wahahahah japs rock! manga iz gud.. but engrish not sooo.. ahhahhaahah

9 mths 9 mths 9 mths

WHOO WHOO!!!!

9 mths 9 mths 9 mths 9 mths

WHOO WHOO!!

hahahah super happy la.. it's 3/4 of a yr la..whoopie!

still madly in love.. still super excited 2 c u.. hahah

thnx 4 evryting la..

CHENG SULYN!

U ROCK!

love u 2 bits and powder!!

new blog skin! hahaha totally cun claim credit 4 it la..

CHENG SULYN!!!

LOVE U SO MUCH LA!!!

*winks*

thnx so much 4 dis.. altho i guess u wun let me do d same 4 u.. hahaha scared i screw up ur 1.. hahah but thnx dear! u hav chosen d perfect blogskin lor.. lyk.. AIE!!!!

so excited.. =P

hey... juz wanted 2 post this.. SULYN! u cn have a new job! hahaha my babe here juz made a $10 buck haircut look lyk a $18 buck salon style.. hahaha

ROCK ON!

love ya to bits!

hehe

face abit druggie lyk la.. but wth.. hair nice.. hahahaha

*winks*

yeah! i is baq!! hahahaah ppl start tagging! hahahah

oh well.. summer is kicking in in singapore.. getting damn hot an shit.. it's d mid yrs! an summer season is in! hahah d JOASH fashion line dis for the monsoon/summer 2005 is......... FITTING CLOTHES! no more shirts 2 sizes 2 big, wit d sleeves hanging at my elbow, in comes fitting t shirts and mayb a few polos.. evry1 shld hav a few sets of polos in different colours.. hahah juz watch it when u wear fitting shirts, make sure u hav lycra in them.. hahah got a shirt tt makes a crack sound whenever i pull my arms forward. hahahah sucks man gotta lose tt belly tho..

haha there's alwaes a reason for u to change ur style of dressing.. simply bcuz.. it looks beta!!! tink i sound damn gay la.. but yeah.. hahaha so much i wanna buy.. but prob gonna b juz another of my pipe dreams.. hahah

oh well.. i admit.. i've made sum realli bad choices in my dressing b4.. trust me.. sum were weird.. and sum were juz utterly ugly. but as in the case of all the other aspects of my life..

i'm not afraid to admit it..

yes i've made mistakes.. sum were ur own choices.. lyk.. my hair last yr.. hahaha sulyn wld puke if i told her i wanted to grow it long again.. 'cum on baby.. it cun b tt bad rite?' i ask.. 'YES IT IS U IDIOT!!' then she wld proceed to mock me.. hahahaha.. cracks me up..

so yeah.. i changed tt part of my life.. cuz.. it wuz d beta choice! haha

but sumtimes in life.. it ain't totally ur fault.. as in yeah.. u looked ugly.. but then.. mayb ur parents, or ur frens may hav influenced u 2 do it.. mayb wear tt heart-spotted tunic 4 church.. so.. tt means.. 2 parties were at fault! haha

so.. life is all abt change.. mayb u need 2 change parts of urself 2 look an mayb feel beta.. mayb when u change it.. u wun look weird and make ur frens ard u look weird.. so yeah.. benefits wld hav an multiplier effect.. hahaha =P

mayb 4 so-called 'fashion pros'.. it may b a time 2 admit tt u had a part 2 play in making ur fren look ugly as well.. cuz i'm sure..

sumtimes we never ever see into our own faults.. no matter how smart we tink we r..

!!!! hehehe!!! 

hahahahaha wat the!!!!!! =P 

3rd Eye Blind

Deep Inside Of You

When we met light was shed
Thoughts free flow you said you've got something
Deep inside of you
A wind chime voice sounds, sway of your hips round rings true
Echoes deep inside of you
These secret garden beams
Changed my life so it seems
Fall breeze blows outside, I don't break stride
Thoughts so warm, and they go
Deep inside of you, of you

Oh yeah
And I never felt alone
Alright, alone... alone
Till I met you

Friends say I've changed, I don't listen cause I live to be
Deep inside of you
Slide of her dress, Shouts in darkness
I'm so alive
I'm deep inside of you
You said boy made girl feel good
But still
Deep inside, still

I never felt alone
Till I met you
And I'm alright on my own 
And then I met you 
And I'd know what to do if I just knew what’s coming

I would change myself if I could 
I'd walk with my people if I could find them,
and I’d say that I'm sorry to you
I'm sorry to you
And I don't wanna call you,
but then I wanna call you cause I don't wanna crush you
but I feel like crushing you and it's true
I took for granted you were with me
I breathe by your looks and you look right through me
But we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
And we were broke and didn't know
Right... oh, what's right?

Something's gone you withdraw and I'm not strong like before
I was
Deep inside of you
I can go nowhere
I burn candles and stare at a ghost
Deep inside of you
And some great need in me
Starts to bleed
I've lost myself, there's nothing left, it's all gone 
Deep inside of you 
Deep inside of you, mmm
Deep inside of you



i lyk dis song.. old.. but not bad.. hahaha  *winks*
there.. updated.. haha =P

i'm baq~~~ hahaha

it's been awhile yeah? =P
guess dis will b my 1st writing post in a long long long time.. hahaah

but yeah.. 1st i wanna start by thanking sum ppl..

kudos to my bandmates 4 d songfest auditions: SULYN *winks*, matthew, hong peng, jerome and yuqin(most happening manager)! reali enjoy playing wit u guys.. let's show those posers wat real talent is yeah? haha.. we're all gd..

kudos to d ppl hu helped me in my 1st ever worship leading.. all my bandmates.. made my fear lyk.. clam.. abit.. but yeah.. reali meant alot.. felt d presence of God.. ben, melvin, ian, isabel, jian hao, ben tan.. yeah.. thnx loads for serving wit me.. sorrie if u guys had 2 skip lunch or sumting..

kudos to... my cell grp.. u guys r great!

kudos to.. the thai mission trip team.. u guys did great for God!!

oh well.. i'll thank more when i remember yeah? haha not tt i dun hold d otrs in higher, or lower regard.. =)

haha juz tinking abt sum stuff nowadays.. turning 18 in abt a month, sum1 is turning 18 on wed.. =P hehe.. ;P hahaha but yeah.. juz tinking abt wat age brings..

