ARGH!!! I DUN CARE ABOUT NATIONAL INCOME!!! (nsc still sucks! stupid ass-kisser)

I DUN CARE ABOUT HOW FREAKING LENIN CAME 2 POWER WIT 'PiSS, BREAD AND LAND'!!

DID I MENTION TT I OSO DUN CARE THAT LOUIS XIV'S WIFE WAS A VERY HORNY BISEXUAL?

I DUN CARE ABOUT HOW POE IS A MASTER OF MONOMANIA!!!!

ARGH!!!! (actually i kinda lyk lit)

but

ARGH!!!!! HATE STUDYING MAN.. DOING 3 ESSAYS A WK AIN'T NOT FUN!!

sian.. but prelims coming in lyk 19 daes? an A's soon after..

suck ass man.. so guess i still gotta do it.. much 2 my pain..

so oh well. trudging on i guess.. hahah but yeah..

i'm hungry.. reali happy wit d choc i got 2dae(thnx sulyn!) american dollar bill.. had 2 rush thru it as it wuz melting tho.. but wth.. nice milk choc.. hmmmm *quivers in joy*

still blogging.. i wan d white squire bullet strat.. it's cheap an white.. haha 250 ain't much rite?

more no link thing of d wk.. i've been introduced to d great temptation tt is:



sumhow killing demons wit spells an a big axe, an a pet scopion whichshoots stings out of it's ass is 10k times more appealing than d flagrant sex in 'The Country Wife'.. but then again.. it's expected i guess.. hahahah

happy mugging exam ppl!

2 d rest! curse u!!!! ppl lyk.. ian, phoebe, joel, marc, uni students, lower sec students, jc yr 1s.. poly slackers, an all those hu dun hav 2 do much work.. argh!!!! i will dance on the dae u hav exams.. an make it rain lyk shit due 2 my bad dancing!

HAH!

argh!!! 1st time i got angry in a very long time!!!! at it's all cuz of YOU!!!!!

armpit ng sw_ _ ch_ ( wanna buy a vowel?)

nsc

all these juz in case ppl misunderstand hu i'm toking abt.. so unless ur names sounds lyk 'CWEE SHU'. disregard my ramblings, or at least juz dun take offence.. cuz if u do.. then u're juz oversensitive..

i'm hopping mad! (lyk a frog)

i'm bloated wit rage! (lyk the blueberry ger in charlie an d choc factory)

i'm so angry my hair became darker! ( lyk ian)

i'm so infuriated tt potential irritants shld shrink away lyk imps! (lyk phoebe)

i'm so pissed i'm pale! (lyk yixuan)

argh!!! in class so okae.. turn ard then stick a rash covered finger into my back y dun u.. eeeee so gross.. but ya!!! argh..

damn lost it.. now i'm juz alright.. stupid.. if sum1, juz sum1 reads this.. then 2 BAD! c if i care!

not lyk i haven't done ur work.. juz dun pass up on time.. hrmp..

watever result i get.. IT'S NO THNX 2 U!!!! i'm working! but i wun b stupid enuf 2 screw my results juz cuz i dun lyk u.. but.. hmmm expect me 2 luff more in ur class now.. AT U!!!!

MUAHAHAAHHA

feel so much beta now.. hahha =P

on a brighter note.. 10 mths juz passed on national day..

for d big national secret, go HERE!

hehe *winks* =)

this post is dedicated to my baby cheng sulyn

hey baby.. juz wanna sae.. i'm sorry.. not perfect yet..

but yeah.. i m trying.. trying 2 make tings beta.. trying 2 get used 2 eating wit ur family.. tryin 2 balance evryting in my life.. an i cn sae.. I TOTALLY ENJOY IT!

i admit.. sum tings cun change.. but yeah dear.. evrydae.. it's my goal 2 make u feel more an more loved.. more an more focused on.. more an more happy..

i love u my darling.. an i'm not afraid 2 sae it out loud..

I LOVE U!

hahaha thnx 4 evryting.. all d time we spend.. an i wanna thank u in advance 4 all d times we're gonna spend.. alwaes.. i love u..

evryting i do 4 u i enjoy.. tings tt i dun reali enjoy at 1st.. r starting 2 grow on me.. hahha

tings tt i'm not so gd at.. i try 2 get beta.. an i tink i'm improving.. hehe.. but yeah..

dis post is dedicated to you..

you who:

1. means the world to me
2. taught me what it is 2 truely love a person
3. is the most beautiful person
4. i wan to shrink an keep in my pocket so i can spend every moment with
5. i would give everyting for
6. i wan to marry
7. i actually plan to marry
8. makes d biggest problem seem alright
9. 's company i enjoy the most ( an hope it's d same ;P)
10. i constantly wanna improve myself for
    
11. is CHENG SULYN (nuff said)

so yeah dear.. i noe we'll last long.. i juz noe it.. an i'll work towards it as well..

i promise.

love you wit all my heart baby.

i only want to be the man, who'd give you everyting i can,
everyday an every night, loving you for all my life
i don't want to change the world,
as long as you're my girl,
it's more than enough

wahahahah japs rock! manga iz gud.. but engrish not sooo.. ahhahhaahah

9 mths 9 mths 9 mths

WHOO WHOO!!!!

