to the gecko in my room

ok.. i noe u wun understand aniting i sae.. much less read a blog tt is speeaking 2 u.. but i cun very well speak gecko (cluck cluck cluck) and u understand neither english, chinese or d guttural noises i try 2 pass offas german or d hi pitched squeaks tt make tt is supposed 2 pas of as thai.. so yeah.. i'll juz stick 2 wat i noe..

U IDIOT!
I TRY AN RELEASE U TO THE WILD AND U SPIT IN MY FACE AN RUN AWAY!

ok so i chased u wit a bottle an crashing lyk a whale in a kiddy pool.. but tt's still no reason 2 do tt..
i do respect d fact tt u cn do weird acrobatics while sticking 2 d wall.. but i juz hope u understand tt i dun reali lyk animals crawling abt my room..

let me get this straight.. there's no food in my room tt i noe of.. so i dun wanna hav 2 find ur body in full rigor mortis.. cuz tt's juz gross..

SO I BEG U! GET OUT! there r plenty of small bugs tt u love outside my room..

tt being said.. i dun tink u wld move so i propose a truce..

fine u cn stay.. till i catch u tt is.. but till then.. here r d conditions..

1. no rude surprises crawling over my leg or desk when i'm awake.
2. keep d mosquitoes out, or silverfish.. or ants..
3. it mite get cold at nite.. shld u wanna snuggle.. d otr warm body tt lies nearer the floor is warmer than mine is open.. i'm sure he'll love company.
4. shld u still wanna hang wit me.. do it when i'm aslp.. (see 1.)
5. on my pillow there cld b puddles of water at nite.. shld u b thirsty.. but DON'T enter the source of the water!
6. all otr openings shld b avoided as well.. esp d warm, dark but smelly 1 where my legs meet (for ur own gd)
7. rules does not apply 4 d lower lying warm body.
8. try 2 avoid being crushed.. dun wanna clean up ur innards.
   

din hit 10.. so guess tt cld b ez 2 remember..
i grudgingly sae,
Have A Nice Stay

(hell.. still better than having roaches rite?)
all d best in studying ppl!
*WINK* to my tokyo destroyer! hehe

yeah!!! got d pictures of d fantabulous shoes! ahahah aren't they juz awesome? hehe.. 1 yr prez frm Sulyn.. haha.. so uber glad we made it la..

these r totally a dream 2 wear la.. and look at.. haha.. an wat's more, there's onli 2 in singapore!! whoopie! hehe.. so yeah.. ogle away.. cuz tt's d most u're gonna get! hahaha


side view now.. hehe.. DVS! ltd ed imports! yeah! hahah

THNX BABE! lotsa love!

=)

*my tokyo destroyer*

yeah!!!!

ONE YEAR!!! ONE YEAR!!! WHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!! 1 YEAR.. 365 DAES.. tt juz makes out 2 b many many moments.. many many minutes.. many many many many many many many GREAT times spent 2gether.. b it being physically together, on d fone, having weird msg convasations.. hahaha

done so much dis year.. ups an downs.. many many ups.. a few downs.. hahaha so tt makes it a constant upward surge.. hahaha in conclusion.. WE ROCK!!!!!

ate a great RICE TABLE dinner.. (thnx qin) hahaha still full.. still happy..

noe we've grown.. in all aspects..

here's 2 many many more great years together!

i remember evryting la.. hahaha

d utter bliss we both felt over msn when i 1st confessed our feelings..

d many mths of aniversaries..

d weird places we went..

late conversations on d fone abt evryting an nth at all..

i remember it all..




i love u Cheng Sulyn..

always an forever

there is a myth of a greek god making a criticism on man, pointing out a flaw, that it was not possible to look into the heart of a man.. to see his true thoughts and feelings, or his motivations.

i dunno y such tings happen.. call me idealistic..

but i juz belive.. some problems hav a single root..

there is an information theory tt goes abt war.. tt saes tt shld each party noe the capability an intent of either side.. no conflict wld take place.. it's juz either a lack of, or false information tt makes it problematic..

guess it can b applied..

yes existance is gray.. or muddy, or murky..