a few yrs baq, i saw myself as sum psuedo-revolutionary; 'screw singapore!' 'our lives here suck ass man!' 'damn the paper chase!' 'it's a shitty world out there!' '&$*&%*%&^#%^^#*$#(@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' (dunno where tt came from)

but yeah.. stuff on tv an politically-themed movies cn do tt 2 u.. i got the shirts, got the red bk.. listened to the music.. got quotes.. hahaha.. still have yet 2 catch 'the motorcycle dairies' hehe

then i realised, wat i wuz doing, which wuz prob wat most kids my age were doing, wuz juz making a whole lot of useless noise, cuz all we did wuz curse an swear in the air, and do nth much abt it.. hmmmm yeah.. tt wuz lyk.. in.. i wuz different, juz lyk evry1 else..

but i guess, as u grow older.. mayb getting wise is juz a nice wae of saying getting disillusioned.. u find tt Ecclesiastes 1:2-11 reali hits home.. an i found out tt i had 2 eat alot of d words tt i spoke.. damn..

most times, we critisize juz 4 the sake of being heard, juz so tt we can hope 2 leave a mark on the minds of the ppl tt we r near, so tt we will b remembered an hopefully, respected.. i guess we all need tt in life sumtimes.. haha..

i guess, tok is cheap, action is a totally different matter.. i'll admit 2 tt..

so.. guess we shld all juz tok less now.. cuz we cn v seldom deliver on wat we proclaim, if we go totally against it 2 start wit.. but yeah..

so yeah.. poverty in the world? 55 million ppl living wit less than US$1 a day? i know all abt tt.. i'll start preaching when i start actually doing sumting abt it..

in the meantime.. gotta get baq 2 preparing a gift.. *winks* finishing touches man! hehe

God bless u guys..


*put ur arms ard me, wat u feel is wat u r an wat u r is beautiful*

hmmmm in sappy mood now.. hahaa.. juz kinda tinking la.. an sum parts does sae wat i wanna sae.. so yeah.. hahaha.. *many winks*

*fave song of a highly favoured person*

=)

From This Moment

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you
is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

hmmmm in sappy mood now.. hahaa.. juz kinda tinking la.. an sum parts does sae wat i wanna sae.. so yeah.. hahaha.. *many winks*

*fave song of a highly favoured person*

=)

From This Moment

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you
is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

Which Naruto Character are You?
Test by http://www.naruto-kun.com

yeah! hahhaha..

=P 

juz got d goo goo doll's dizzy up the girl an one song is great.. ahahahshall post it here.. it's 4 sum1 as well.. hahaha *winks*

Slide

Could you whisper in my ear

The things you wanna feel

I'll give you anything

To feel it comin'



Do you wake up on your own

And wonder where you are

You live with all your faults



Chorus:

I wanna wake up where you are

I won't say anything at all

So why don't you slide



Yeah we're gonna let it slide



Don't you love the life you killed

The priest is on the phone

Your father hit the wall

Your ma disowned you



Don't suppose I'll ever know

What it means to be a man

If there's something I can't change

I'll live around it



Chorus



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall

Oh S_____, put your arms around me

What you feel is what you are

And what you are is beautiful

Oh S_____, do you wanna get married

Or run away



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall

Oh S_____, put your arms around me

What you feel is what you are

And what you are is beautiful

Oh S_____ do you wanna get married

Or run away



Chorus



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall



And I'll do anything you ever

Dreamed to be complete

Little pieces of the nothing that fall



Oh S_____, why dont you slide in to my room

just slide into my room

and we'll run away run away

sum unneeded parts i blanked off.. ahhaahah
but added sum otr stuff.. =P

~to you~ (can't wait 4 wed)

i'm baqq!!! hahaahah hey ppl.. yeah.. inoe it's been long.. but i've juz hadn't found the time to blog.. ahha laziness mostly.. plus otr tings on my mind.. *wink wink* hehehehe

but yeah.. wuz juz wondering.. hmmm juz wanna sae.. tings are turning out reali great.. life's quite gd.. got into naruto.. haha tring 2 start studying.. in sch film society.. haah but okae la.. nuff said.. hahaha.. life's GOOD!

wuz juz tinking.. sumtimes u dive into sumting.. not knowing what to expect, and it turns out good.. u b happy for a little bit, with the occasional ups and downs. but yeah.. it's mostly high.. so yeah.. all's nice.. then when u go on for awhile.. u wonder if u'll get tired, u dun reali noe if u cn trust urself an stuff.. but yeah.. hmmm then u open up an tok abt it.. an in doing so.. u feel so relived, so refreshed, reinvigorated, that u dunno wat else to sae but, "Damn i'm %&^#&$*%*#$^$ ESTATIC!" hahaha yeah.. hahahaah

thnx for listening to me.. reali meant alot.. so much.. *wink wink*

Haiz* *satisfied sigh*

I'm Loving It!

hahaha

but yeah.. on to otr seemingly mundane stuff.. well not reali..

jan 14th has past!!! ahha it's all gd.. wuz a great gig.. wan more.. sumting more challenging..

thnx for all hu came down, it wuzn't a perfect gig, but yeah.. i'll improve.. =) an yes.. i wun reali try singing so much nxt time.. ahahahah =P

Dave Matthews Band:

When The World Ends

When the world ends

Collect your things

You're coming with me

When the world ends

You tuckle up yourself with me

Watch it as the stars disappear to nothing

The day the world is over

We'll be lying in bed



I'ma rock you like a baby when the cities fall

We'll rise as the building's crumble

Float there and watch it all

Amidst the burning, we'll be churning

You know, love will be our wings

The passion rises up from the ashes

When the world ends



When the world ends

You're gonna come with me

We're going to be crazy

Like a river bends

We're going to float

Through the criss cross of the mountains

Watch them fade to nothing

When the world ends

You know that's what's happening now

I'm going to be there with you somehow, oh...



I'ma tie you up like a baby in a carriage car

Your legs don't work cause you want me so

You just lie spread to the wall

The love you got is surely

All the love that I would ever need

I'ma to take you by my side

And love you tall, 'til the world ends



Oh, but don't you worry about a thing

No, 'cause I got you here with me

Don't you worry about it

Just you and me

Floating through the empty, empty

Just you and me

Oh, graces

Oh, grace



Oh, when the world ends

We'll be burning one

When the world ends

We'll be sweet makin love

Oh, you know when the world ends

I'm going to take you aside and say

Let's watch it fade away, fade away

And the world's done

Ours just begun

It's done

Ours just begun



We're gonna dive into the emptiness

We'll be swimming

I'm going to walk you through the pathless roads

I'm going to take you to the top of the mountain that's no longer there

I'm going to take you to bed and love you, I swear

Like the end is near



I'm going to take you up to

I'm going to take you down on you

I'm going to hold you like an angel, angel



I'ma to love you

I'ma to love you

When the world ends

I'ma to hold you

When the world is over

We'll just begin...





Great song.. hahah ;-P

hahahaaha it's kinda funny.. gotta admit.. rite? 