9 mths 9 mths 9 mths 9 mths

WHOO WHOO!!

hahahah super happy la.. it's 3/4 of a yr la..whoopie!

still madly in love.. still super excited 2 c u.. hahah

thnx 4 evryting la..

CHENG SULYN!

U ROCK!

love u 2 bits and powder!!

new blog skin! hahaha totally cun claim credit 4 it la..

CHENG SULYN!!!

LOVE U SO MUCH LA!!!

*winks*

thnx so much 4 dis.. altho i guess u wun let me do d same 4 u.. hahaha scared i screw up ur 1.. hahah but thnx dear! u hav chosen d perfect blogskin lor.. lyk.. AIE!!!!

so excited.. =P

hey... juz wanted 2 post this.. SULYN! u cn have a new job! hahaha my babe here juz made a $10 buck haircut look lyk a $18 buck salon style.. hahaha

ROCK ON!

love ya to bits!

hehe

face abit druggie lyk la.. but wth.. hair nice.. hahahaha

*winks*

yeah! i is baq!! hahahaah ppl start tagging! hahahah

oh well.. summer is kicking in in singapore.. getting damn hot an shit.. it's d mid yrs! an summer season is in! hahah d JOASH fashion line dis for the monsoon/summer 2005 is......... FITTING CLOTHES! no more shirts 2 sizes 2 big, wit d sleeves hanging at my elbow, in comes fitting t shirts and mayb a few polos.. evry1 shld hav a few sets of polos in different colours.. hahah juz watch it when u wear fitting shirts, make sure u hav lycra in them.. hahah got a shirt tt makes a crack sound whenever i pull my arms forward. hahahah sucks man gotta lose tt belly tho..

haha there's alwaes a reason for u to change ur style of dressing.. simply bcuz.. it looks beta!!! tink i sound damn gay la.. but yeah.. hahaha so much i wanna buy.. but prob gonna b juz another of my pipe dreams.. hahah

oh well.. i admit.. i've made sum realli bad choices in my dressing b4.. trust me.. sum were weird.. and sum were juz utterly ugly. but as in the case of all the other aspects of my life..

i'm not afraid to admit it..

yes i've made mistakes.. sum were ur own choices.. lyk.. my hair last yr.. hahaha sulyn wld puke if i told her i wanted to grow it long again.. 'cum on baby.. it cun b tt bad rite?' i ask.. 'YES IT IS U IDIOT!!' then she wld proceed to mock me.. hahahaha.. cracks me up..

so yeah.. i changed tt part of my life.. cuz.. it wuz d beta choice! haha

but sumtimes in life.. it ain't totally ur fault.. as in yeah.. u looked ugly.. but then.. mayb ur parents, or ur frens may hav influenced u 2 do it.. mayb wear tt heart-spotted tunic 4 church.. so.. tt means.. 2 parties were at fault! haha

so.. life is all abt change.. mayb u need 2 change parts of urself 2 look an mayb feel beta.. mayb when u change it.. u wun look weird and make ur frens ard u look weird.. so yeah.. benefits wld hav an multiplier effect.. hahaha =P

mayb 4 so-called 'fashion pros'.. it may b a time 2 admit tt u had a part 2 play in making ur fren look ugly as well.. cuz i'm sure..

sumtimes we never ever see into our own faults.. no matter how smart we tink we r..

!!!! hehehe!!! 

hahahahaha wat the!!!!!! =P 

3rd Eye Blind

Deep Inside Of You

When we met light was shed
Thoughts free flow you said you've got something
Deep inside of you
A wind chime voice sounds, sway of your hips round rings true
Echoes deep inside of you
These secret garden beams
Changed my life so it seems
Fall breeze blows outside, I don't break stride
Thoughts so warm, and they go
Deep inside of you, of you

Oh yeah
And I never felt alone
Alright, alone... alone
Till I met you

Friends say I've changed, I don't listen cause I live to be
Deep inside of you
Slide of her dress, Shouts in darkness
I'm so alive
I'm deep inside of you
You said boy made girl feel good
But still
Deep inside, still

I never felt alone
Till I met you
And I'm alright on my own 
And then I met you 
And I'd know what to do if I just knew what’s coming

I would change myself if I could 
I'd walk with my people if I could find them,
and I’d say that I'm sorry to you
I'm sorry to you
And I don't wanna call you,
but then I wanna call you cause I don't wanna crush you
but I feel like crushing you and it's true
I took for granted you were with me
I breathe by your looks and you look right through me
But we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
Right... oh, what's right?

