wow! havent updated so long my com4got my pw an had 2 retype my password 2 blogger.. hahaha

damn man.. exams drawing 2 a close.. feel dis overwhelming sense of relief tt is washing over me.. an i calm but gradually acceptance of the fact that..

HISTORY IS OVER!

WE'RE FINISHED!

hahahaha =P in more waes than 1..

but there's still gothic.. which i dn mind doing..... but haiz* thus is drawing nearer an nearer..

noe it'll pass fast if i juz slack it off.. but nono! cun do tt now cn i.. hahhaa..

but yeah.. looking 4ward 2 so many tings.. hahah

an yeah.. mayb tt's wat's getting 2 me..

lying an slacking wit sulyn.. =)

doing crazy stuff wit d gang.. hmmm haiz*

picking up my drums again..

aft 2dae i kinda found out wat's getting 2 me..

mayb it's not d exams.. but actaully fatigue.. i'm juz so tired.. wanna juz end it.. so i cn move on.. i hope.. i'm scared of d outcome.. but wth.. i've come so far.. cun do aniting abt tt now can i?

haiz* juz hope we do ok.. =)

dear.. mayb 2dae i felt weird not cuz of aniting.. but of d fact tt it wuz so close yet so far.. an i juzz felt lyk.. this sense of overwhelming anticipation.. tt is pressing on me so much..

sorrie i made u worry.. but yeah.. =) gotta juz let it sink in rite?

realli looking forward 2 d end.. =) so so much..

then we'll hav all d time in d world rite? 4 mths at least.. hahahaha.. =P

but yeah.. til then.. whee! we rock..

thnx 4 being there when i needed sulyn.. reali meant alot.. reali looking 4ward 2 d end of this wit u.. *wink* so much planned rite dear? missing u now.. alot..

an 4 all those hu msged me.. thnx alot.. i'm fine! i guess.. ahahah =P

well. gotta stop now.. so..

more later! hehe =P

to the gecko in my room

ok.. i noe u wun understand aniting i sae.. much less read a blog tt is speeaking 2 u.. but i cun very well speak gecko (cluck cluck cluck) and u understand neither english, chinese or d guttural noises i try 2 pass offas german or d hi pitched squeaks tt make tt is supposed 2 pas of as thai.. so yeah.. i'll juz stick 2 wat i noe..

U IDIOT!
I TRY AN RELEASE U TO THE WILD AND U SPIT IN MY FACE AN RUN AWAY!

ok so i chased u wit a bottle an crashing lyk a whale in a kiddy pool.. but tt's still no reason 2 do tt..
i do respect d fact tt u cn do weird acrobatics while sticking 2 d wall.. but i juz hope u understand tt i dun reali lyk animals crawling abt my room..

let me get this straight.. there's no food in my room tt i noe of.. so i dun wanna hav 2 find ur body in full rigor mortis.. cuz tt's juz gross..

SO I BEG U! GET OUT! there r plenty of small bugs tt u love outside my room..

tt being said.. i dun tink u wld move so i propose a truce..

fine u cn stay.. till i catch u tt is.. but till then.. here r d conditions..

1. no rude surprises crawling over my leg or desk when i'm awake.
2. keep d mosquitoes out, or silverfish.. or ants..
3. it mite get cold at nite.. shld u wanna snuggle.. d otr warm body tt lies nearer the floor is warmer than mine is open.. i'm sure he'll love company.
4. shld u still wanna hang wit me.. do it when i'm aslp.. (see 1.)
5. on my pillow there cld b puddles of water at nite.. shld u b thirsty.. but DON'T enter the source of the water!
6. all otr openings shld b avoided as well.. esp d warm, dark but smelly 1 where my legs meet (for ur own gd)
7. rules does not apply 4 d lower lying warm body.
8. try 2 avoid being crushed.. dun wanna clean up ur innards.
   

din hit 10.. so guess tt cld b ez 2 remember..
i grudgingly sae,
Have A Nice Stay

(hell.. still better than having roaches rite?)
all d best in studying ppl!
*WINK* to my tokyo destroyer! hehe

yeah!!! got d pictures of d fantabulous shoes! ahahah aren't they juz awesome? hehe.. 1 yr prez frm Sulyn.. haha.. so uber glad we made it la..

these r totally a dream 2 wear la.. and look at.. haha.. an wat's more, there's onli 2 in singapore!! whoopie! hehe.. so yeah.. ogle away.. cuz tt's d most u're gonna get! hahaha


side view now.. hehe.. DVS! ltd ed imports! yeah! hahah

THNX BABE! lotsa love!

=)

*my tokyo destroyer*

yeah!!!!

ONE YEAR!!! ONE YEAR!!! WHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!! 1 YEAR.. 365 DAES.. tt juz makes out 2 b many many moments.. many many minutes.. many many many many many many many GREAT times spent 2gether.. b it being physically together, on d fone, having weird msg convasations.. hahaha

done so much dis year.. ups an downs.. many many ups.. a few downs.. hahaha so tt makes it a constant upward surge.. hahaha in conclusion.. WE ROCK!!!!!

ate a great RICE TABLE dinner.. (thnx qin) hahaha still full.. still happy..

noe we've grown.. in all aspects..

here's 2 many many more great years together!

i remember evryting la.. hahaha

d utter bliss we both felt over msn when i 1st confessed our feelings..

d many mths of aniversaries..

d weird places we went..

late conversations on d fone abt evryting an nth at all..

i remember it all..




i love u Cheng Sulyn..

always an forever

there is a myth of a greek god making a criticism on man, pointing out a flaw, that it was not possible to look into the heart of a man.. to see his true thoughts and feelings, or his motivations.

i dunno y such tings happen.. call me idealistic..

but i juz belive.. some problems hav a single root..

there is an information theory tt goes abt war.. tt saes tt shld each party noe the capability an intent of either side.. no conflict wld take place.. it's juz either a lack of, or false information tt makes it problematic..

guess it can b applied..

yes existance is gray.. or muddy, or murky..

but i tend 2 belive in dogma..mayb it's my upbringing.. but i still belive in most cases. it's 4 a gd cause..

so yeah..

guess i still belive sum tings r still black an white..

cuz.. wat's easy is mostly never right..

an wat seems rite is oso not..

an sumtimes.. a possibly painful ting.. lyk braces.. cld end up being 4 d better.. if onli d small step forward can b made..

openess shld still b pursued..

i guess we can nv noe wat otrs r tinking.. but we cn noe ourselves.. an i guess.. dis time..

we noe ourselves

we're stronger than u tink..

we've gone thru a damn lot of shit in these 361 daes than most couples..

an tt makes us stronger 2..

y? cuz we're still standing..

i stand by my babe.. i stand by my love..

more firmly rooted than ever..