Jars Of Clay:

The Valley Song (Sing of Your Mercy)

You have lead me to the sadness

I have carried this pain

All my back bruised and nearly broken

I'm crying out to You



I will sing of Your mercy

That leads me through valleys of sorrow

To rivers of joy



When death like a gypsy

Comes to steal what I love

I will still look to the heavens

I will still seek your face



But I fear you aren't listening

Because there are no words

Just the stillness and the hunger

For a faith that is yours



I will sing of Your mercy

That leads me through valleys of sorrow

To rivers of joy



Alleluia, alleluia

Alleluia, alleluia



While we wait for rescue

With our eyes tightly shut

Face to the ground using our hands

To cover the fatal cut



Though the pain is an ocean

Tossing us around, around, around

You have calmed greater waters

Higher mountains have come down

dwelling on the topic of forgiveness now..

when sum1 gets u down, or hurts u or misunderstands u.. anger does arise quite quickly.. hahah seriously.. but yeah.. i wuz tinking.. there's a formula to it..

it goes sumting lyk.. erm..

amt of luv u hav 4 a person k^v ease of being made angry [i shld noe v well.. (-_-") blunder alot]

but then again.. there's another formula.. 1 tt works v well on my part

amt of luv u hav 4 a person = k/amt of time staying angry


wonder if i got d formulas down correctly.. but i hope i did.. of at least i hope i made d meaning cum out kinda rite.. hahaha

but watever the case.. i adhere to this formula quite alot.. dun ask me y.. i juz do.. for hints, refer 2 1st half of formulas..

damn.. i'm juz sum arts idiot trying 2 do maths.. an failing badly..

promise or decalration? i dunno.. not making much sense now.. cld b either or both.. hahaha i dunno.. XD

*tokyo goes Boom*

i m so totally misunderstood.. posts attracted untargeted attention.. hmmm..

2 words: WAT.. THE.. 

You are Tim the Enchanter! Sure you can blow up
small objects, but no-one really respects you.
But you'll have the last
laugh...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


Which Monty Python & the Holy Grail Character are you REALLY?
brought to you by Quizilla

nuff' said.. hahaha 

considering my com juz screwed up 2dae.. yeah..haha hell bored 

argh.. tings going fine wit on my side.. *winks* juz dis 1 ting tt's getting me reali down.. more infuriated actually..

okae.. how long, cn u try an gain favour by acting weak an broken.. bring ppl down all d freaking time.. making ppl forsake their other, more important, more enjoyable tings.. an then turn ard an act lyk it is ur v rite 2 demand it in d 1st place?

trying 2 govern ppl's lives an relationships by tt same reason.. when previously.. it wuz made 2 seem lyk d deepest, darkest pit of hell? how much pain can 1 take? how much 'angst' can ppl ard u absorb? ppl r falling, screaming, cursing in evry imaginable lauguage (exp sanskrit.. i dun lyk sanskrit) i cun spell it properly tho.. an u still tink u cn use d same excuse 2 gain favour.. an ppl's full attention..

i hope no1 ard me is a pity whore.. juz my tots on dis subject.. not directed at ani1 in particular yeah? bz now..

*tokyo time* =)

wat the.. HAHAHAH lame.. but yea.. 

yeah.. gt time now.. so yeah.. guess i shld blog abt wat's been going on nowadays.. tings hav been totally great.. passed all my A level subjects.. by sum crap chance.. but yeah gotta thank God man.. cuz i totally dun deserve it..

i totaly dun deseve sum tings tt cum along in my life.. tings move quite fast when u dun take notice cuz u're juz freaking stoned or juz dumb..but i guess.. tings hav been great.. an i juz wanna sae.. thanks for evryting.. i dun reali noe wat 2 sae but yeah.. juz wanna sae.. hope i've been all u wanted.. if i'm not (which is probably tru), i will work 2wards it.. =) *dreamy look*

i hav ur gameboy hostage an i'm bored of it.. ahhahahahah warioland 2 is fun.. pokebom usa is kinda crap.. hahah got boring aft awhile 2.. haha damn.. but yeah.. thnx 4 helping me reali open up an stuff.. an hope i hav done d same 4 u yeah?

i admit.. i wuz pushed into dis.. but i dun regret it 1 freaking bit.. hahaha hope tings dun cum an ruin dis now.. hhahhaha

*tokyo should be left in 1 piece*

=P

hahahahah wat the! yeah.. more crap.. but u gotta admit.. it does prove a connection.. even d soundtrack.. hehe 

wit pressure to update.. here's a new pic! hhahaha sure u guys hav seen dis b4.. juz wanna sae.. life's great! hahah in almost evry part.. so yeah.. =P 

MUSE rocks!! =) fave band!
JFGF Movie Reviews

sumtimes.. tings juz stare in ur face.. but u dun notice it.. or even dun wanna admit it.. either thru fear or denial.. mainly thru fear.. but when u actually take d plunge.. tings turn out REALI GREAT!

haha best ting tt actually happened 2 me in a long time.. kinda gladi got prodded to dis..

haha hope times will get beta frm now.. rite now.. stupid promos.. hope tings turn out okae.. hahaha =)

*IOAKA IS HAPPY*

argh! bad plot, bad action, bad acting wit bad European accents.. wat the!!!!! Rating : -8/5 (GIVE ME MY FREAKING MONEY BACK!) *curses*
JFGF Movie Reviews

argh!!! resivent evi: apocalypse has got 2 d worst movie i've seen in lyk.. argh.. i dunno how freaking long lor.. an i tot AVP wuz pushing d limits for higly overated movies..

plot wuz shit.. suspense wuz lame.. gothic themes cliched.. WHERE DO U FIND A CHURCH TT HAS STAINED GLASS WINDOWS OF AN ANGEL INSTEAD OF JESUS??

movie wuz onli 90 min.. an it alreadi felt lyk it wuz dragged on..2 many false endings..

Nemesis turns out 2 b a freaking gd guy!!! wat the!!! ultimate loss of coolness factor.. S.T.A.R ppl look lyk idiots.. umbrella corp is a joke.. too many loose ends.. lickers an dogs cum out frm no where.. an wat the..

it's has less action then AVP, less plot then Kill Bill, an it's lamer then the Unborn.. u cun get much worse then tt.. argh..

an u tot a change in directors will make it beta.. screw man.. it got worse.. i'm actually starting 2 appreciate d 1st movie.. argh..

dis is 1 great time when i wished i were studying at hm.. ahahahahahhhahaha oh well.. it did giv me a few luffs.. which were prob 1 more of d show's mistakes.. hehe =P

oooo wat the! 

