i'm baq~~~ hahaha

it's been awhile yeah? =P
guess dis will b my 1st writing post in a long long long time.. hahaah

but yeah.. 1st i wanna start by thanking sum ppl..

kudos to my bandmates 4 d songfest auditions: SULYN *winks*, matthew, hong peng, jerome and yuqin(most happening manager)! reali enjoy playing wit u guys.. let's show those posers wat real talent is yeah? haha.. we're all gd..

kudos to d ppl hu helped me in my 1st ever worship leading.. all my bandmates.. made my fear lyk.. clam.. abit.. but yeah.. reali meant alot.. felt d presence of God.. ben, melvin, ian, isabel, jian hao, ben tan.. yeah.. thnx loads for serving wit me.. sorrie if u guys had 2 skip lunch or sumting..

kudos to... my cell grp.. u guys r great!

kudos to.. the thai mission trip team.. u guys did great for God!!

oh well.. i'll thank more when i remember yeah? haha not tt i dun hold d otrs in higher, or lower regard.. =)

haha juz tinking abt sum stuff nowadays.. turning 18 in abt a month, sum1 is turning 18 on wed.. =P hehe.. ;P hahaha but yeah.. juz tinking abt wat age brings..

a few yrs baq, i saw myself as sum psuedo-revolutionary; 'screw singapore!' 'our lives here suck ass man!' 'damn the paper chase!' 'it's a shitty world out there!' '&$*&%*%&^#%^^#*$#(@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' (dunno where tt came from)

but yeah.. stuff on tv an politically-themed movies cn do tt 2 u.. i got the shirts, got the red bk.. listened to the music.. got quotes.. hahaha.. still have yet 2 catch 'the motorcycle dairies' hehe

then i realised, wat i wuz doing, which wuz prob wat most kids my age were doing, wuz juz making a whole lot of useless noise, cuz all we did wuz curse an swear in the air, and do nth much abt it.. hmmmm yeah.. tt wuz lyk.. in.. i wuz different, juz lyk evry1 else..

but i guess, as u grow older.. mayb getting wise is juz a nice wae of saying getting disillusioned.. u find tt Ecclesiastes 1:2-11 reali hits home.. an i found out tt i had 2 eat alot of d words tt i spoke.. damn..

most times, we critisize juz 4 the sake of being heard, juz so tt we can hope 2 leave a mark on the minds of the ppl tt we r near, so tt we will b remembered an hopefully, respected.. i guess we all need tt in life sumtimes.. haha..

i guess, tok is cheap, action is a totally different matter.. i'll admit 2 tt..

so.. guess we shld all juz tok less now.. cuz we cn v seldom deliver on wat we proclaim, if we go totally against it 2 start wit.. but yeah..

so yeah.. poverty in the world? 55 million ppl living wit less than US$1 a day? i know all abt tt.. i'll start preaching when i start actually doing sumting abt it..

in the meantime.. gotta get baq 2 preparing a gift.. *winks* finishing touches man! hehe

God bless u guys..


*put ur arms ard me, wat u feel is wat u r an wat u r is beautiful*