Joash & Sulyn 4 many more years 2 come!

happy early 1st yr babe..

=)

A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
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If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

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Your Name

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

hehe mushy 2dae.. hehe

1 yr coming soon babe! hehe *muacks*
we rock!

baq frm d brink.. prelims over! hahaha

hanging at sulyn's is now fuss free an guilt free.. hahaha 4 d moment

right babe? hehe ;-P

oh well.. hmmm juz got a cd tt i i find is worth paying 4..

so i guess i mite as well tok abt it.. haha

in my stressed state during d prelims.. i did wat most logical ppl wld do..

i turned holy an started praying.. more than ever..

so tt included listening 2 christian music 2 calm my nerves.. hahaha

so.. planetshakers is cool.. reali lyk d reflector album.. esp LIVE UP UR EYES! yeah rocks..

then there's my king wit nice songs as well.. haha

then there's hillsongs' God he reigns.. which has tell d word.. rocks.. plus salvation is here..

but dun get me started on sum of d tuneless pseudo-metal Delirious stuff.. hahaha

okok.. nvm nvm.. most impt.. with all d distortion-driven guitar an thumping bass.. it gets d same aft awhile rite? so God gives hope! theres....



nth EVER beats d naked guitar sounds.. no frills folk an gospel blues of JOC going baq to their roots.. conviction in their vocals NOT shown thru shouting.. nice strings.. crisp drums.. all working damn well la.. an most of all.. it's hymns their singing! all done it d purest of gospel style..

oh man.. i'm blown away..

u wan gd spirit-filled music? yeah.. u cn look 2wards d distorted guitar of straight out australian rock.. whick leaves u jumping an shouting..

or..

go 2 d root of the carismatic movement!

look 2 d Southen Baptists an feel d music.. an wit it d desire 2 juz get up an dance in d tt ultimate Presence..

indeed, our God is the Lord of the dance..

AMEN!

I'll Fly Away

Some glad morning, when this life is o'er
I'll fly away,
To a home on God's celestial shore
I'll fly away.

When the shadows of this life have gone
I'll fly away.
Like a bird from these prison walls, I'll fly
I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O glory
I'll fly away
When I die, Hallelujah bye and bye,
I'll fly away.

O, how glad and happy when we meet,
I'll fly away.
No more cold iron shackles on my feet,
I'll fly away

I'll fly away, O Glory,
I'll fly away.
When I die Hallelujah bye and bye,
I'll fly away!

Just a few more weary days and then
I'll fly away.
To a land where joys shall never end
I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O glory
I'll fly away
When I die, Hallelujah bye and bye,
I'll fly away...

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

let's c.. how many essays will i write by the end of this prelims?

Hist:

1. ppr1: 4 essays(45 min each)
2. ppr2: 4 essays(45 min each)

Lit:

1. ppr1: 3 essays(1hr each)
2. ppr4: 2 essays(1.5 hr each)
3. ppr 8: 2 essays(2.5hr each)

Econs:

1. ppr3: 3 eassy(45 min each)
2. ppr2: 2 essay+-(1hr 45 min total)

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18 4 page plus essays!

oh well.. hahaha lyk..

many hand pains..

but okae la.. wun reali wanna dwell on tt..

so i move on.. hahah..

CARL'S JUNIOR DOUBLE WESTERN BACON!!!

damn tt shit is gd..

cun get a pic.. but 4 those who haven't tried it.. rox lyk damn man..

it makes d quarter pounder look lyk a cupcake..

it makes d big mac look lyk.. small..

it makes the Whopper look.. lyk.. damn small oso la!

mmmmmmmmm.. mmmmmmmmmm... (weird moaning noises)

2 large patties of REAL juicy beef..

2 strips of REAL PORK bacon...

CHEEEEESE!!

BBQ sauce..

an 3 onion rings!!!

freaking 8 inch diameter!!!

AHHHH damn hungry..

sure beats essays.. hahaha

hav fun ppl!

i've holed myself in my room so long tt i've grown used 2 silence..
an of the boomy sound tt my voice makes as in bounces round an round the cell of my own making..
till it finally gets tired an dies..

(no i'm not depressed, juz v v v sian)

realised my template makes my postings look utterly neat an quite beautiful..

thnx sulyn!

11 mths an still going strong yeah babe?

God bless us! hahah

*winks*

hey.. the systhesis finally lives up 2 it's name!! hahahahaha

systhesized platform has been approved.. yeah..

hope this works out 4 d best!

i reali hope.. an pray..

but yeah.. greatest church news i've heard in lyk super long la..

*whee*

ah!!!! i found something..

it's reali weird...

it's an orange..

wait..

no..

it's a butt..

no wait..

cun reali tell..

it's

IT'S A
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happy studying ppl! all d best!

=)

well.. i finally got d cam an took a few pics.. so.. here it is! d turtle!!! *wink*

whoopie! it's a es335! sum gibson copy.. but got it 4 $420, actually dad got it.. but yeah.. it's kinda cheap rite? supposed 2 cost lyk $600.. so yeah.. got hard case an stuff.. but tt's another matter.. hahaha

wat makes it so nice?? it's not d guitar shape itself.. it's......
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look! u cn c d wood grains!! ah!!!pardon my shadow.. but yeah!~ cool rite?

did i mention tt d sound an feel is exquisite? hahah reali my dream guitar.. 4 d moment at least. .ahahah now.. juz hav 2 figure out how 2 stop sucking.. hahaha

thus d temptations tt drag me away frm studying is complete..
*mixed feelings*

ARGH!!! I DUN CARE ABOUT NATIONAL INCOME!!! (nsc still sucks! stupid ass-kisser)

I DUN CARE ABOUT HOW FREAKING LENIN CAME 2 POWER WIT 'PiSS, BREAD AND LAND'!!

DID I MENTION TT I OSO DUN CARE THAT LOUIS XIV'S WIFE WAS A VERY HORNY BISEXUAL?