Ozzy to stop swearing for Children In Need

Ozzy Osbourne has vowed to stop swearing for charity. The Prince of Darkness has had his mouth taped shut for the fundraising stunt, in which he hopes to "raise a fortune" by cutting out bad language for 24 hours.

Ozzy can be seen gagged with black tape on a TV commercial for UK charity Children In Need in the run up to the 25-year-old BBC fundraising show in November.

His wife, Sharon, also appears in the advert, saying: "Ozzy is going to raise a fortune by not using swear words for 24 hours."

But the 55-year-old rips off his tape and shouts: "No swear f***ing words? You've got to be f***ing joking! I'm the Prince of Darkness - they expect me to f***ing swear."

Meanwhile, Sharon and Ozzy are desperate for Hollywood star Johnny Depp to play the eccentric rocker in a film of his life.

Sharon, 50, is eager to make the movie and believes Depp would be perfect for the role.

Sharon said: "We're talking to Johnny but it's not 100 per cent yet."

They are currently in talks with ITV to host a style chat show and have already agreed to appear in An Audience With The Osbournes this autumn. 

elo elo elo.. joash is baq.. 1st proper blog since.. erm... erm.. screw la..

found reasons 4 my melacholy.. but then again.. i dunno.. so wat the heck..

so wat's been happening? i started drum lessons.. started trying 2 save.. working.. abit.. abit..

drum lessons rock.. getting beta.. i tink.. teacher has 2 reali cute dogs.. dunno wat they r.. but they're furry.. an small.. wait.. not reali small.. amazingly dogs hav d powerful ability 2 lyk stay in a place 4 hours.. dog sat at d door 4 a whole our while i wuz having my lesson.. o_O not bored meh?

no wonder i heard frm sum1 tt dogs hav no dignity.. did ian tell me tt? i duno.. but still cute nonetheless..

tt's y i lyk cats.. an strawberries.. okae.. strawberries r not pets..

but yeah...

amazing how u're forced 2 do stuff when u're young.. but now when u're older.. u try an motivate urself.. mayb in tings tt juz interest u la.. but yeah.. so funny.. i mean.. when i wuz young.. i hated piano.. prac wuz screwed up.. but now.. still cn find d drive 2 wait 3 hrs juz 2 go 4 lessons.. an not wanna go hm 2 slp.. mayb not tt much.. but yeah.. wat the.. haahha wuz productive.. more then last wk i tink.. no muz try an prac an hm more.. hahah self-motivation is great.. hope it doesn't fizzle out..

tt's prob d onli ting i'm looking 4ward 2 rite now..

a totally meaningless entry 4 a v tired state of mind.. i'll start questioning life shortly aft dis.. let me get abit more slp 1st.. *yawn*

yeah.. dis song is great.. hahah tho no1 will c it on mtv anitime soon.. ahha it's frm nightmare b4 christmas.. yeah

What's This?

There's white things in the air

What's this?

I can't believe my eyes

I must be dreaming

Wake up, Jack, this isn't fair

What's this?



What's this? What's this?

There's something very wrong

What's this?

There's people singing songs



What's this?

The streets are lined with

Little creatures laughing

Everybody seems so happy

Have I possibly gone daffy?

What is this?

What's this?



There are children throwing snowballs here

Instead of throwing heads

They're busy building toys

And absolutely no one's dead



There's frost on every window

Oh, I can't believe my eyes

And in my bones I feel the warnth

That's coming from inside



Oh, look

What's this?

They're hanging mistletoe, they kiss

Why that looks so unique, inspired

They're gathering around to hear a story

Roasting chestnuts on a fire

What's this?

What's this?



In here they've got a little tree, how queer

And who would ever think

And why?



They're covering it with tiny little things

They've got electric lights on strings

And there's a smile on everyone

So, now, correct me if I'm wrong

This looks like fun

This looks like fun

Oh, could it be I got my wish?

What's this?



Oh my, what now?

The children are asleep

But look, there's nothing underneath

No ghouls, no witches here to scream and scare them

Oe ensnare them, only little cozy things

Secure inside their dremaland

What's this?



The monsters are all missing

And the nightmares can't be found

And in their place there seems to be

Good feeling all around



Instead of screams, I swear

I can hear music in the air

The smell of cakes and pies

IS absolutely everywhere



The sights, the sounds

They're eveywhere and all around

I've never felt so good before

Thsi empty place inside of me is filling up

I simply cannot get enough



I want it, oh, I want it

Oh, I want it for my own

I've got to know

I've got to know

What is this place that I have found?

What is this?

my heroes... hahahahaha

Ananova:

Armed trio steal £3 worth of strawberries

German police are looking for two armed men and a woman who stole £3 worth of strawberries at gunpoint.

A woman working at a pick-your-own fruit farm near Munich arrived to find three people picking their own.

When she confronted them, one of the men asked her what she wanted, drew a gun and pointed it at her.

The other man took out a knife and also held it towards her, reports the Muenchener Merkur newspaper.

The woman ran off, but didn't report the incident to police until later. Officers say the three got away with about £3 worth of strawberries.

11:04 Thursday 17th June 2004

hehe

whee.. staying over and bbq wuz great.. lazy 2 go into details.. but yeah.. my thnx 2 all those hu made it possible an planned it.. =) f

fatal frame rocks! saw chpt 1-5 in lyk 1 night.. 2 hrs of slp.. wat the.. hahaha

on d wae baq wuz more dumb.. left d place cuz wuz bored an chi show on tv wuz cheesy.. so i left and walked baq.. took a stupid turn which made me go behind sum old hses.. wit planks an metal rods lying ard.. finally a dead end.. end of Joash's adventure..

as i turned baq an got on d rite track.. dis indian weirdo in a green shirt standing nxt 2 d canal stated speaking 2 me..

Weirdo: handsome!

Me: ??? *walking*

u very handsome leh..

(sheepish smile an huff of acknoledgement)

where u going? work?

no.. home *still walking*

oookay.. take care..

???

want to play?

NO! (waves him off and hurries into Cheers)




WAT THE!! there's a story u cn tell d kids.. *shudders*

take care ppl! here's 1 more reason not 2 tok 2 strangers! hehe =)

whoooo.. nth 2 sae.. so i'll post shit.. check dis! 

Nightwish

End Of All Hope

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

This is the birth of all hope.
To have what I once had.
This life unforgiven, It will end with birth.

No will to wake for this morn.
To see another black rose born.
Deathbed is slowly covered with snow.

Angels, they fell first, but I'm still here
Alone as they are drawing near.
In heaven my masterpiece will finally be sung.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

Wounded is the deer that leaps highest, and my wound it cuts so deep.
Turn off the light and let me pull the plug.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

This is the birth of all hope.
To have what I once had.
This life unforgiven, It will end with a birth.

