, the hopeless, the loveless

My Jesus, His children, He holds in His eyes

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(all conversations are to be said in cool British gangster accents)

hunky man in black jacket: *rushes in* sorry i'm late.. u wouldn't belive what just happened to me!

bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat: wot happened mate? where's yer pants?

hunky man in black jacket: *stares down* i lost them..

bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat: lost them? well.. there weren't exactly a bag o penuts now ain't it? did they just slip out yer legs like a little mite?

hunky man in black jacket: aw shuttup will ya? hear me out man.. yer see a little lass yeah? all blonde and cutesy an stuff walks down the street.. she comes up to me and she knocks me down! then she rips me pants off! i mean, CLEAN OFF!

bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat: *shocked* WOT?! yer pants? yer blue dockers? why the hell for? i mean their SLEEK an SEXY an all.. but.. yeah.. i see now..

*hot blonde woman runs past hugging blue pants*

*both men stare*

narration: DOCKERS, steal a pair off if u can't afford it!

all rights reserved to DOCKERS pants. No hunky man in black jacket, bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat or hot blonde woman was harm in the filming of this advert. Joash was not paid in anyway, sadly, for producing this advert.

man i love snatch.. ahahahahahah

You are a hunter. You have pure strength. You use
big weapons and protect yourself with a shield.
You don't really need backup with all the
strength you have, but you are slow when in
battle.


Which Halo Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

got it frm chua's blog.. way cool!!! hahahahaah yeah i'm bored..

I LOVE STRAWBERRIES!! not those chewy flavoured sweets.. wait.. i do lyk them.. but REAL strawberries.. lyk small.. weird round.. no.. oval.. no.. erm erm erm.. wat the.. i dunno.. i'm sure u guys hav seen them b4.. yeah..

they're reali great! as in reali reali great tasting.. cool.. sour.. nice... yeah.. u ppl cn binge on all u wan.. but giv me a box of strawberries.. an i'll b happy.. yeah..

arms hurt frm many hrs of jamming.. head tired frm staying up late.. million places i'll rather b in.. yeah.. so i guess i'm not making much sense.. but yeah!! ALL HAIL STRAWBERRIES!!!! wait.. WHITE GRAPES ROCK 2!~

~!YAY!~

I'M D FREAKING PUBLICITY HEAD OF PHOTOG! haiz* part of me is happy, but d otr half doesnt wan d responsibility.. guess i shld b happy.. but then again.. haiz* i juz dunno.. cn i cope? oh well..

another cliched song abt love.. but wat the heck.. dun reali care much.. hahah

Love Boat Captain

Is this just another day? This God forgotten place?
First comes love, then comes pain, let the games begin
Questions rise and answers fall, insurmountable
Love boat captain
Take the reigns and steer us towards the clear, here
It's already been sung, but it can't be said enough
All you need is love
Is this just another phase? Earthquakes making waves
Trying to shake the cancer off, stupid human beings
Once you hold the hand of love, it's all surmountable
Hold me, and make it the truth
That when all is lost there will be you
Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing
And there's just one word I still believe
And it's love.
It's an art to live with pain, mix the light into gray
Lost nine friends we'll never know, two years ago today
And if our lives became too long, would it add to our regret?
And the young, they can lose hope cause they can't see beyond today
The wisdom that the old can't give away hey
Constant recall
Sometimes life don't leave you alone
Hold me, and make it the truth
That when all is lost there will be you
Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing
And there's just one word that I still believe
And it's love, love, love, love, love
love boat captain
take the reigns, steer us towards the clear
I know it's already been sung, can't be said enough
Love is all you need, all you need is love
Love, love, love.


oh well..

hahaha sonicfest wuz not bad.. but i got a henna tattoo on my neck.. lyk 5 hrs later.. IT'S GONE!!! SHIT!!! crappy.. gonna try again nxt time.. hahaha sorrie sulyn.. hahahahah =P

nothing tt cn be done tt cn change aniting.. 

mayb d feeling hasn't sunk in yet.. but my heart reali goes out 2 all those affected..  will b praying 4 u guys an all..

there is nothing to be said

damn.. i wan a sentinal toy so i cn hang in in my room.. but i tink it'll cost a freaking bomb an it drop cuz it's so huge.. but happening shit comes at a price.. hahahahahaha all d neat stuff at penisula.. wahaha =P

hmmm no in a reali gd mood now.. strange how shit cums 2 u when u're juz sitting an collecting ur tots.. wuz fine till i got in my dad's car an started stoning..  damn.. tot u dun tink when u stone.. cuz 2dae wuz a relatively gd dae.. went out.. saw music stuff an swee lee an davis.. cool.. but yeah.. small tings so hav big impacts.. oh well.. here starts d shit toking..
 
