Wednesday, June 02, 2004

2004 is now the yr of conflict.. mayb gd will come of it.. but i dunno.. it's painful 2 hear.. haiz* i dunno lar.. sian sian sian.. dis is a time of momentous change..those tt i reali respect r leaving.. juz hope tt gd does cum out of it.. haiz* all of us r going 2 b affected by this 1 wae or another.. guess life does do such tings 2 u.. oh well.. i'll c where i cn help yeah?

btw d chalet wuz great.. God works fast.. i'm getting a testimony alreadi.. it wuz raining b4 d bbq.. then we tot 'oh no..' felt reali bad cuz we lyk i tot we were treating God lyk santa.. so i juz said a quick prayer by myself tt d rain wld clear.. but then later when we gathered an prayed.. d clouds cleared right away.. okae.. mayb not lyk get blown lar.. but then.. wa lau.. juz stop liddat.. then it held up till aft d bbq awhile.. made me reali lyk go 0_0 woah! God is PRO! hahahahah

i tink evryting went well there oso.. guess gd tings do cum out.. tink devotion went well.. i hope..

IAN U PLAY GD GUITAR! I'M GETTING U 2 PLAY EVRYTING I SONGLEAD NXT TIME!!!! yeah.. hahahaha seriously.. c i dun insult u all d time.. =)

more nxt time when i'm feeling less sleepy.. pass few daes has been a testament 2 d powers of Panadol Cold Relief tablets.. and more imptly, God's POWER.. =)

Thursday, May 27, 2004

i hav finally gotten down to blogging again.. haha juz wanna thank evry1 hu played a part in making my bdae nice.. hehe mondae wuz a real funny dae.. exp 4 pw an tt stupid econs tuition in which we were juz stoning there looking at egghead foo.. seriously.. i mean.. wa lau.. cum my hse 1st ting he do is slip.. HAHAHAHAHAH.. damn funny..

d few otr daes till 2dae were kinda mundane.. exp 4 it raining down on us at d heats yesterdae.. oh well.. at least d body paint did not get a chance to smudge.. my new shoes were okae.. they got wet.. sumhow..

2dae wuz juz v v v v depressing.. i dunno.. but 2dae 4 d 1st time in awhile tt i seriously tot abt killing myself.. i dunno.. oh well.. prob juz a passing tot.. it's lyk i'm walking ard in a bad dream.. oh well.. life shld get beta.. there's still tings 2 look 4ward 2.. hehe

more on d 2 tings tt cracked me up is wk..

an eggy head monster fool found his wae thru into the Joash's Keep, the Duke of the Keep suspects it was an inside job, as he had heard of his friend calling down a "Tutor", and subsequently opened the gates of the Keep, and in doing so gave the monster free reign to destroy the fiefdom of Joash frm the inside out.
the duke's fears subsided quickly when the monster slipped as it was decending to the main hall, in doing so, proved to Joash an his advisors, much to their mirth, that the monster posed no real threat.
the monster then proceeded to ramble on for 2 hrs abt topics tt were not entirely wat were requested of it. as such it wuz to b d last time he wuz to b seen.

*egg-headed monsters with potruding eyes should not be teachers*

kinda ironic tt he said he hated teaching.. hahahah

4get i said 2 tings.. 1 mean ting is enuf.. dis is still cracking me up.. an it's lasting wae longer than mutabaruka did.. hahahahah

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

BELIEVE

I SAY ON SUNDAY HOW MUCH I WANT REVIVAL
BUT THEN ON MONDAY I CAN'T EVEN FIND MY BIBLE
WHERE'S THE POW'R
THE POW'R OF THE CROSS IN MY LIFE

I'M SICK OF PLAYING THE GAME OF RELIGION
I'M TIRED OF LOSING MY REASON FOR LIVING
WHERE'S THE POW'R
THE POW'R OF THE CROSS IN MY LIFE

I'M NOT CONTENT JUST TO WALK THROUGH MY LIFE
GIVIN' IN TO THE LIES
WALKIN' IN COMPROMISES NOW
WE CRY OUT AS A GENERATION THAT WAS LOST
BUT NOW IS FOUND IN THE POW'R OF THE CROSS

WE BELIEVE IN YOU
WE BELIEVE IN THE POW'R OF YOUR WORD
AND ITS TRUTH
WE BELIEVE IN YOU
SO WE LAY DOWN OUR CAUSE
THAT OUR CROSS MIGHT BE FOUND IN YOU