Mandylion without a face, Deathwish without a prayer.
End of hope, end of love, end of time. The rest is silence.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

This is the birth of all hope.
To have what I once had.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
To end all the innocence.
To be someone like me.

It is the end of all hope.
To lose the child, the faith.
End of all hope.

nightwish rock! hahahahaha symphonic metal's nice.. hahaha 4 sum reason.. they're singing!! *m in great awe*  

AGBN is hav blog! hahaha lyk a webby.. but cooler! hahahahaha anw.. not much real happening yet.. but yeah.. check it out if u wan yeah? http://agbn.blogspot.com/

hahah yeah...

yeah.. cool game.. 

yay.. went 2 shss again..saw evry1.. happy.. walked into staff room lyk we owned d place.. hahahhaha m happy.. but more imptly..

I HAV FRUITIP BLACKCURRENT PASTELLES IN MY FRIDGE!!!

it's lyk elation in a tube.. given in small doses of stubby cylindrical, sugar-coated juiciness.. whee!!! so happening.. so chewy.. so so so.. blackcurrent-tasting... *drools* wait.. *scurries off 2 stuff more into expecting mouth*

i hope they hav it in strawberry.. they shld hav it in strawberry.. i mean.. wat's wrong wit putting it 4 strawberry? many many ppl will lyk it.. =)

whoa.. mayb they drug these sweets.. sick bastards.. but yeah.. hu needs crack, or weed, or heroin? i sae.. juz feel them this shit.. yeah.. an they'll b fine.. of yeah.. u cn dump them in a strawberry tub as well.. let them binge on either 1.. yeah.. so cool.. it juz mite work..

"alright u stinking addicts, u get the STRAWBERRY/FRUITIP treatment"

"YAY!"

wait.. then again.. wldn't tt make ppl wanna take drugs juz 2 get into the treatment?

hmmm it's amazing how ppl cn suddenly show concern tt takes u totally off balance.. an it's reali touching.. even to they're far away.. *coughs* BOP *coughs* hahahah =)

baq 2 more songs.. haha dis song is beta then d previous 1 i posted.. ppl hu cn.. d/l it!!!!

August Winterman

And If I could teach the world to be..
I'd teach them all to be something just like me.
Frustrated, bitter, depressing.

Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.

And if you could hold your tongue long enough..
You'd see that all I am is love, but I don't like me.
I despise me.

Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.
Perfect. As if my wings were like yours
Perfect. But I'm falling down.

It's a disease they'll never have a cure for.
But You're the only way to dry my eyes.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure
But I'm the one who's wrong. I'm the one who cries.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure for.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure
But I'm the one whose wrong. I'm the one who cries.

I cry. I despise me.

depressing i noe.. but hey nice tune.. me an yuqin were discussing d cons of hearing 2 much loud music.. causes extreme behaviour an feelings.. so yea.. baq 2 MayDay.. ahahha i shld go find d jazz cds lying ard d hse...

ooo hahah more songs..

Dead Poetic

Stereo Child

(Your tradition!)



Im getting so sick of creating



(Your tradition!)



this music to please you



(Your tradition!)



The way it used to be



(Your tradition!)



is the very thing that blinds you.







Thats why you cant see my God move!



cause this is not then, and Im not like you.







(Damnation!)



Your excuse for good advice.



(Damnation!)



Their mouths are wide, but you feed them lies



(Reputation!)



Youre full of indecency.



(Reputation!)



You are exactly the portrait they painted you to be.







Stereo Child







Thats why you cant see, My God move!



cause this is not then, and Im not like you.







You refuse to speak, and they'll listen.







But I wont be predicted.



I wont be your stereo.



I wont be predicted, never.

whoa.. dis works?? coool.. i lyk dis pic.. hahahah

metal songs.. either v deep, or v stupid.. great headbanging fun. but yeah.. 1ce tt gets old, the song gets lame.. seriously.. d/l dis songs 4 prime eg.. ahaah

Killswitch Engage

My Last Serenade

This revelation is the death of ignorance

Tangled in a state of suffocation

Slave to self righteousness

Damnation is on your lips



From sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution,

From sorrow to serenity, its on your head



This is my last serenade

I feel you as you fall away

This is my last serenade

From yourself you can't run away



It's your choice, Point the finger

But it's on your head

Your destination is a choice within yourself

Will you rise or become a slave

To self righteousness

Open up your heart and gaze within

Orgy

Opticon

Let's fake an answer for the curious

Let's fake it all for the fame

They'll think delivering was easy

Living the fairy tales and the lies (lies)



Message from Opticon

Blast from the fashion bomb

So helpless

Guess what? You're out of time [ x 2 ]



New aliens spawn, we reinvent the dawn

And no-one style compares

Those neon eyes make Mom and Dad think that we've lost our minds

They're just terrified of all new things



Message from Opticon

Blast from the fashion bomb

So helpless

Guess what? You're out of time [ x 2 ]



Opticon is here to lead us...



Blast from the fashion bomb

Message from Opticon

Blast from the fashion bomb

So helpless

Guess what? You're out of time [ x 4 ]



So quick to change us

(Opticon is here to lead us)

And imitate us

Humiliate us

So quick to change us

4 sum reason i'm drawn 2 dis song again.. hardly gets old 2 me.. hahaha bet most ppl nv heard of it.. but yeah.. it's a hell nice song 2 listen 2.. ahahaah ain tt rite chua? =P

Finch
What It Is To Burn

She burns

Today's on fire

The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered

I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day

And still



Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her

She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn



I feel diseased

Is there no sympathy from the sun?

The sky's still fire

But I am safe in here, from the world outside



So tell me

What's the price to pay for glory?



Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her

She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn



Today is fire, and she burns

Today is fire, and she burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

She burns

yeah.. here i report.. d gig.. stoned.. yeah.. wat's there 2 sae.. great.. learnt improvisation d hard wae.. but yeah.. glad i came thru.. but now here comes the moz common feeling 2 breech d borders of my mind an take root..

NUMBNESS

yeah.. totally drained an stoned.. juz lyk.. okae.. yeah.. hahahah

but yeah.. playing wuz kinda fun.. juz tt i wuz numb all d wae.. tings cld hav been a hell lot beta.. juz hope i din make tings worse.. dun tink i made tings beta..

in all i juz wanna sae 2 tings

1. i'm not in Supercede =P AGBN all d wae.. ahahhaahah
2. the band totally rocked.. evry1.. desmond.. ian.. joel.. yeah..
   

juz gonna stick 2 improving my drums.. gonna get lessons..

still no love 4 photog.. heh heh heh

saw a sickening show abt honour killings in pakistan juz now.. sick shit man.. tot of a song..
oh well.. finally on d serious stuff on dis blog.. prob onli temp..