I DUN CARE ABOUT HOW POE IS A MASTER OF MONOMANIA!!!!

ARGH!!!! (actually i kinda lyk lit)

but

ARGH!!!!! HATE STUDYING MAN.. DOING 3 ESSAYS A WK AIN'T NOT FUN!!

sian.. but prelims coming in lyk 19 daes? an A's soon after..

suck ass man.. so guess i still gotta do it.. much 2 my pain..

so oh well. trudging on i guess.. hahah but yeah..

i'm hungry.. reali happy wit d choc i got 2dae(thnx sulyn!) american dollar bill.. had 2 rush thru it as it wuz melting tho.. but wth.. nice milk choc.. hmmmm *quivers in joy*

still blogging.. i wan d white squire bullet strat.. it's cheap an white.. haha 250 ain't much rite?

more no link thing of d wk.. i've been introduced to d great temptation tt is:



sumhow killing demons wit spells an a big axe, an a pet scopion whichshoots stings out of it's ass is 10k times more appealing than d flagrant sex in 'The Country Wife'.. but then again.. it's expected i guess.. hahahah

happy mugging exam ppl!

2 d rest! curse u!!!! ppl lyk.. ian, phoebe, joel, marc, uni students, lower sec students, jc yr 1s.. poly slackers, an all those hu dun hav 2 do much work.. argh!!!! i will dance on the dae u hav exams.. an make it rain lyk shit due 2 my bad dancing!

HAH!

argh!!! 1st time i got angry in a very long time!!!! at it's all cuz of YOU!!!!!

armpit ng sw_ _ ch_ ( wanna buy a vowel?)

nsc

all these juz in case ppl misunderstand hu i'm toking abt.. so unless ur names sounds lyk 'CWEE SHU'. disregard my ramblings, or at least juz dun take offence.. cuz if u do.. then u're juz oversensitive..

i'm hopping mad! (lyk a frog)

i'm bloated wit rage! (lyk the blueberry ger in charlie an d choc factory)

i'm so angry my hair became darker! ( lyk ian)

i'm so infuriated tt potential irritants shld shrink away lyk imps! (lyk phoebe)

i'm so pissed i'm pale! (lyk yixuan)

argh!!! in class so okae.. turn ard then stick a rash covered finger into my back y dun u.. eeeee so gross.. but ya!!! argh..

damn lost it.. now i'm juz alright.. stupid.. if sum1, juz sum1 reads this.. then 2 BAD! c if i care!

not lyk i haven't done ur work.. juz dun pass up on time.. hrmp..

watever result i get.. IT'S NO THNX 2 U!!!! i'm working! but i wun b stupid enuf 2 screw my results juz cuz i dun lyk u.. but.. hmmm expect me 2 luff more in ur class now.. AT U!!!!

MUAHAHAAHHA

feel so much beta now.. hahha =P

on a brighter note.. 10 mths juz passed on national day..

for d big national secret, go HERE!

hehe *winks* =)

this post is dedicated to my baby cheng sulyn

hey baby.. juz wanna sae.. i'm sorry.. not perfect yet..

but yeah.. i m trying.. trying 2 make tings beta.. trying 2 get used 2 eating wit ur family.. tryin 2 balance evryting in my life.. an i cn sae.. I TOTALLY ENJOY IT!

i admit.. sum tings cun change.. but yeah dear.. evrydae.. it's my goal 2 make u feel more an more loved.. more an more focused on.. more an more happy..

i love u my darling.. an i'm not afraid 2 sae it out loud..

I LOVE U!

hahaha thnx 4 evryting.. all d time we spend.. an i wanna thank u in advance 4 all d times we're gonna spend.. alwaes.. i love u..

evryting i do 4 u i enjoy.. tings tt i dun reali enjoy at 1st.. r starting 2 grow on me.. hahha

tings tt i'm not so gd at.. i try 2 get beta.. an i tink i'm improving.. hehe.. but yeah..

dis post is dedicated to you..

you who:

1. means the world to me
2. taught me what it is 2 truely love a person
3. is the most beautiful person
4. i wan to shrink an keep in my pocket so i can spend every moment with
5. i would give everyting for
6. i wan to marry
7. i actually plan to marry
8. makes d biggest problem seem alright
9. 's company i enjoy the most ( an hope it's d same ;P)
10. i constantly wanna improve myself for
    
11. is CHENG SULYN (nuff said)

so yeah dear.. i noe we'll last long.. i juz noe it.. an i'll work towards it as well..

i promise.

love you wit all my heart baby.

i only want to be the man, who'd give you everyting i can,
everyday an every night, loving you for all my life
i don't want to change the world,
as long as you're my girl,
it's more than enough

wahahahah japs rock! manga iz gud.. but engrish not sooo.. ahhahhaahah

9 mths 9 mths 9 mths

WHOO WHOO!!!!

9 mths 9 mths 9 mths 9 mths

WHOO WHOO!!

hahahah super happy la.. it's 3/4 of a yr la..whoopie!

still madly in love.. still super excited 2 c u.. hahah

thnx 4 evryting la..

CHENG SULYN!

U ROCK!

love u 2 bits and powder!!

new blog skin! hahaha totally cun claim credit 4 it la..

CHENG SULYN!!!

LOVE U SO MUCH LA!!!

*winks*

thnx so much 4 dis.. altho i guess u wun let me do d same 4 u.. hahaha scared i screw up ur 1.. hahah but thnx dear! u hav chosen d perfect blogskin lor.. lyk.. AIE!!!!

so excited.. =P

hey... juz wanted 2 post this.. SULYN! u cn have a new job! hahaha my babe here juz made a $10 buck haircut look lyk a $18 buck salon style.. hahaha

ROCK ON!

love ya to bits!

hehe

face abit druggie lyk la.. but wth.. hair nice.. hahahaha

*winks*

yeah! i is baq!! hahahaah ppl start tagging! hahahah

oh well.. summer is kicking in in singapore.. getting damn hot an shit.. it's d mid yrs! an summer season is in! hahah d JOASH fashion line dis for the monsoon/summer 2005 is......... FITTING CLOTHES! no more shirts 2 sizes 2 big, wit d sleeves hanging at my elbow, in comes fitting t shirts and mayb a few polos.. evry1 shld hav a few sets of polos in different colours.. hahah juz watch it when u wear fitting shirts, make sure u hav lycra in them.. hahah got a shirt tt makes a crack sound whenever i pull my arms forward. hahahah sucks man gotta lose tt belly tho..