but i tend 2 belive in dogma..mayb it's my upbringing.. but i still belive in most cases. it's 4 a gd cause..

so yeah..

guess i still belive sum tings r still black an white..

cuz.. wat's easy is mostly never right..

an wat seems rite is oso not..

an sumtimes.. a possibly painful ting.. lyk braces.. cld end up being 4 d better.. if onli d small step forward can b made..

openess shld still b pursued..

i guess we can nv noe wat otrs r tinking.. but we cn noe ourselves.. an i guess.. dis time..

we noe ourselves

we're stronger than u tink..

we've gone thru a damn lot of shit in these 361 daes than most couples..

an tt makes us stronger 2..

y? cuz we're still standing..

i stand by my babe.. i stand by my love..

more firmly rooted than ever..

Joash & Sulyn 4 many more years 2 come!

happy early 1st yr babe..

=)

A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
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If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

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Your Name

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

hehe mushy 2dae.. hehe

1 yr coming soon babe! hehe *muacks*
we rock!

baq frm d brink.. prelims over! hahaha

hanging at sulyn's is now fuss free an guilt free.. hahaha 4 d moment

right babe? hehe ;-P

oh well.. hmmm juz got a cd tt i i find is worth paying 4..

so i guess i mite as well tok abt it.. haha

in my stressed state during d prelims.. i did wat most logical ppl wld do..

i turned holy an started praying.. more than ever..

so tt included listening 2 christian music 2 calm my nerves.. hahaha

so.. planetshakers is cool.. reali lyk d reflector album.. esp LIVE UP UR EYES! yeah rocks..

then there's my king wit nice songs as well.. haha

then there's hillsongs' God he reigns.. which has tell d word.. rocks.. plus salvation is here..

but dun get me started on sum of d tuneless pseudo-metal Delirious stuff.. hahaha

okok.. nvm nvm.. most impt.. with all d distortion-driven guitar an thumping bass.. it gets d same aft awhile rite? so God gives hope! theres....



nth EVER beats d naked guitar sounds.. no frills folk an gospel blues of JOC going baq to their roots.. conviction in their vocals NOT shown thru shouting.. nice strings.. crisp drums.. all working damn well la.. an most of all.. it's hymns their singing! all done it d purest of gospel style..

oh man.. i'm blown away..

u wan gd spirit-filled music? yeah.. u cn look 2wards d distorted guitar of straight out australian rock.. whick leaves u jumping an shouting..

or..

go 2 d root of the carismatic movement!

look 2 d Southen Baptists an feel d music.. an wit it d desire 2 juz get up an dance in d tt ultimate Presence..

indeed, our God is the Lord of the dance..

AMEN!

I'll Fly Away

Some glad morning, when this life is o'er
I'll fly away,
To a home on God's celestial shore
I'll fly away.

When the shadows of this life have gone
I'll fly away.
Like a bird from these prison walls, I'll fly
I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O glory
I'll fly away
When I die, Hallelujah bye and bye,
I'll fly away.

O, how glad and happy when we meet,
I'll fly away.
No more cold iron shackles on my feet,
I'll fly away

I'll fly away, O Glory,
I'll fly away.
When I die Hallelujah bye and bye,
I'll fly away!

Just a few more weary days and then
I'll fly away.
To a land where joys shall never end
I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O glory
I'll fly away
When I die, Hallelujah bye and bye,
I'll fly away...

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

let's c.. how many essays will i write by the end of this prelims?

Hist:

1. ppr1: 4 essays(45 min each)
2. ppr2: 4 essays(45 min each)

Lit:

1. ppr1: 3 essays(1hr each)
2. ppr4: 2 essays(1.5 hr each)
3. ppr 8: 2 essays(2.5hr each)

Econs:

1. ppr3: 3 eassy(45 min each)
2. ppr2: 2 essay+-(1hr 45 min total)

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18 4 page plus essays!

oh well.. hahaha lyk..

many hand pains..

but okae la.. wun reali wanna dwell on tt..

so i move on.. hahah..