I'M NOT SATISFIED DOING IT MY OWN WAY
I'M NOT SATISFIED TO ‘DO CHURCH'
AND WALK AWAY, I'M NOT SATISFIED
THERE'S NO LOVE IN MY LIFE BUT YOU
I'M NOT SATISFIED LIVING IN YESTERDAY'S HOUR
I'M NOT SATISFIED TO HAVE THE FORM
BUT NOT THE POW'R, I'M NOT SATISFIED

LORD, I AM CRUCIFIED IN YOU


enough said. =)
y isit tt went u're this close 2 getting sumting u wan.. tings work 2gether 2 drag u back 2 d harsh floor and baq 2 ur mundane crappy life?

soaking wet.. dammit.. no chance 2 watch troy... ARGH!!!!!!! i reali wish i cn skip the rehersal.. of all d freaking times 2 pour down.. now i'm juz wet an irritated.. dammit dammit.. haiz*

an i tink i failed both my econs tests... screw.. at least there's a few tings left tt i cn look forward 2..

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

woah! d blogging ting has changed! looks kinda cooler now.. ahahahah study stress.. oh well.. it's not tt bad.. barely making it thru.. hope my essay does okae.. econs fac test nxt mon.. essay test on tues... wow.. ouch.. hhahhaa juz shows how much i need tuition now yeah?

at least a few tings keeping my faith up.. there's still d wkend and stuff.. so y worry? hehehe i'll juz hav 2 do as much as i can when i can.. and hope i dun screw up..

no song 2 put here 2dae leh.. =( so 2dae's terribly short.. hmmm haiz* oh well.. at least i din hav cca 2dae..

Sunday, May 09, 2004

so freaking stoned.. juz came baq frm jamming at aljunite.. got d funny sponge 2 muffle d sound of the drums.. no cymbals yet tho.. ian's starting 2 bug me abt it alreadi.. away foul beast! get hence thee!! heheheeh

dis wk.. long daes were long.. tiring.. but few tings came ard an made up 4 evryting.. hahahah so i'm kinda feeling gd rite now.. hehe 1 ting tt's becoming my fave place 2 b at.. on a nice soft comfy sofa.. hahaha so nice an almost sleep..outside wakemeup an in church.. warm.. peaceful.. (-_-)ZzZzZZzzZZzzzzzzz... tings r looking up now.. hope i dun mess up my life lyk i'm prone 2 do.. haiz*

hot dae.. haiz*

jamming wuz gd.. i tink i improved witout practising.. it wuz real gd.. exp my ears were left kinda numb frm slamming d cymbals.. hahahaha

wish i had more free time.. lit's a killer 2 read.. 'the monk' is a horny book.. i lyk cats.. chocolates r sweet.. kway teow has lard.. a starfish as 5 arms.. circles r round.. yeah... *stoned*

u cn nv get enuf of dave matthews band.. =)

Where Are You Going?

Where are you going?
With your long face pulling down, don’t hide away.
Like an ocean, which you can’t see but you can,
Smell and the sound of waves crash down.

I am no Superman,
I have no reasons for you.
I am no hero, no; that’s for sure.
But I do know one thing,
Where you are, that's where I belong.
I do know where you go is where I wanna be.

Where are you going?
Where do you go?

Are you looking for answers?
To questions under the stars.
Well if along the way,
You are grow weary,
You can rest with me until a brighter day.
yeah ok.

I am no Superman,
I have no answers for you.
I am no hero, no; that's for sure.
But I do know one thing,
Where you are, that's where I belong,
I do know where you go is where I wanna be.

Where are you going?
Where do you go?

Where do you go?
Where are you going?

Where do you go?
I am no Superman,
I have no answers for you.
I am no hero, no; that's for sure.
But I do know one thing,
Where you are, that's where I belong
I do know where you go is where I wanna be.

Where are you going?
Where do you go?
And where are you going?
Where you must go.

Thursday, May 06, 2004

when depressed an downcast, u cn hear sting an get this v weird an soothing feeling when u hear his songs( mayb i wuz sleepy).. but still d daes aren't being gd 2 me.. now even cca is taking up my fridaes.. screw..

Fields Of Gold

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in fields of gold

So she took her love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

Will you stay with me, will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
You forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in fields of gold

See the west wind move like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth
Among the fields of gold

I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We'll walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold

Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You forget the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold

Sunday, May 02, 2004

a lot of tings bogging me down.. shan't speak 2 much abt it here..