haha there's alwaes a reason for u to change ur style of dressing.. simply bcuz.. it looks beta!!! tink i sound damn gay la.. but yeah.. hahaha so much i wanna buy.. but prob gonna b juz another of my pipe dreams.. hahah

oh well.. i admit.. i've made sum realli bad choices in my dressing b4.. trust me.. sum were weird.. and sum were juz utterly ugly. but as in the case of all the other aspects of my life..

i'm not afraid to admit it..

yes i've made mistakes.. sum were ur own choices.. lyk.. my hair last yr.. hahaha sulyn wld puke if i told her i wanted to grow it long again.. 'cum on baby.. it cun b tt bad rite?' i ask.. 'YES IT IS U IDIOT!!' then she wld proceed to mock me.. hahahaha.. cracks me up..

so yeah.. i changed tt part of my life.. cuz.. it wuz d beta choice! haha

but sumtimes in life.. it ain't totally ur fault.. as in yeah.. u looked ugly.. but then.. mayb ur parents, or ur frens may hav influenced u 2 do it.. mayb wear tt heart-spotted tunic 4 church.. so.. tt means.. 2 parties were at fault! haha

so.. life is all abt change.. mayb u need 2 change parts of urself 2 look an mayb feel beta.. mayb when u change it.. u wun look weird and make ur frens ard u look weird.. so yeah.. benefits wld hav an multiplier effect.. hahaha =P

mayb 4 so-called 'fashion pros'.. it may b a time 2 admit tt u had a part 2 play in making ur fren look ugly as well.. cuz i'm sure..

sumtimes we never ever see into our own faults.. no matter how smart we tink we r..

!!!! hehehe!!! 

hahahahaha wat the!!!!!! =P 

3rd Eye Blind

Deep Inside Of You

When we met light was shed
Thoughts free flow you said you've got something
Deep inside of you
A wind chime voice sounds, sway of your hips round rings true
Echoes deep inside of you
These secret garden beams
Changed my life so it seems
Fall breeze blows outside, I don't break stride
Thoughts so warm, and they go
Deep inside of you, of you

Oh yeah
And I never felt alone
Alright, alone... alone
Till I met you

Friends say I've changed, I don't listen cause I live to be
Deep inside of you
Slide of her dress, Shouts in darkness
I'm so alive
I'm deep inside of you
You said boy made girl feel good
But still
Deep inside, still

I never felt alone
Till I met you
And I'm alright on my own 
And then I met you 
And I'd know what to do if I just knew what’s coming

I would change myself if I could 
I'd walk with my people if I could find them,
and I’d say that I'm sorry to you
I'm sorry to you
And I don't wanna call you,
but then I wanna call you cause I don't wanna crush you
but I feel like crushing you and it's true
I took for granted you were with me
I breathe by your looks and you look right through me
But we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
Right... oh, what's right?

Something's gone you withdraw and I'm not strong like before
I was
Deep inside of you
I can go nowhere
I burn candles and stare at a ghost
Deep inside of you
And some great need in me
Starts to bleed
I've lost myself, there's nothing left, it's all gone 
Deep inside of you 
Deep inside of you, mmm
Deep inside of you



i lyk dis song.. old.. but not bad.. hahaha  *winks*
there.. updated.. haha =P

i'm baq~~~ hahaha

it's been awhile yeah? =P
guess dis will b my 1st writing post in a long long long time.. hahaah

but yeah.. 1st i wanna start by thanking sum ppl..

kudos to my bandmates 4 d songfest auditions: SULYN *winks*, matthew, hong peng, jerome and yuqin(most happening manager)! reali enjoy playing wit u guys.. let's show those posers wat real talent is yeah? haha.. we're all gd..

kudos to d ppl hu helped me in my 1st ever worship leading.. all my bandmates.. made my fear lyk.. clam.. abit.. but yeah.. reali meant alot.. felt d presence of God.. ben, melvin, ian, isabel, jian hao, ben tan.. yeah.. thnx loads for serving wit me.. sorrie if u guys had 2 skip lunch or sumting..

kudos to... my cell grp.. u guys r great!

kudos to.. the thai mission trip team.. u guys did great for God!!

oh well.. i'll thank more when i remember yeah? haha not tt i dun hold d otrs in higher, or lower regard.. =)

haha juz tinking abt sum stuff nowadays.. turning 18 in abt a month, sum1 is turning 18 on wed.. =P hehe.. ;P hahaha but yeah.. juz tinking abt wat age brings..

a few yrs baq, i saw myself as sum psuedo-revolutionary; 'screw singapore!' 'our lives here suck ass man!' 'damn the paper chase!' 'it's a shitty world out there!' '&$*&%*%&^#%^^#*$#(@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' (dunno where tt came from)

but yeah.. stuff on tv an politically-themed movies cn do tt 2 u.. i got the shirts, got the red bk.. listened to the music.. got quotes.. hahaha.. still have yet 2 catch 'the motorcycle dairies' hehe

then i realised, wat i wuz doing, which wuz prob wat most kids my age were doing, wuz juz making a whole lot of useless noise, cuz all we did wuz curse an swear in the air, and do nth much abt it.. hmmmm yeah.. tt wuz lyk.. in.. i wuz different, juz lyk evry1 else..

but i guess, as u grow older.. mayb getting wise is juz a nice wae of saying getting disillusioned.. u find tt Ecclesiastes 1:2-11 reali hits home.. an i found out tt i had 2 eat alot of d words tt i spoke.. damn..

most times, we critisize juz 4 the sake of being heard, juz so tt we can hope 2 leave a mark on the minds of the ppl tt we r near, so tt we will b remembered an hopefully, respected.. i guess we all need tt in life sumtimes.. haha..

i guess, tok is cheap, action is a totally different matter.. i'll admit 2 tt..

so.. guess we shld all juz tok less now.. cuz we cn v seldom deliver on wat we proclaim, if we go totally against it 2 start wit.. but yeah..

so yeah.. poverty in the world? 55 million ppl living wit less than US$1 a day? i know all abt tt.. i'll start preaching when i start actually doing sumting abt it..

in the meantime.. gotta get baq 2 preparing a gift.. *winks* finishing touches man! hehe

God bless u guys..