i'm not sum little shithead 4 ppl 2 push ard.. nv was.. an nv will b.. no 1 is.. shouting an demanding an acting lyk a little bitch wun b of ani help.. no matter wat post u hav an where u may hav cum frm.. it's not even eithical 2 even act lyk a spoilt brat even on ur bdae.. u're onli allowed 2 do tt if u r 2 tings, honestly:
 
1) a cute an cubby toddler
2) a super SUPER hot girl hu lives in a super rich an big house wit 30000 servants hu are paid to cower at ur slightest whine and whimper.
 
in both cases it gets irritating to b ard aft lyk 10 min..
 
having pain an insecurities is no excuse to freak ard wit ppl an b a cause of angst an worry 2 otr ppl.. if we cannot accept ourselves as hu we reali r, the truth will b shoved in our face an then.. it the truth will b the most painful ting u cld ever recieve, as wat u hav been denying abt urself all along slams on u in earth-shattering violence an force.
 
ur warped sense of reality wun get u aniwhere.. an in dis case.. ignorance is NOT bliss.. esp 4 ppl ard u..
 
1 more ting.. the more time spent wit ppl of a higher position does not make u his/her assitant, wit powers 2 distort decisions tt were made by them 2 suit ur own personal pleasure.. cuz seriously..
 
U R NOT THE WORLD.. and the world doesn't owe u aniting
 
not gonna name names here.. cuz seriously.. dun we all noe ppl liddat.. an furthermore.. wat makes us so sure we dun do dis ourselves?
 
*bongo skin needing boy signing out*
take care ppl! =)

1 more song! yeah..

Dave Matthews Band
#41

Come see
I swear by now I'm playing time against my troubles
I'm coming slow but speeding
Do you wish a dance and while
I'm in the front
The play on time is won
But the difficulty is coming here
I will go in this way
And find my own way out
I won't tell you to stay
But I'm coming to much more
Me
All at once the ghosts come back
Reeling in you now
What if they came down crushing
Remember when I used to play for
all of the loneliness that nobody
notices now
Oh, I'm begging slow
I'm coming here
Only waiting
I wanted to stay
I wanted to play,
I wanted to love you
I'm only this far
And only tomorrow leads my way
I'm coming waltzing back and
moving into your head
Please, I wouldn't pass you by
Oh, I wouldn't take any more than
What sort of man goes by
I will bring water
Why won't you ever be glad
It melts into wonder
I came in praying for you
Why won't you run
into the rain and play
And let the tears splash all over you
 
1 MORE! WAHHAHAHAHAH i of my faves 2.. mayb playing it on sundae.. yeah.. =)
 
God Of Wonders

Lord of heaven and earth.
Lord of all creation.
Lord of heaven and earth.

Lord of all creation,
of water, earth and sky.
The heavens are your Tabernacle.
Glory to the Lord on high!

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
you are holy, holy.
The universe declares your majesty,
you are holy, holy.

Lord of heaven and earth
Lord of heaven and earth

Early in the morning,
I will celebrate the light.
When I stumble in the darkness,
I will call your name by night

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
you are holy, holy.
The universe declares your majesty,
you are holy, holy.

Lord of heaven and earth
Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth

holy, holy
holy, holy

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
you are holy, holy.

Precious Lord, reveal your heart to me,
Father, holy, holy.
The universe declares your majesty,
you are holy, holy, holy, holy

Hallelujah
To the lord of heaven and earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth

whooo.. love pearl jam.. 2 dis song's old.. but i still lyk dis song.. hmmm

Do The Evolution

I am ahead, I am a man
I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah
I'm at peace with my lust
I can kill 'cause in god I trust, yeah
it's evolution, baby

I'm a beast, I'm a man
I buy stocks on the day of the crash, yeah
on the loose, i'm a truck
all the rolling hills I'll flatten them out, yeah
it's herd behavior, uh huh
it's evolution, baby

Admire me, admire my home
admire my son, he's my clone
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
this land is mine, this land is free
i'll do what i want yet irresponsibly
it's evolution, baby

Im a thief, i'm a liar
there's my church
I sing in the choir:
hallelujah, hallelujah

Admire me, admire my home
admire my song, admire my clothes
Consider, appetite for a nightly feast
those ignorant indians got nothing on me
nothing, why?
because, it's evolution, baby!

I am ahead, i am advanced
i am the first mammal to make plans, yeah
i crawled the Earth, but now i'm higher
twenty-ten, watch it go to fire
it's evolution, baby
it's evolution baby
do the evolution
come on
come on, come on 

lyrics not bad.... hahahaha.. great song..