1 ting tt's looking up tho.. got a drum set booked alreadi! yamaha.. now all i need 2 do is to go cymbal shopping.. here cums zildjian A customs!!!! hahaha.. plus 3rd place offers 30-45 min gigs on their 'chill night'.. so at least i got a few movitating factors 2 push me on..

jc life is still stress.. haiz* cun reali tink v well now.. oh well..

finch is playing in my head now.. hmmm last 2 line's out of place sumhow.. i is becoming music critic.. hehe

Three Simple Words

Open up my eyes, flooded with daylight
Another sleepless night turns color black and white
With all the things I've said
There is just regret, repeating in my head

Hands into a fist, static in my head
Now I'm sitting face to face with loneliness
What did I expect?
Did I see forever in you?

I never wanted it to hurt more than it should
I hope you're satisfied I never could

Time to close my eyes, forget about this mess
And try to fix this tragic loss of innocence
But how could I forget the things I have inside,
When everything is dead?

I never wanted it to hurt more than it should
I hope your satisfied, I never could

Can't you see, you left me here on my own
Give me one good reason why I should let go
With my hands around your neck,
Who will stop me now?

Saturday, May 01, 2004

shit! no picture.. irritating
i wuz bored.. an d incubus pic looked okae.. hahaha i hear d drummer's gd.. yeah.. hmmm

Incubus
Modern rock! You're very good! Your lyrics have
lots to say, but you can go crazy sometimes...
Careful now... Just keep making that music
that keeps the rock world watching!


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Wednesday, April 28, 2004

haiz* dis is reali getting out of hand.. while sum of us whine.. hav we stopped an tot abt ourselves? i dunno lar... dis has 2 stop sooner or later.. wth do we achive thru acting lyk assholes? dare we admit we were perfect?

wat makes us different frm outside ppl? if ppl actually look at us now.. wat will they tink? how can we sae.. "i serve Jesus" then screw ard and sae.. 'they started it!'?

you fuss over the speck of dust in your brother's eye, but fail 2 see the log in your own

dare we call ourselves christians now?

watever.. do wat the hell u wanna do.. but dun u guys bring down the name of COGS chi cong, or more importantly, the name of God, and the image that non-christians hav of us..

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

correction.. it's onli a black sheep in d chi cong tt made so much problems.. not a particular grp of ppl.. i dunno lar.. dis is getting out of hand..

Monday, April 26, 2004

yest wuz kinda fun.. games an all.. plus jamming.. need more prac.. haiz* got abit of minor problems in d games.. i'm onli gonna speak abt soccer.. cuz i saw most of wat went wrong there, and d captian's ball wuz not tt bad.. at least d games i saw weren't.. more concerned wit d acts of d guys.. no offense meant 2 ani1..

soccer.. 1stly.. of d games i saw.. dammit.. i'm onli toking abt chi cong.. cuz tt's onli wat i saw frm where i wuz sitting.. y wuz there so much tension? wat were going thru ur minds as d daes drew nearer d yesterdae? i dunno.. did u even bother 2 shake hands aft d match? do many of the sundae sch bunch dare sae they were perfect in their conduct in d match? 1 guy came 2 us when were were jostling 4 fun, 'stop fighting lar! so big still fight! muz save energy 4 later!!' (-___-#) wow.. so uncalled 4.. i saw wat i saw.. ani it wuz juz 2 much lor.. watever happened 2 'friendly match'? haiz* juz hope tings will get beta.. mayb d guys hu played soccer may beg 2 differ.. but ask ani of d older 1s.. they'll back up wat i said.. mayb it's not eithics 2 name names here.. so i wun.. but grps i wld sae.. sec1-2 guys.. wat's ur motive? okae.. mayb d parents standing by d side prompts weren't helping either..

i dunno lar.. juz dun care much 4 overly uptight ppl.. mayb their juz small.. their grow up.. hopefully..

unneeded tension is a sign of childishness-ioaka

i dunno.. juz hope tings get beta.. overall.. tings were okae at d end.. so yar..it's beta.. hmmm

d sky yesterdae wuz reali nice.. bluest of blue.. nice clouds and not too hot.. haven't seen d sky 4 awhile.. sitting on d sofa outside wakemeup music wuz reali nice.. relaxing.. finally get 2 slow my mind down.. short span of bliss.. juz so tired nowadays.. *phew*

Saturday, April 24, 2004

3rd place rocks! hehehe it's not bad leh.. wanna go down on fri 4 d 'chillout nite' ting.. hmmmnot bad not bad.. service on sofa.. hahaah cool.. d wkend is here.. so gd lar.. cn rest.. v tired.. so not so bad.. hmmm

my drums is improving!!! whoo hoo! so not so bad.. not all i need is 2 form a band 2 play wit.. joel is got problem.. cuz he got otr bands.. hmmm mayb AGBN will hav 2 take abit of a break.. cuz ian is going away.. but okae lar.. juz gotta improve more.. then cn play more songs..

