a walk through the land of constantly pervasive
anti-climatic feelings.


that's just what life is.

it's never as good or as bad as anticipated.

all pulls you back to equilibrium.

*ha.... ha.... ha....*

the words of the dead grant them immortality

an ending?
sick an twisted.
move to point,
pay thru blood.

a list to do,
set aflame.

a flood of pain,
enforces confusion.
cries i cast.
wrong places,
wrong results.

tears.

still i fail to look Up.
a reluctant Atlas.
Swaying.

please please please..........

Freak On A Leash

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Every time I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.

Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace 

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay.
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

Chorus

Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema

GO!

So...fight! something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
Fight...some things they fight

Chorus

Part of me...
Oh...

it my mind, something clicked..

2 long hav we let old ppl insult us..

we hav juz said, 'we see how it goes next time..'

no1 ever tells them they screwed up..

well..

i can respect sum1 cuz of his rank, but tt's d army. outside.. who r u 2 demand respect when u insulted my family?

an still stick 2 ur blinkered logic..

i dun wanna name u..

but clearly, i dun respect u an i wun fake a smile..

i finally let it out of my system..

anger never felt so.. liberating..

it's juz.. volatile..

Fuckin' Up

Mindless drifter on the road
Carry such an easy load
It's how you look,
and how you feel
You must have
a heart of steel.

Why do I keep fuckin' up?

I can see you on a hill
Comatose but walking still
Curves beneath
your flowing gown
Only I could
bring you down.

Why do I keep fuckin' up?

Dogs that lick
and dogs that bite
Hounds that howl
through the night
Broken leashes
are all over the floor
Keys left hanging
in a swinging door.

Why do I keep fuckin' up?

Keep fuckin' up!

HAHAHA! PART 2.. see previous post for previous part.. =P

HAHAHA! more randomness!

remember tt little penguin from Happy Feet who raps?

i found the song! hahaha

'don't push me cause i'm close to the edge. i'm trying not to lose my head!'

Ananova:
Opik fell for Cheeky Girl's brains

Liberal Democrat MP Lembit Opik says he fell for his Cheeky Girl lover because she challenges him intellectually.

He told Hello! magazine that it was not Gabriela Irimia's curves that won him over.

Lembit, 41, said: "She challenges me intellectually. Our relationship is not based on lust.

"It's primarily a relationship of intellect and meeting of minds.

"I don't see her as a Cheeky Girl, I see her as Gabriela, who really holds my emotional and mental attention."

But Gabriela, 24, said: "I'd never heard of him before in my life! I was never into politics."

Lembit also revealed MPs regularly sing The Cheeky Song (Touch My Bum) to him in the Commons - "very badly".

His ex-fiancee Sian Lloyd, 48, is interviewed in the same edition of the mag and gets bigger billing on the front cover.

Wednesday 17th January 2007


Cheeky... Girls....? erm.. weren't they lyk the one hit wonders from.... my sec 4 daes??
ananova.com rocks

babe! this is totally for u!

=)



love u dear! =)

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear

we should never have to beg for ppl to care.

elo from camp! damn sian..

using the communal computer.. onli com wit msn in the whole camp?

wat the.. haha got till 130pm..

the computer comforts me.. hahaha! it's lyk a singular link to the outside world.. haha..

missing evry1!

HAHA!

How To Save A Life (The Fray)

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life



i would hav stayed up wit you all nite..
how slow time is now..

the calm b4 the storm..

missing you..

missing you all..

i was nv good at say wat i reali feel.. so here is another song..

F..



Pink Floyd
Wish You Were Here


So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell
Blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail
A smile from a veil
Do you think you can tell
Did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts
Hot ashes for trees
Hot air for a cool breeze
Cold comfort for change
Did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage

How I wish
How I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year
Running over the same old ground
What have we found
The same old fears
Wish you were here





wish i cld sing beta.. ahaha =P

*wish you were here*

What It's Like (Everlast)

We've all seen the man at the liquor store beggin' for your change The hair on his face is dirty, dread-locked, and full of mange He asks a man for what he could spare, with shame in his eyes "Get a job you fucking slob," is all he replies God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes 'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues Then you really might know what it's like Then you really might know what it's like Then you really might know what's it like Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom that said he was in love He said, "Don't worry about a thing, baby doll I'm the man you've been dreaming of." But 3 months later he say he won't date her or return her calls And she swear, "God damn, if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls." And then she heads for the clinic and She gets some static walking through the door They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner And they call her a whore God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes 'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose Then you really might know what it's like Then you really might know what it's like Then you really might know what's it like Bridge I've seen a rich man beg I've seen a good man sin I've seen a tough man cry I've seen a loser win And a sad man grin I heard an honest man lie I've seen the good side of bad And the downside of up And everything between I licked the silver spoon Drank from the golden cup And smoked the finest green I stroked the fattest dimes at least a couple of times Before I broke their heart You know where it ends, yo, it usually depends on where you start I knew this kid named Max Who used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs He liked to hang out late He liked to get shit-faced and keep the pace with thugs Until late one night there was a big gun fight and Max lost his head He pulled out his chrome 45, talked some shit, and wound up dead Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of this pain You know it comes that way At least that's what they say when you play the game God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news 'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose Then you really might know what it's like Then you really might know what it's like Yeah then you really might know what's it like To have the blues

ouch man.. found this song tt i heard b4.. juz nv paid attention 2 it.. it's kinda thru ya?
looking into my past man..

gotta try slp earlier

haiz*

i noe i shld be thankful..

i shld be happy..

there was a boy in a desert, who stumbled across a barrel of water.
he sat down by it, realizing he wuz thirsty, an started drinking.

satisfied, he looked ard, an saw a little bud growing, an felt lyk he shld water it, an so he did.

a mongoose came over as well, an found relief in the boy's barrel of water.

his best fren came over to, of whom they shared everything, an soon sat by him..

soon the barrel was running dry..

then they both started talking..

regreting all tt sharing..

was it all worth it?

was it worth it 2 be so nice?


as time shortens, it slows down.. you just try 2 grab on to overything.. u want it 2 drag.. u want everything..

but they dun call it the sands of time for nothing, u can never hold on 2 it..

i'll miss all of you.. Sulyn, Ian, Qin, family, church peeps, old frens, Randall, all who i hav been able to talk 2 cuz i'm stuck at home.

dear.. i promise you, we'll get thru it ya?

*LUL, XXXXOOXXOOXOOOOXXXXXX*

ever.