*put ur arms ard me, wat u feel is wat u r an wat u r is beautiful*

hmmmm in sappy mood now.. hahaa.. juz kinda tinking la.. an sum parts does sae wat i wanna sae.. so yeah.. hahaha.. *many winks*

*fave song of a highly favoured person*

=)

From This Moment

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you
is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

hmmmm in sappy mood now.. hahaa.. juz kinda tinking la.. an sum parts does sae wat i wanna sae.. so yeah.. hahaha.. *many winks*

*fave song of a highly favoured person*

=)

From This Moment

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you
is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

Which Naruto Character are You?
Test by http://www.naruto-kun.com

yeah! hahhaha..

=P 

juz got d goo goo doll's dizzy up the girl an one song is great.. ahahahshall post it here.. it's 4 sum1 as well.. hahaha *winks*

Slide

Could you whisper in my ear

The things you wanna feel

I'll give you anything

To feel it comin'



Do you wake up on your own

And wonder where you are

You live with all your faults



Chorus:

I wanna wake up where you are

I won't say anything at all

So why don't you slide



Yeah we're gonna let it slide



Don't you love the life you killed

The priest is on the phone

Your father hit the wall

Your ma disowned you



Don't suppose I'll ever know

What it means to be a man

If there's something I can't change

I'll live around it



Chorus



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall

Oh S_____, put your arms around me

What you feel is what you are

And what you are is beautiful

Oh S_____, do you wanna get married

Or run away



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall

Oh S_____, put your arms around me

What you feel is what you are

And what you are is beautiful

Oh S_____ do you wanna get married

Or run away



Chorus



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall



Oh S_____, why dont you slide in to my room

just slide into my room

and we'll run away run away

sum unneeded parts i blanked off.. ahhaahah
but added sum otr stuff.. =P

~to you~ (can't wait 4 wed)

i'm baqq!!! hahaahah hey ppl.. yeah.. inoe it's been long.. but i've juz hadn't found the time to blog.. ahha laziness mostly.. plus otr tings on my mind.. *wink wink* hehehehe

but yeah.. wuz juz wondering.. hmmm juz wanna sae.. tings are turning out reali great.. life's quite gd.. got into naruto.. haha tring 2 start studying.. in sch film society.. haah but okae la.. nuff said.. hahaha.. life's GOOD!

wuz juz tinking.. sumtimes u dive into sumting.. not knowing what to expect, and it turns out good.. u b happy for a little bit, with the occasional ups and downs. but yeah.. it's mostly high.. so yeah.. all's nice.. then when u go on for awhile.. u wonder if u'll get tired, u dun reali noe if u cn trust urself an stuff.. but yeah.. hmmm then u open up an tok abt it.. an in doing so.. u feel so relived, so refreshed, reinvigorated, that u dunno wat else to sae but, "Damn i'm %&^#&$*%*#$^$ ESTATIC!" hahaha yeah.. hahahaah

thnx for listening to me.. reali meant alot.. so much.. *wink wink*

Haiz* *satisfied sigh*

I'm Loving It!

hahaha

but yeah.. on to otr seemingly mundane stuff.. well not reali..

jan 14th has past!!! ahha it's all gd.. wuz a great gig.. wan more.. sumting more challenging..

thnx for all hu came down, it wuzn't a perfect gig, but yeah.. i'll improve.. =) an yes.. i wun reali try singing so much nxt time.. ahahahah =P

Dave Matthews Band:

When The World Ends

When the world ends

Collect your things

You're coming with me

When the world ends

You tuckle up yourself with me

Watch it as the stars disappear to nothing

The day the world is over

We'll be lying in bed



I'ma rock you like a baby when the cities fall

We'll rise as the building's crumble

Float there and watch it all

Amidst the burning, we'll be churning

You know, love will be our wings

The passion rises up from the ashes

When the world ends



When the world ends

You're gonna come with me

We're going to be crazy

Like a river bends

We're going to float

Through the criss cross of the mountains

Watch them fade to nothing

When the world ends

You know that's what's happening now

I'm going to be there with you somehow, oh...



I'ma tie you up like a baby in a carriage car

Your legs don't work cause you want me so

You just lie spread to the wall

The love you got is surely

All the love that I would ever need

I'ma to take you by my side

And love you tall, 'til the world ends



Oh, but don't you worry about a thing

No, 'cause I got you here with me

Don't you worry about it

Just you and me

Floating through the empty, empty

Just you and me

Oh, graces

Oh, grace



Oh, when the world ends

We'll be burning one

When the world ends

We'll be sweet makin love

Oh, you know when the world ends

I'm going to take you aside and say

Let's watch it fade away, fade away

And the world's done

Ours just begun

It's done

Ours just begun



We're gonna dive into the emptiness

We'll be swimming

I'm going to walk you through the pathless roads

I'm going to take you to the top of the mountain that's no longer there

I'm going to take you to bed and love you, I swear

Like the end is near



I'm going to take you up to

I'm going to take you down on you

I'm going to hold you like an angel, angel



I'ma to love you

I'ma to love you

When the world ends

I'ma to hold you

When the world is over

We'll just begin...





Great song.. hahah ;-P

hahahaaha it's kinda funny.. gotta admit.. rite? 

Jars Of Clay:

The Valley Song (Sing of Your Mercy)

You have lead me to the sadness

I have carried this pain

All my back bruised and nearly broken

I'm crying out to You



I will sing of Your mercy

That leads me through valleys of sorrow

To rivers of joy



When death like a gypsy

Comes to steal what I love

I will still look to the heavens

I will still seek your face



But I fear you aren't listening

Because there are no words

Just the stillness and the hunger

For a faith that is yours



I will sing of Your mercy

That leads me through valleys of sorrow

To rivers of joy



Alleluia, alleluia

Alleluia, alleluia



While we wait for rescue

With our eyes tightly shut

Face to the ground using our hands

To cover the fatal cut



Though the pain is an ocean

Tossing us around, around, around

You have calmed greater waters

Higher mountains have come down

dwelling on the topic of forgiveness now..

when sum1 gets u down, or hurts u or misunderstands u.. anger does arise quite quickly.. hahah seriously.. but yeah.. i wuz tinking.. there's a formula to it..

it goes sumting lyk.. erm..

amt of luv u hav 4 a person k^v ease of being made angry [i shld noe v well.. (-_-") blunder alot]

but then again.. there's another formula.. 1 tt works v well on my part

amt of luv u hav 4 a person = k/amt of time staying angry


wonder if i got d formulas down correctly.. but i hope i did.. of at least i hope i made d meaning cum out kinda rite.. hahaha

but watever the case.. i adhere to this formula quite alot.. dun ask me y.. i juz do.. for hints, refer 2 1st half of formulas..

damn.. i'm juz sum arts idiot trying 2 do maths.. an failing badly..

promise or decalration? i dunno.. not making much sense now.. cld b either or both.. hahaha i dunno.. XD

*tokyo goes Boom*

i m so totally misunderstood.. posts attracted untargeted attention.. hmmm..