Jars of Clay:
HE

Don't try to reach me, I'm already dead

The pain when it grips me, for things that I've done



Well I try to make you proud, but for crying out loud

Just give me a chance to hide away

Exhaustion takes over, will this someday be over?



Fearful tears are running down

The pain you've laid don't speak a sound

Don't take my heart away from me

And they think I fell down



Daddy, don't you love me?

Then why do you hit me?

And Momma don't you love me

Then why do you hurt me?

Well I try to make you proud, but for crying out loud

Just give me a chance to hide away

Exhaustion takes over, will this someday be over?



A teardrop falls from up in the heavens

Drowning the sorrow of angels on high

For the least of the helpless, the hopeless, the loveless

My Jesus, His children, He holds in His eyes

dumb adverts u'll nv see (1)

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(all conversations are to be said in cool British gangster accents)

hunky man in black jacket: *rushes in* sorry i'm late.. u wouldn't belive what just happened to me!

bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat: wot happened mate? where's yer pants?

hunky man in black jacket: *stares down* i lost them..

bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat: lost them? well.. there weren't exactly a bag o penuts now ain't it? did they just slip out yer legs like a little mite?

hunky man in black jacket: aw shuttup will ya? hear me out man.. yer see a little lass yeah? all blonde and cutesy an stuff walks down the street.. she comes up to me and she knocks me down! then she rips me pants off! i mean, CLEAN OFF!

bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat: *shocked* WOT?! yer pants? yer blue dockers? why the hell for? i mean their SLEEK an SEXY an all.. but.. yeah.. i see now..

*hot blonde woman runs past hugging blue pants*

*both men stare*

narration: DOCKERS, steal a pair off if u can't afford it!

all rights reserved to DOCKERS pants. No hunky man in black jacket, bearded man in dark blue trenchcoat or hot blonde woman was harm in the filming of this advert. Joash was not paid in anyway, sadly, for producing this advert.

man i love snatch.. ahahahahahah

You are a hunter. You have pure strength. You use
big weapons and protect yourself with a shield.
You don't really need backup with all the
strength you have, but you are slow when in
battle.


Which Halo Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

got it frm chua's blog.. way cool!!! hahahahaah yeah i'm bored..

I LOVE STRAWBERRIES!! not those chewy flavoured sweets.. wait.. i do lyk them.. but REAL strawberries.. lyk small.. weird round.. no.. oval.. no.. erm erm erm.. wat the.. i dunno.. i'm sure u guys hav seen them b4.. yeah..

they're reali great! as in reali reali great tasting.. cool.. sour.. nice... yeah.. u ppl cn binge on all u wan.. but giv me a box of strawberries.. an i'll b happy.. yeah..

arms hurt frm many hrs of jamming.. head tired frm staying up late.. million places i'll rather b in.. yeah.. so i guess i'm not making much sense.. but yeah!! ALL HAIL STRAWBERRIES!!!! wait.. WHITE GRAPES ROCK 2!~

~!YAY!~

I'M D FREAKING PUBLICITY HEAD OF PHOTOG! haiz* part of me is happy, but d otr half doesnt wan d responsibility.. guess i shld b happy.. but then again.. haiz* i juz dunno.. cn i cope? oh well..

another cliched song abt love.. but wat the heck.. dun reali care much.. hahah

Love Boat Captain

Is this just another day? This God forgotten place?
First comes love, then comes pain, let the games begin
Questions rise and answers fall, insurmountable
Love boat captain
Take the reigns and steer us towards the clear, here
It's already been sung, but it can't be said enough
All you need is love
Is this just another phase? Earthquakes making waves
Trying to shake the cancer off, stupid human beings
Once you hold the hand of love, it's all surmountable
Hold me, and make it the truth
That when all is lost there will be you
Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing
And there's just one word I still believe
And it's love.
It's an art to live with pain, mix the light into gray
Lost nine friends we'll never know, two years ago today
And if our lives became too long, would it add to our regret?
And the young, they can lose hope cause they can't see beyond today
The wisdom that the old can't give away hey
Constant recall
Sometimes life don't leave you alone
Hold me, and make it the truth
That when all is lost there will be you
Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing
And there's just one word that I still believe
And it's love, love, love, love, love
love boat captain
take the reigns, steer us towards the clear
I know it's already been sung, can't be said enough
Love is all you need, all you need is love
Love, love, love.


oh well..

hahaha sonicfest wuz not bad.. but i got a henna tattoo on my neck.. lyk 5 hrs later.. IT'S GONE!!! SHIT!!! crappy.. gonna try again nxt time.. hahaha sorrie sulyn.. hahahahah =P

nothing tt cn be done tt cn change aniting.. 

mayb d feeling hasn't sunk in yet.. but my heart reali goes out 2 all those affected..  will b praying 4 u guys an all..

there is nothing to be said

damn.. i wan a sentinal toy so i cn hang in in my room.. but i tink it'll cost a freaking bomb an it drop cuz it's so huge.. but happening shit comes at a price.. hahahahahaha all d neat stuff at penisula.. wahaha =P

hmmm no in a reali gd mood now.. strange how shit cums 2 u when u're juz sitting an collecting ur tots.. wuz fine till i got in my dad's car an started stoning..  damn.. tot u dun tink when u stone.. cuz 2dae wuz a relatively gd dae.. went out.. saw music stuff an swee lee an davis.. cool.. but yeah.. small tings so hav big impacts.. oh well.. here starts d shit toking..
 
i'm not sum little shithead 4 ppl 2 push ard.. nv was.. an nv will b.. no 1 is.. shouting an demanding an acting lyk a little bitch wun b of ani help.. no matter wat post u hav an where u may hav cum frm.. it's not even eithical 2 even act lyk a spoilt brat even on ur bdae.. u're onli allowed 2 do tt if u r 2 tings, honestly:
 
1) a cute an cubby toddler
2) a super SUPER hot girl hu lives in a super rich an big house wit 30000 servants hu are paid to cower at ur slightest whine and whimper.
 
in both cases it gets irritating to b ard aft lyk 10 min..
 
having pain an insecurities is no excuse to freak ard wit ppl an b a cause of angst an worry 2 otr ppl.. if we cannot accept ourselves as hu we reali r, the truth will b shoved in our face an then.. it the truth will b the most painful ting u cld ever recieve, as wat u hav been denying abt urself all along slams on u in earth-shattering violence an force.
 
ur warped sense of reality wun get u aniwhere.. an in dis case.. ignorance is NOT bliss.. esp 4 ppl ard u..
 