CARL'S JUNIOR DOUBLE WESTERN BACON!!!

damn tt shit is gd..

cun get a pic.. but 4 those who haven't tried it.. rox lyk damn man..

it makes d quarter pounder look lyk a cupcake..

it makes d big mac look lyk.. small..

it makes the Whopper look.. lyk.. damn small oso la!

mmmmmmmmm.. mmmmmmmmmm... (weird moaning noises)

2 large patties of REAL juicy beef..

2 strips of REAL PORK bacon...

CHEEEEESE!!

BBQ sauce..

an 3 onion rings!!!

freaking 8 inch diameter!!!

AHHHH damn hungry..

sure beats essays.. hahaha

hav fun ppl!

i've holed myself in my room so long tt i've grown used 2 silence..
an of the boomy sound tt my voice makes as in bounces round an round the cell of my own making..
till it finally gets tired an dies..

(no i'm not depressed, juz v v v sian)

realised my template makes my postings look utterly neat an quite beautiful..

thnx sulyn!

11 mths an still going strong yeah babe?

God bless us! hahah

*winks*

hey.. the systhesis finally lives up 2 it's name!! hahahahaha

systhesized platform has been approved.. yeah..

hope this works out 4 d best!

i reali hope.. an pray..

but yeah.. greatest church news i've heard in lyk super long la..

*whee*

ah!!!! i found something..

it's reali weird...

it's an orange..

wait..

no..

it's a butt..

no wait..

cun reali tell..

it's

IT'S A
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happy studying ppl! all d best!

=)

well.. i finally got d cam an took a few pics.. so.. here it is! d turtle!!! *wink*

whoopie! it's a es335! sum gibson copy.. but got it 4 $420, actually dad got it.. but yeah.. it's kinda cheap rite? supposed 2 cost lyk $600.. so yeah.. got hard case an stuff.. but tt's another matter.. hahaha

wat makes it so nice?? it's not d guitar shape itself.. it's......
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look! u cn c d wood grains!! ah!!!pardon my shadow.. but yeah!~ cool rite?

did i mention tt d sound an feel is exquisite? hahah reali my dream guitar.. 4 d moment at least. .ahahah now.. juz hav 2 figure out how 2 stop sucking.. hahaha

thus d temptations tt drag me away frm studying is complete..
*mixed feelings*

ARGH!!! I DUN CARE ABOUT NATIONAL INCOME!!! (nsc still sucks! stupid ass-kisser)

I DUN CARE ABOUT HOW FREAKING LENIN CAME 2 POWER WIT 'PiSS, BREAD AND LAND'!!

DID I MENTION TT I OSO DUN CARE THAT LOUIS XIV'S WIFE WAS A VERY HORNY BISEXUAL?

I DUN CARE ABOUT HOW POE IS A MASTER OF MONOMANIA!!!!

ARGH!!!! (actually i kinda lyk lit)

but

ARGH!!!!! HATE STUDYING MAN.. DOING 3 ESSAYS A WK AIN'T NOT FUN!!

sian.. but prelims coming in lyk 19 daes? an A's soon after..

suck ass man.. so guess i still gotta do it.. much 2 my pain..

so oh well. trudging on i guess.. hahah but yeah..

i'm hungry.. reali happy wit d choc i got 2dae(thnx sulyn!) american dollar bill.. had 2 rush thru it as it wuz melting tho.. but wth.. nice milk choc.. hmmmm *quivers in joy*

still blogging.. i wan d white squire bullet strat.. it's cheap an white.. haha 250 ain't much rite?

more no link thing of d wk.. i've been introduced to d great temptation tt is:



sumhow killing demons wit spells an a big axe, an a pet scopion whichshoots stings out of it's ass is 10k times more appealing than d flagrant sex in 'The Country Wife'.. but then again.. it's expected i guess.. hahahah

happy mugging exam ppl!

2 d rest! curse u!!!! ppl lyk.. ian, phoebe, joel, marc, uni students, lower sec students, jc yr 1s.. poly slackers, an all those hu dun hav 2 do much work.. argh!!!! i will dance on the dae u hav exams.. an make it rain lyk shit due 2 my bad dancing!