2 words: WAT.. THE.. 

You are Tim the Enchanter! Sure you can blow up
small objects, but no-one really respects you.
But you'll have the last
laugh...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


Which Monty Python & the Holy Grail Character are you REALLY?
brought to you by Quizilla

nuff' said.. hahaha 

considering my com juz screwed up 2dae.. yeah..haha hell bored 

argh.. tings going fine wit on my side.. *winks* juz dis 1 ting tt's getting me reali down.. more infuriated actually..

okae.. how long, cn u try an gain favour by acting weak an broken.. bring ppl down all d freaking time.. making ppl forsake their other, more important, more enjoyable tings.. an then turn ard an act lyk it is ur v rite 2 demand it in d 1st place?

trying 2 govern ppl's lives an relationships by tt same reason.. when previously.. it wuz made 2 seem lyk d deepest, darkest pit of hell? how much pain can 1 take? how much 'angst' can ppl ard u absorb? ppl r falling, screaming, cursing in evry imaginable lauguage (exp sanskrit.. i dun lyk sanskrit) i cun spell it properly tho.. an u still tink u cn use d same excuse 2 gain favour.. an ppl's full attention..

i hope no1 ard me is a pity whore.. juz my tots on dis subject.. not directed at ani1 in particular yeah? bz now..

*tokyo time* =)

wat the.. HAHAHAH lame.. but yea.. 

yeah.. gt time now.. so yeah.. guess i shld blog abt wat's been going on nowadays.. tings hav been totally great.. passed all my A level subjects.. by sum crap chance.. but yeah gotta thank God man.. cuz i totally dun deserve it..

i totaly dun deseve sum tings tt cum along in my life.. tings move quite fast when u dun take notice cuz u're juz freaking stoned or juz dumb..but i guess.. tings hav been great.. an i juz wanna sae.. thanks for evryting.. i dun reali noe wat 2 sae but yeah.. juz wanna sae.. hope i've been all u wanted.. if i'm not (which is probably tru), i will work 2wards it.. =) *dreamy look*

i hav ur gameboy hostage an i'm bored of it.. ahhahahahah warioland 2 is fun.. pokebom usa is kinda crap.. hahah got boring aft awhile 2.. haha damn.. but yeah.. thnx 4 helping me reali open up an stuff.. an hope i hav done d same 4 u yeah?

i admit.. i wuz pushed into dis.. but i dun regret it 1 freaking bit.. hahaha hope tings dun cum an ruin dis now.. hhahhaha

*tokyo should be left in 1 piece*

=P

hahahahah wat the! yeah.. more crap.. but u gotta admit.. it does prove a connection.. even d soundtrack.. hehe 

wit pressure to update.. here's a new pic! hhahaha sure u guys hav seen dis b4.. juz wanna sae.. life's great! hahah in almost evry part.. so yeah.. =P 

MUSE rocks!! =) fave band!
JFGF Movie Reviews

sumtimes.. tings juz stare in ur face.. but u dun notice it.. or even dun wanna admit it.. either thru fear or denial.. mainly thru fear.. but when u actually take d plunge.. tings turn out REALI GREAT!

haha best ting tt actually happened 2 me in a long time.. kinda gladi got prodded to dis..

haha hope times will get beta frm now.. rite now.. stupid promos.. hope tings turn out okae.. hahaha =)

*IOAKA IS HAPPY*

argh! bad plot, bad action, bad acting wit bad European accents.. wat the!!!!! Rating : -8/5 (GIVE ME MY FREAKING MONEY BACK!) *curses*
JFGF Movie Reviews

argh!!! resivent evi: apocalypse has got 2 d worst movie i've seen in lyk.. argh.. i dunno how freaking long lor.. an i tot AVP wuz pushing d limits for higly overated movies..

plot wuz shit.. suspense wuz lame.. gothic themes cliched.. WHERE DO U FIND A CHURCH TT HAS STAINED GLASS WINDOWS OF AN ANGEL INSTEAD OF JESUS??

movie wuz onli 90 min.. an it alreadi felt lyk it wuz dragged on..2 many false endings..

Nemesis turns out 2 b a freaking gd guy!!! wat the!!! ultimate loss of coolness factor.. S.T.A.R ppl look lyk idiots.. umbrella corp is a joke.. too many loose ends.. lickers an dogs cum out frm no where.. an wat the..

it's has less action then AVP, less plot then Kill Bill, an it's lamer then the Unborn.. u cun get much worse then tt.. argh..

an u tot a change in directors will make it beta.. screw man.. it got worse.. i'm actually starting 2 appreciate d 1st movie.. argh..

dis is 1 great time when i wished i were studying at hm.. ahahahahahhhahaha oh well.. it did giv me a few luffs.. which were prob 1 more of d show's mistakes.. hehe =P

oooo wat the! 

Ozzy to stop swearing for Children In Need

Ozzy Osbourne has vowed to stop swearing for charity. The Prince of Darkness has had his mouth taped shut for the fundraising stunt, in which he hopes to "raise a fortune" by cutting out bad language for 24 hours.

Ozzy can be seen gagged with black tape on a TV commercial for UK charity Children In Need in the run up to the 25-year-old BBC fundraising show in November.

His wife, Sharon, also appears in the advert, saying: "Ozzy is going to raise a fortune by not using swear words for 24 hours."

But the 55-year-old rips off his tape and shouts: "No swear f***ing words? You've got to be f***ing joking! I'm the Prince of Darkness - they expect me to f***ing swear."