1 more ting.. the more time spent wit ppl of a higher position does not make u his/her assitant, wit powers 2 distort decisions tt were made by them 2 suit ur own personal pleasure.. cuz seriously..
 
U R NOT THE WORLD.. and the world doesn't owe u aniting
 
not gonna name names here.. cuz seriously.. dun we all noe ppl liddat.. an furthermore.. wat makes us so sure we dun do dis ourselves?
 
*bongo skin needing boy signing out*
take care ppl! =)

1 more song! yeah..

Dave Matthews Band
#41

Come see
I swear by now I'm playing time against my troubles
I'm coming slow but speeding
Do you wish a dance and while
I'm in the front
The play on time is won
But the difficulty is coming here
I will go in this way
And find my own way out
I won't tell you to stay
But I'm coming to much more
Me
All at once the ghosts come back
Reeling in you now
What if they came down crushing
Remember when I used to play for
all of the loneliness that nobody
notices now
Oh, I'm begging slow
I'm coming here
Only waiting
I wanted to stay
I wanted to play,
I wanted to love you
I'm only this far
And only tomorrow leads my way
I'm coming waltzing back and
moving into your head
Please, I wouldn't pass you by
Oh, I wouldn't take any more than
What sort of man goes by
I will bring water
Why won't you ever be glad
It melts into wonder
I came in praying for you
Why won't you run
into the rain and play
And let the tears splash all over you
 
1 MORE! WAHHAHAHAHAH i of my faves 2.. mayb playing it on sundae.. yeah.. =)
 
God Of Wonders

Lord of heaven and earth.
Lord of all creation.
Lord of heaven and earth.

Lord of all creation,
of water, earth and sky.
The heavens are your Tabernacle.
Glory to the Lord on high!

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
you are holy, holy.
The universe declares your majesty,
you are holy, holy.

Lord of heaven and earth
Lord of heaven and earth

Early in the morning,
I will celebrate the light.
When I stumble in the darkness,
I will call your name by night

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
you are holy, holy.
The universe declares your majesty,
you are holy, holy.

Lord of heaven and earth
Lord of heaven and earth

Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth

holy, holy
holy, holy

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
you are holy, holy.

Precious Lord, reveal your heart to me,
Father, holy, holy.
The universe declares your majesty,
you are holy, holy, holy, holy

Hallelujah
To the lord of heaven and earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth
Hallelujah
To the Lord of Heaven and Earth

whooo.. love pearl jam.. 2 dis song's old.. but i still lyk dis song.. hmmm

Do The Evolution

I am ahead, I am a man
I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah
I'm at peace with my lust
I can kill 'cause in god I trust, yeah
it's evolution, baby

I'm a beast, I'm a man
I buy stocks on the day of the crash, yeah
on the loose, i'm a truck
all the rolling hills I'll flatten them out, yeah
it's herd behavior, uh huh
it's evolution, baby

Admire me, admire my home
admire my son, he's my clone
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
this land is mine, this land is free
i'll do what i want yet irresponsibly
it's evolution, baby

Im a thief, i'm a liar
there's my church
I sing in the choir:
hallelujah, hallelujah

Admire me, admire my home
admire my song, admire my clothes
Consider, appetite for a nightly feast
those ignorant indians got nothing on me
nothing, why?
because, it's evolution, baby!

I am ahead, i am advanced
i am the first mammal to make plans, yeah
i crawled the Earth, but now i'm higher
twenty-ten, watch it go to fire
it's evolution, baby
it's evolution baby
do the evolution
come on
come on, come on 

lyrics not bad.... hahahaha.. great song..

oh man.. so totally freaked now.. i dunno.. sum ppl juz totally freak me out.. as in totally.. ouch.. eeeeeee... so weird.. so pushy... m stupified.. hahahahha oh well.. at least now i'm kinda feeling beta.. v tired tho.. sch daes r draggy.. an 10 wks 2 promos.. wth.. retaining is now an open option.. or i cld juz start studying now.. try lar.. few tings on my mind now.. an BAYBEATS is 1 of them! hhahahahah yeah.. cool.. hope i get free drinks frm d guys..

playing drums 4 service wuz not so bad.. at least d ppl i worked wit wuz not bad.. smooth an nice.. ideas coming 2 me so fast.. hahah thnx ian! u is pro creative boy.. hahaha.. Ian: man hu gifs ideas tt hit u on d head so hard tt make u go.. "i gotta do it!" yeah.. so yeah.. hahhaha hope tings turn out well..

tot abt tings.. an learnt.. y r we do blind tt when we as christians hav problems.. turn 2 evryting but God? lyk onli at d last min we go.. 'God, u gotta help me! U're MY ONLI HOPE!!!' crap man.. dun we all lyk do shit liddat?

the ninja has gone on a quest an learnt tt as humans, we all hav dis inert nature 2 alwaes b in control.. in evryting.. our lives.. our frens.. heck.. blogging is a sign of ppl wanting d outside world 2 view a painted pic of their life.. an we still buy into it.. y? isit IN 2 live in constant self-denial?

so much hopelessness.. so much blindness.. we noe abt it.. but do nth 2 stop it..

"things that always were, are mostly permitted to be left that way, without question or thought" - Joash's Theory of The Status Quo =P

the is nothing new under the sun

oh well..at least life is getting more fun 4 me.. thnx desmond! hahahaha wae cool.. aug 15.. yeah! hahahah plus tt ting in sch coming up.. but sch 1.. national dae.. hahaha sian..

"ooo how i love singapore so....." *pukes*

hahahahahahahahaahahahah

but i tink it'll b fun.. great 2 cum 2gether an actually jam again.. but yeah.. hahaha i get 2 play again on sundae! wae cool.. hahaah got d ppt up alreadi.. so not so bad.. hahha oh well.. hehee hope i'll b free on sat.. otr then going 2 church.. hmmmmm heheh it'll b so cool 2 hav a break at last.. hahah

whooo finally a longer blog.. haven't seen dis 1 4 awhile.. hahaha take care all!! i boast to sae i noe the best ppl in the world! =)

to all members of COGS.. if u haven't joined d yahoo group, here's how u cn do it now! hahaahah d link is here..