I CN DO TT PRO ROLLING ALREADI!! HAHAHA LOOK OUT FUNNY BAND DRUMMER! I IS PRACTISING HARD NOW! LMAO!

yeah.. i guess i'm feeling funny.. lost my gp book.. gota get a new 1 tml.. damn.. not so gd a wk i guess..
i is here 2 blog again! hehehe.. v tired.. but had fun tho.. last nite went 2 eat fish an co.. then sat on sum funny car ting.. those tt u play when u're a little kid.. fish an co is nice.. d fish an chips r great! hehehehe

getting asked 2 play 4 my bro again.. sumting abt a demo..mayb i shld work at a pub.. money money money! hehehehe.. but then i'll prob die an repeat.. hmmm mayb i'll b a rich repeat student! hehehehe.. oh well.. 4get it..

d onli book i cn read now is my lit bks.. which is kinda sad, cuz they get boring.. hist notes shld cum later.. hmmmmm econs.. still cn go an die.. heh heh heh..

me is testing sumting.. seems lame..

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Wednesday, April 21, 2004

sumhow my bro's stredding on d guitar is getting kinda irritating.. hmmmm malmsteen sucks.. an my bro is playing it.. high pitch squealings make 4 painful headache.. heh heh heh
i is here again! and is proclaiming ms kon d most happening teacher ever! hahaha juz read finished her comic.. nice nice nice.. now i noe how harvey dent bcame 2-face.. cool.. i wan more! hahaha batman rocks! wahahahah

ms ng cn go an die.. gave her 32/40 a mcq test i din study 4.. she sae not gd.. she's picking on people.. irritating..

1st time i ever stayed up till 1 2 do work.. last nite wuz crazy.. coffee bcame sleeping pills.. no effect.. compounded my sleepiness.. at least i did 2 essays.. now.. cn slp 2dae.. whee! gotta remember 2 slp at 1030..

advice 2 ppl going 2 jc.. it's much more stress than aft d o's.. but it's wae fun! hehehe playing last man 4 soccer is so slack.. din break into sweat.. cn stil gesture to d ppl in d canteen.. heh heh heh..

sulyn is evil.. interogate me when i was in no position 2 do aniting.. EVIL EVIL EVIL!!!=P

Monday, April 19, 2004

i wuz bored last nite... so i did dis.. let's c if i cn make it a song.. haha

p.s. it's not supposed 2 b suicidal.. so yar.. hahhaah

I need all the help I can get,
No more running away.
Silent bane looms imminent.

Cracks around me bleed black,
I’m strangely unfazed.
I beckon perturb, ‘come hither’.

I wait on my Redeemer,
In my foolish stupor behold.
The Blade that pierces flesh and soul,
I push into my heart.
No bleeding, but variegation arise.


got a few comments alreadi.. haha 4 animore: d tagboards on d left.. haha =)

Sunday, April 18, 2004

fone broke.. screw.. it wuz reali bad.. argh.. heart hurts.. haiz* hope tings get beta tml.. behind time in hw..

had fun time at dinner.. ate alot.. hahah lyk 2 hrs nonstop? i dunno.. haiz*

yest a roach flew an landed on my neck.. okae.. not d best wk i had.. hahah i'm sweating as i'm writing dis..

hot hot hot hot hot!~ argh.. hahha

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

God speaks fast!

Isaiah 43I

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you
And the waves, will not overcome you
Do not fear, for I have redeemed you
I have called you by name, you are Mine


For I am the Lord your God
I am the Lord your God
(I am) the Holy One of Israel, your Savior

I am the Lord
Do not fear


When you pass through the fire, you'll not be hurt
And the flames will not consume you
Do not fear, for I have redeemed you
I have called you by name, you are Mine


You are the Lord
I'll not fear

You are the Lord