Meanwhile, Sharon and Ozzy are desperate for Hollywood star Johnny Depp to play the eccentric rocker in a film of his life.

Sharon, 50, is eager to make the movie and believes Depp would be perfect for the role.

Sharon said: "We're talking to Johnny but it's not 100 per cent yet."

They are currently in talks with ITV to host a style chat show and have already agreed to appear in An Audience With The Osbournes this autumn. 

elo elo elo.. joash is baq.. 1st proper blog since.. erm... erm.. screw la..

found reasons 4 my melacholy.. but then again.. i dunno.. so wat the heck..

so wat's been happening? i started drum lessons.. started trying 2 save.. working.. abit.. abit..

drum lessons rock.. getting beta.. i tink.. teacher has 2 reali cute dogs.. dunno wat they r.. but they're furry.. an small.. wait.. not reali small.. amazingly dogs hav d powerful ability 2 lyk stay in a place 4 hours.. dog sat at d door 4 a whole our while i wuz having my lesson.. o_O not bored meh?

no wonder i heard frm sum1 tt dogs hav no dignity.. did ian tell me tt? i duno.. but still cute nonetheless..

tt's y i lyk cats.. an strawberries.. okae.. strawberries r not pets..

but yeah...

amazing how u're forced 2 do stuff when u're young.. but now when u're older.. u try an motivate urself.. mayb in tings tt juz interest u la.. but yeah.. so funny.. i mean.. when i wuz young.. i hated piano.. prac wuz screwed up.. but now.. still cn find d drive 2 wait 3 hrs juz 2 go 4 lessons.. an not wanna go hm 2 slp.. mayb not tt much.. but yeah.. wat the.. haahha wuz productive.. more then last wk i tink.. no muz try an prac an hm more.. hahah self-motivation is great.. hope it doesn't fizzle out..

tt's prob d onli ting i'm looking 4ward 2 rite now..

a totally meaningless entry 4 a v tired state of mind.. i'll start questioning life shortly aft dis.. let me get abit more slp 1st.. *yawn*

yeah.. dis song is great.. hahah tho no1 will c it on mtv anitime soon.. ahha it's frm nightmare b4 christmas.. yeah

What's This?

There's white things in the air

What's this?

I can't believe my eyes

I must be dreaming

Wake up, Jack, this isn't fair

What's this?



What's this? What's this?

There's something very wrong

What's this?

There's people singing songs



What's this?

The streets are lined with

Little creatures laughing

Everybody seems so happy

Have I possibly gone daffy?

What is this?

What's this?



There are children throwing snowballs here

Instead of throwing heads

They're busy building toys

And absolutely no one's dead



There's frost on every window

Oh, I can't believe my eyes

And in my bones I feel the warnth

That's coming from inside



Oh, look

What's this?

They're hanging mistletoe, they kiss

Why that looks so unique, inspired

They're gathering around to hear a story

Roasting chestnuts on a fire

What's this?

What's this?



In here they've got a little tree, how queer

And who would ever think

And why?



They're covering it with tiny little things

They've got electric lights on strings

And there's a smile on everyone

So, now, correct me if I'm wrong

This looks like fun

This looks like fun

Oh, could it be I got my wish?

What's this?



Oh my, what now?

The children are asleep

But look, there's nothing underneath

No ghouls, no witches here to scream and scare them

Oe ensnare them, only little cozy things

Secure inside their dremaland

What's this?



The monsters are all missing

And the nightmares can't be found

And in their place there seems to be

Good feeling all around



Instead of screams, I swear

I can hear music in the air

The smell of cakes and pies

IS absolutely everywhere



The sights, the sounds

They're eveywhere and all around

I've never felt so good before

Thsi empty place inside of me is filling up

I simply cannot get enough



I want it, oh, I want it

Oh, I want it for my own

I've got to know

I've got to know

What is this place that I have found?

What is this?

my heroes... hahahahaha

Ananova:

Armed trio steal £3 worth of strawberries

German police are looking for two armed men and a woman who stole £3 worth of strawberries at gunpoint.

A woman working at a pick-your-own fruit farm near Munich arrived to find three people picking their own.

When she confronted them, one of the men asked her what she wanted, drew a gun and pointed it at her.

The other man took out a knife and also held it towards her, reports the Muenchener Merkur newspaper.

The woman ran off, but didn't report the incident to police until later. Officers say the three got away with about £3 worth of strawberries.

11:04 Thursday 17th June 2004

hehe

whee.. staying over and bbq wuz great.. lazy 2 go into details.. but yeah.. my thnx 2 all those hu made it possible an planned it.. =) f

fatal frame rocks! saw chpt 1-5 in lyk 1 night.. 2 hrs of slp.. wat the.. hahaha

on d wae baq wuz more dumb.. left d place cuz wuz bored an chi show on tv wuz cheesy.. so i left and walked baq.. took a stupid turn which made me go behind sum old hses.. wit planks an metal rods lying ard.. finally a dead end.. end of Joash's adventure..

as i turned baq an got on d rite track.. dis indian weirdo in a green shirt standing nxt 2 d canal stated speaking 2 me..

Weirdo: handsome!

Me: ??? *walking*

u very handsome leh..

(sheepish smile an huff of acknoledgement)

where u going? work?

no.. home *still walking*

oookay.. take care..

???

want to play?

NO! (waves him off and hurries into Cheers)




WAT THE!! there's a story u cn tell d kids.. *shudders*

take care ppl! here's 1 more reason not 2 tok 2 strangers! hehe =)

whoooo.. nth 2 sae.. so i'll post shit.. check dis! 

Nightwish

End Of All Hope

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

This is the birth of all hope.
To have what I once had.
This life unforgiven, It will end with birth.

No will to wake for this morn.
To see another black rose born.
Deathbed is slowly covered with snow.

Angels, they fell first, but I'm still here
Alone as they are drawing near.
In heaven my masterpiece will finally be sung.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

Wounded is the deer that leaps highest, and my wound it cuts so deep.
Turn off the light and let me pull the plug.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

This is the birth of all hope.
To have what I once had.
This life unforgiven, It will end with a birth.