Something's gone you withdraw and I'm not strong like before
I was
Deep inside of you
I can go nowhere
I burn candles and stare at a ghost
Deep inside of you
And some great need in me
Starts to bleed
I've lost myself, there's nothing left, it's all gone 
Deep inside of you 
Deep inside of you, mmm
Deep inside of you



i lyk dis song.. old.. but not bad.. hahaha  *winks*
there.. updated.. haha =P

i'm baq~~~ hahaha

it's been awhile yeah? =P
guess dis will b my 1st writing post in a long long long time.. hahaah

but yeah.. 1st i wanna start by thanking sum ppl..

kudos to my bandmates 4 d songfest auditions: SULYN *winks*, matthew, hong peng, jerome and yuqin(most happening manager)! reali enjoy playing wit u guys.. let's show those posers wat real talent is yeah? haha.. we're all gd..

kudos to d ppl hu helped me in my 1st ever worship leading.. all my bandmates.. made my fear lyk.. clam.. abit.. but yeah.. reali meant alot.. felt d presence of God.. ben, melvin, ian, isabel, jian hao, ben tan.. yeah.. thnx loads for serving wit me.. sorrie if u guys had 2 skip lunch or sumting..

kudos to... my cell grp.. u guys r great!

kudos to.. the thai mission trip team.. u guys did great for God!!

oh well.. i'll thank more when i remember yeah? haha not tt i dun hold d otrs in higher, or lower regard.. =)

haha juz tinking abt sum stuff nowadays.. turning 18 in abt a month, sum1 is turning 18 on wed.. =P hehe.. ;P hahaha but yeah.. juz tinking abt wat age brings..

a few yrs baq, i saw myself as sum psuedo-revolutionary; 'screw singapore!' 'our lives here suck ass man!' 'damn the paper chase!' 'it's a shitty world out there!' '&$*&%*%&^#%^^#*$#(@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' (dunno where tt came from)

but yeah.. stuff on tv an politically-themed movies cn do tt 2 u.. i got the shirts, got the red bk.. listened to the music.. got quotes.. hahaha.. still have yet 2 catch 'the motorcycle dairies' hehe

then i realised, wat i wuz doing, which wuz prob wat most kids my age were doing, wuz juz making a whole lot of useless noise, cuz all we did wuz curse an swear in the air, and do nth much abt it.. hmmmm yeah.. tt wuz lyk.. in.. i wuz different, juz lyk evry1 else..

but i guess, as u grow older.. mayb getting wise is juz a nice wae of saying getting disillusioned.. u find tt Ecclesiastes 1:2-11 reali hits home.. an i found out tt i had 2 eat alot of d words tt i spoke.. damn..

most times, we critisize juz 4 the sake of being heard, juz so tt we can hope 2 leave a mark on the minds of the ppl tt we r near, so tt we will b remembered an hopefully, respected.. i guess we all need tt in life sumtimes.. haha..

i guess, tok is cheap, action is a totally different matter.. i'll admit 2 tt..

so.. guess we shld all juz tok less now.. cuz we cn v seldom deliver on wat we proclaim, if we go totally against it 2 start wit.. but yeah..

so yeah.. poverty in the world? 55 million ppl living wit less than US$1 a day? i know all abt tt.. i'll start preaching when i start actually doing sumting abt it..

in the meantime.. gotta get baq 2 preparing a gift.. *winks* finishing touches man! hehe

God bless u guys..


*put ur arms ard me, wat u feel is wat u r an wat u r is beautiful*

hmmmm in sappy mood now.. hahaa.. juz kinda tinking la.. an sum parts does sae wat i wanna sae.. so yeah.. hahaha.. *many winks*

*fave song of a highly favoured person*

=)

From This Moment

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you
is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

hmmmm in sappy mood now.. hahaa.. juz kinda tinking la.. an sum parts does sae wat i wanna sae.. so yeah.. hahaha.. *many winks*

*fave song of a highly favoured person*

=)

From This Moment

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you
is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

Which Naruto Character are You?
Test by http://www.naruto-kun.com

yeah! hahhaha..

