haiz*

thus alreadi..

going in on sat..

it's reali the end of my holiday..


d best i've ever had..


ever..

cuz most of it wuz spent with the person i care abt the most..

so i guess.. we're all moving forward.. weather we want to or not..
i still wish there wuz an escape, tt this holiday would never end..

but i guess all good tings muz come to an end rite?

i can assure you this dear,

u will alwaes b on my mind.. thru evryting..

evryting we did will b replaying over an over again in my head.

an tt will keep me going..

knowing tt u r outthere waiting 4 me..

CHENG SULYN!

tt means the most to me..

i guess from now on we'll all move on.. as this is a crossroad tt we both muz take seprate paths, 4 the 1st time we have diff agendas,

but i noe we'll stick by each other.. an i'm sure we'll go into a deeper level than ever before!

as i go into army..

i promise i will continue to be you pillar of strength, and help u all i can.. i'll try an understand wat u r going thru, and support u any way i can..

half of me wishes tt we weren't together so there will be no pain..

but how can i even think tt? considering the 1 yr an 5 mths tt we spent together.. all d joy..

ian is right..

i have some1 waiting 4 me as i go in..

an ultimately.. i count myself blessed beyond comprehension..

we'll make it thru this sulyn dear..

this is my promise 2 you..

we'll make it work.. no matter wat!

*love you so much it hurts 2*