Mandylion without a face, Deathwish without a prayer.
End of hope, end of love, end of time. The rest is silence.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

This is the birth of all hope.
To have what I once had.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
End of all hope.

nightwish rock! hahahahaha symphonic metal's nice.. hahaha 4 sum reason.. they're singing!! *m in great awe*  

AGBN is hav blog! hahaha lyk a webby.. but cooler! hahahahaha anw.. not much real happening yet.. but yeah.. check it out if u wan yeah? http://agbn.blogspot.com/

hahah yeah...

yeah.. cool game.. 

yay.. went 2 shss again..saw evry1.. happy.. walked into staff room lyk we owned d place.. hahahhaha m happy.. but more imptly..

I HAV FRUITIP BLACKCURRENT PASTELLES IN MY FRIDGE!!!

it's lyk elation in a tube.. given in small doses of stubby cylindrical, sugar-coated juiciness.. whee!!! so happening.. so chewy.. so so so.. blackcurrent-tasting... *drools* wait.. *scurries off 2 stuff more into expecting mouth*

i hope they hav it in strawberry.. they shld hav it in strawberry.. i mean.. wat's wrong wit putting it 4 strawberry? many many ppl will lyk it.. =)

whoa.. mayb they drug these sweets.. sick bastards.. but yeah.. hu needs crack, or weed, or heroin? i sae.. juz feel them this shit.. yeah.. an they'll b fine.. of yeah.. u cn dump them in a strawberry tub as well.. let them binge on either 1.. yeah.. so cool.. it juz mite work..

"alright u stinking addicts, u get the STRAWBERRY/FRUITIP treatment"

"YAY!"

wait.. then again.. wldn't tt make ppl wanna take drugs juz 2 get into the treatment?

hmmm it's amazing how ppl cn suddenly show concern tt takes u totally off balance.. an it's reali touching.. even to they're far away.. *coughs* BOP *coughs* hahahah =)

baq 2 more songs.. haha dis song is beta then d previous 1 i posted.. ppl hu cn.. d/l it!!!!

August Winterman

And If I could teach the world to be..
I'd teach them all to be something just like me.
Frustrated, bitter, depressing.

Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.

And if you could hold your tongue long enough..
You'd see that all I am is love, but I don't like me.
I despise me.

Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.
Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
Perfect. But I'm falling down.

It's a disease they'll never have a cure for.
But You're the only way to dry my eyes.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure
But I'm the one who's wrong. I'm the one who cries.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure for.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure
But I'm the one whose wrong. I'm the one who cries.

I cry. I despise me.

depressing i noe.. but hey nice tune.. me an yuqin were discussing d cons of hearing 2 much loud music.. causes extreme behaviour an feelings.. so yea.. baq 2 MayDay.. ahahha i shld go find d jazz cds lying ard d hse...

ooo hahah more songs..

Dead Poetic

Stereo Child

(Your tradition!)



Im getting so sick of creating



(Your tradition!)



this music to please you



(Your tradition!)



The way it used to be



(Your tradition!)



is the very thing that blinds you.







Thats why you cant see my God move!



cause this is not then, and Im not like you.







(Damnation!)



Your excuse for good advice.



(Damnation!)



Their mouths are wide, but you feed them lies



(Reputation!)



Youre full of indecency.



(Reputation!)



You are exactly the portrait they painted you to be.







Stereo Child







Thats why you cant see, My God move!



cause this is not then, and Im not like you.







You refuse to speak, and they'll listen.







But I wont be predicted.



I wont be your stereo.



I wont be predicted, never.

whoa.. dis works?? coool.. i lyk dis pic.. hahahah

metal songs.. either v deep, or v stupid.. great headbanging fun. but yeah.. 1ce tt gets old, the song gets lame.. seriously.. d/l dis songs 4 prime eg.. ahaah

Killswitch Engage

My Last Serenade

This revelation is the death of ignorance

Tangled in a state of suffocation

Slave to self righteousness

Damnation is on your lips



From sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution,

From sorrow to serenity, its on your head



This is my last serenade

I feel you as you fall away

This is my last serenade

From yourself you can't run away



It's your choice, Point the finger

But it's on your head

Your destination is a choice within yourself

Will you rise or become a slave

To self righteousness

Open up your heart and gaze within

Orgy

Opticon

Let's fake an answer for the curious

Let's fake it all for the fame

They'll think delivering was easy

Living the fairy tales and the lies (lies)



Message from Opticon

Blast from the fashion bomb

So helpless

Guess what? You're out of time [ x 2 ]



New aliens spawn, we reinvent the dawn

And no-one style compares

Those neon eyes make Mom and Dad think that we've lost our minds

They're just terrified of all new things



Message from Opticon

Blast from the fashion bomb

So helpless

Guess what? You're out of time [ x 2 ]



Opticon is here to lead us...



Blast from the fashion bomb

Message from Opticon

Blast from the fashion bomb

So helpless

Guess what? You're out of time [ x 4 ]



So quick to change us

(Opticon is here to lead us)

And imitate us

Humiliate us

So quick to change us

4 sum reason i'm drawn 2 dis song again.. hardly gets old 2 me.. hahaha bet most ppl nv heard of it.. but yeah.. it's a hell nice song 2 listen 2.. ahahaah ain tt rite chua? =P

Finch
What It Is To Burn

She burns

Today's on fire

The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered

I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day

And still



Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her

She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn



I feel diseased

Is there no sympathy from the sun?

The sky's still fire

But I am safe in here, from the world outside



So tell me

What's the price to pay for glory?



Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her

She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn



Today is fire, and she burns

Today is fire, and she burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

yeah.. here i report.. d gig.. stoned.. yeah.. wat's there 2 sae.. great.. learnt improvisation d hard wae.. but yeah.. glad i came thru.. but now here comes the moz common feeling 2 breech d borders of my mind an take root..

NUMBNESS

yeah.. totally drained an stoned.. juz lyk.. okae.. yeah.. hahahah

but yeah.. playing wuz kinda fun.. juz tt i wuz numb all d wae.. tings cld hav been a hell lot beta.. juz hope i din make tings worse.. dun tink i made tings beta..

in all i juz wanna sae 2 tings

1. i'm not in Supercede =P AGBN all d wae.. ahahhaahah
2. the band totally rocked.. evry1.. desmond.. ian.. joel.. yeah..
   

juz gonna stick 2 improving my drums.. gonna get lessons..

still no love 4 photog.. heh heh heh