=P 

juz got d goo goo doll's dizzy up the girl an one song is great.. ahahahshall post it here.. it's 4 sum1 as well.. hahaha *winks*

Slide

Could you whisper in my ear

The things you wanna feel

I'll give you anything

To feel it comin'



Do you wake up on your own

And wonder where you are

You live with all your faults



Chorus:

I wanna wake up where you are

I won't say anything at all

So why don't you slide



Yeah we're gonna let it slide



Don't you love the life you killed

The priest is on the phone

Your father hit the wall

Your ma disowned you



Don't suppose I'll ever know

What it means to be a man

If there's something I can't change

I'll live around it



Chorus



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall

Oh S_____, put your arms around me

What you feel is what you are

And what you are is beautiful

Oh S_____, do you wanna get married

Or run away



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall

Oh S_____, put your arms around me

What you feel is what you are

And what you are is beautiful

Oh S_____ do you wanna get married

Or run away



Chorus



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall



Oh S_____, why dont you slide in to my room

just slide into my room

and we'll run away run away

sum unneeded parts i blanked off.. ahhaahah
but added sum otr stuff.. =P

~to you~ (can't wait 4 wed)

i'm baqq!!! hahaahah hey ppl.. yeah.. inoe it's been long.. but i've juz hadn't found the time to blog.. ahha laziness mostly.. plus otr tings on my mind.. *wink wink* hehehehe

but yeah.. wuz juz wondering.. hmmm juz wanna sae.. tings are turning out reali great.. life's quite gd.. got into naruto.. haha tring 2 start studying.. in sch film society.. haah but okae la.. nuff said.. hahaha.. life's GOOD!

wuz juz tinking.. sumtimes u dive into sumting.. not knowing what to expect, and it turns out good.. u b happy for a little bit, with the occasional ups and downs. but yeah.. it's mostly high.. so yeah.. all's nice.. then when u go on for awhile.. u wonder if u'll get tired, u dun reali noe if u cn trust urself an stuff.. but yeah.. hmmm then u open up an tok abt it.. an in doing so.. u feel so relived, so refreshed, reinvigorated, that u dunno wat else to sae but, "Damn i'm %&^#&$*%*#$^$ ESTATIC!" hahaha yeah.. hahahaah

thnx for listening to me.. reali meant alot.. so much.. *wink wink*

Haiz* *satisfied sigh*

I'm Loving It!

hahaha

but yeah.. on to otr seemingly mundane stuff.. well not reali..

jan 14th has past!!! ahha it's all gd.. wuz a great gig.. wan more.. sumting more challenging..

thnx for all hu came down, it wuzn't a perfect gig, but yeah.. i'll improve.. =) an yes.. i wun reali try singing so much nxt time.. ahahahah =P

Dave Matthews Band:

When The World Ends

When the world ends

Collect your things

You're coming with me

When the world ends

You tuckle up yourself with me

Watch it as the stars disappear to nothing

The day the world is over

We'll be lying in bed



I'ma rock you like a baby when the cities fall

We'll rise as the building's crumble

Float there and watch it all

Amidst the burning, we'll be churning

You know, love will be our wings

The passion rises up from the ashes

When the world ends



When the world ends

You're gonna come with me

We're going to be crazy

Like a river bends

We're going to float

Through the criss cross of the mountains

Watch them fade to nothing

When the world ends

You know that's what's happening now

I'm going to be there with you somehow, oh...



I'ma tie you up like a baby in a carriage car

Your legs don't work cause you want me so

You just lie spread to the wall

The love you got is surely

All the love that I would ever need

I'ma to take you by my side

And love you tall, 'til the world ends



Oh, but don't you worry about a thing

No, 'cause I got you here with me

Don't you worry about it

Just you and me

Floating through the empty, empty

Just you and me

Oh, graces

Oh, grace



Oh, when the world ends

We'll be burning one

When the world ends

We'll be sweet makin love

Oh, you know when the world ends

I'm going to take you aside and say

Let's watch it fade away, fade away

And the world's done

Ours just begun

It's done

Ours just begun



We're gonna dive into the emptiness

We'll be swimming

I'm going to walk you through the pathless roads

I'm going to take you to the top of the mountain that's no longer there

I'm going to take you to bed and love you, I swear

Like the end is near



I'm going to take you up to

I'm going to take you down on you

I'm going to hold you like an angel, angel



I'ma to love you

I'ma to love you

When the world ends

I'ma to hold you

When the world is over

We'll just begin...





Great song.. hahah ;-P

hahahaaha it's kinda funny.. gotta admit.. rite?