HAH!

argh!!! 1st time i got angry in a very long time!!!! at it's all cuz of YOU!!!!!

armpit ng sw_ _ ch_ ( wanna buy a vowel?)

nsc

all these juz in case ppl misunderstand hu i'm toking abt.. so unless ur names sounds lyk 'CWEE SHU'. disregard my ramblings, or at least juz dun take offence.. cuz if u do.. then u're juz oversensitive..

i'm hopping mad! (lyk a frog)

i'm bloated wit rage! (lyk the blueberry ger in charlie an d choc factory)

i'm so angry my hair became darker! ( lyk ian)

i'm so infuriated tt potential irritants shld shrink away lyk imps! (lyk phoebe)

i'm so pissed i'm pale! (lyk yixuan)

argh!!! in class so okae.. turn ard then stick a rash covered finger into my back y dun u.. eeeee so gross.. but ya!!! argh..

damn lost it.. now i'm juz alright.. stupid.. if sum1, juz sum1 reads this.. then 2 BAD! c if i care!

not lyk i haven't done ur work.. juz dun pass up on time.. hrmp..

watever result i get.. IT'S NO THNX 2 U!!!! i'm working! but i wun b stupid enuf 2 screw my results juz cuz i dun lyk u.. but.. hmmm expect me 2 luff more in ur class now.. AT U!!!!

MUAHAHAAHHA

feel so much beta now.. hahha =P

on a brighter note.. 10 mths juz passed on national day..

for d big national secret, go HERE!

hehe *winks* =)

this post is dedicated to my baby cheng sulyn

hey baby.. juz wanna sae.. i'm sorry.. not perfect yet..

but yeah.. i m trying.. trying 2 make tings beta.. trying 2 get used 2 eating wit ur family.. tryin 2 balance evryting in my life.. an i cn sae.. I TOTALLY ENJOY IT!

i admit.. sum tings cun change.. but yeah dear.. evrydae.. it's my goal 2 make u feel more an more loved.. more an more focused on.. more an more happy..

i love u my darling.. an i'm not afraid 2 sae it out loud..

I LOVE U!

hahaha thnx 4 evryting.. all d time we spend.. an i wanna thank u in advance 4 all d times we're gonna spend.. alwaes.. i love u..

evryting i do 4 u i enjoy.. tings tt i dun reali enjoy at 1st.. r starting 2 grow on me.. hahha

tings tt i'm not so gd at.. i try 2 get beta.. an i tink i'm improving.. hehe.. but yeah..

dis post is dedicated to you..

you who:

1. means the world to me
2. taught me what it is 2 truely love a person
3. is the most beautiful person
4. i wan to shrink an keep in my pocket so i can spend every moment with
5. i would give everyting for
6. i wan to marry
7. i actually plan to marry
8. makes d biggest problem seem alright
9. 's company i enjoy the most ( an hope it's d same ;P)
10. i constantly wanna improve myself for
    
11. is CHENG SULYN (nuff said)

so yeah dear.. i noe we'll last long.. i juz noe it.. an i'll work towards it as well..

i promise.

love you wit all my heart baby.

i only want to be the man, who'd give you everyting i can,
everyday an every night, loving you for all my life
i don't want to change the world,
as long as you're my girl,
it's more than enough

wahahahah japs rock! manga iz gud.. but engrish not sooo.. ahhahhaahah

9 mths 9 mths 9 mths

WHOO WHOO!!!!

9 mths 9 mths 9 mths 9 mths

WHOO WHOO!!

hahahah super happy la.. it's 3/4 of a yr la..whoopie!

still madly in love.. still super excited 2 c u.. hahah

thnx 4 evryting la..

CHENG SULYN!

U ROCK!

love u 2 bits and powder!!

new blog skin! hahaha totally cun claim credit 4 it la..

CHENG SULYN!!!

LOVE U SO MUCH LA!!!

*winks*

thnx so much 4 dis.. altho i guess u wun let me do d same 4 u.. hahaha scared i screw up ur 1.. hahah but thnx dear! u hav chosen d perfect blogskin lor.. lyk.. AIE!!!!

so excited.. =P