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yesh.. i'm sick.. damn hi fever.. haha.. 2 daes mc.. hmmmmm it's cold.. hahahahah not d 1st time i said dis.. hahaha

oh well on 2 more impt tings.. juz wanna sae tt i cun stay neutral in dis.. i've seen both sides an i've chosen where i stand.. no regrets.. cuz i wuz neutral b4.. an now.. oh well.. =P

juz wanna take dis time 2 thank all those hu allowed myself 2 open up 2 them an shared wit me.. u guys r wat keep me going in church.. hehe.. so touched.. wonder if i shld mention names.. wth.. here goes.. thnx goes out 2, my mom 4 showing me wat wuz impt.. eddie, ian, beatrice, pei zhi, ds lim, melvin.. 4 listening 2 me an giving me advice.. Joel.. moz happening bro.. ur strength an faith is an inspiration 2 me..

if there r ani otrs i 4got, i will add them another time.. hhaha brain getting fried.. hahha *away*

DID YOU FEEL THE MOUNTAINS TREMBLE

DID YOU FEEL THE MOUNTAINS TREMBLE
DID YOU HEAR THE OCEANS ROAR
WHEN THE LOST BEGAN TO SING OF
JESUS CHRIST THE RISEN ONE

DID YOU FEEL THE PEOPLE TREMBLE
DID YOU HEAR THE SINGERS ROAR
WHEN THE LOST BEGAN TO SING OF
JESUS CHRIST THE RISEN ONE

AND WE CAN SEE THAT GOD YOU'RE MOVING
A MIGHTY RIVER THROUGH THE NATION
AND YOUNG AND OLD WILL TURN TO JESUS
FLING WIDE YOU HEAVENLY GATES
PREPARE THE WAY OF THE RISEN LORD

OPEN UP THE DOORS AND LET THE MUSIC PLAY
LET THE STREETS RESOUND WITH SINGING
SONGS THAT BRING YOUR HOPE
SONGS THAT BRING YOUR JOY
DANCERS WHO DANCE UPON INJUSTICE

DID YOU FEEL THE DARKNESS TREMBLE
WHEN ALL THE SAINTS JOIN IN ONE SONG
AND ALL THE STREAMS FLOW AS ONE RIVER
TO WASH AWAY OUR BROKENNESS

AND WE CAN SEE THAT GOD YOU'RE MOVING
A TIME OF JUBILEE IS COMING
AND YOUNG AND OLD WILL TURN TO JESUS
FLING WIDE YOU HEAVENLY GATES
PREPARE THE WAY OF THE RISEN LORD

nth 2 sae.. so i'll put a song.. sum parts of it spoke 2 me 2.. so yeah.. cheap long blog.. heheh

was talking 2dae abt d problems facing me now.. an then i wuz asked.. 'change church lar!' i wuz lyk 'i cun do tt, i got responsibilities.. it's as much my church as ani1 else.. so y shld i or ani1 hu's wit me leave wit a bitter taste in our mouths?'

defenses aside, tt statement got me tinking.. i mean seriously.. y shld i stay? i mean.. worship? wae beta worship elsewhere.. training? argh.. aniwhere oso cn get 1.. service? i cn serve elsewhere.. (3rd place.. hehehehe) juz kidding.. more seriously.. 2 draw inspiration frm otr places, i stand here 2 sae..

i choose not 2 c y i shld leave, but i choose 2 c y i shld stay

God hold me 2 my word..

m i 2 leave an go find greener pastures evryting d going gets tough? wld i suddenly aft 10 yrs sae 2 myself.. where do i truly belong? m i 2 shake d dust off my feet evrytime a conflict arises? i cun do tt.. i reali cun.. utopia doesn't exist on earth.. so i guess no1 shld expect tt..

need strength.. not juz strength, but Strength.. i oso need Faith..

Lord i belive, but help me my unbelief

may may i be a gd steward of the One i serve.. may i nv pull out an lose my Faith.. may i nv shun away frm giving care 2 those hu need it.. an may i, if the Lord permits, be an instrument of change..

ALL THAT I AM

ALL THAT I AM
ALL THAT I HAVE
I LAY THEM DOWN BEFORE YOU O LORD
ALL MY REGRETS
ALL MY ACCLAIM
THE JOY AND THE PAIN
I'M MAKING THEM YOURS

THINGS IN THE PAST, THINGS YET UNSEEN
WISHES AND DREAMS
THAT ARE YET TO COME TRUE
ALL OF MY HOPE, ALL OF MY PLANS
MY HEART AND MY HANDS
ARE LIFTED TO YOU

LORD I OFFER MY LIFE TO YOU
EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN THROUGH
USE IT FOR YOUR GLORY
LORD I OFFER MY DAYS TO YOU
LIFTING MY PRAISE TO YOU
AS A PLEASING SACRIFICE
LORD I OFFER YOU MY LIFE

WHAT CAN WE GIVE
THAT YOU HAVE NOT GIVEN
AND WHAT WE HAVE
THAT IS NOT ALREADY YOURS
ALL WE POSSESS ARE
THESE LIVES WE'RE LIVING
AND THAT'S WHAT WE GIVE TO YOU LORD

d youth banner is up! hahahah cn c frm d field.. so not so bad.. aahah.. took 8 hr plus of work.. hahaa wat the....

i've decided.. not going 2 play drums 4 service 4 awhile.. dun wanna put myself in arkward positions.. i got otr tings 2 take care off.. yeah.. my declaration is this.. hear me if u wld..

common test coming.. i dunno wat i'll do.. i'm kinda screwed.. oh well.. haiz*

yeah!

finally cn blog! hahahahahahahah been wanting 2 do dis 4 a damn long time.. but yeah i'm baq.. hahahahahaha *cheers and does jiggly dance*

been wanting 2 sae dis 4 a long time alreadi.. but.. i finally get d chance 2 sae it.. so here i go.. an if u tink i'm toking abt u.. u're WRONG.. an dun bother asking me 4 names.. yeah..

WAT BLIND AN SELFCENTERED IDIOTS WE R...

we cn whine an sob an cry all d hell we wan..

"hurt" man:
'oh woe is me.. i hav been hurt so.. i cun 4give.. it has happened 2 many times..'

but.. little does "hurt" man noe.. as his selfish an narrow mind cannot comprehend, all d hurt the HE has caused.. as he is onli caring 4 all d wrongs done 2 him.. in his stupidity.. he CHOOSES to block out all suggestion tt he may hav caused hurt.. even more than wat he feels.. 2 a multitude of ppl.. hu aft awhile will speak up.. an then absolution will come..

okae.. dis story may seem drama.. but i wuz juz tinking.. r we all liddat.. mayb not 2 d extend of wat i m writing.. but r we? is there ani hurt we hav put out unknowingly.. or r we in self denial?

EVERYONE RUNS, EVERYONE HIDES

oh well.. on 2 more lighthearted tings.. 2dae wuz funny.. looking 4ward 2 tml.. cuin get much studying done.. but wth.. i'm not reali bothered now.. i'll juz do as much as i cn.. hahaha I COMPLETED ONIMUSHA 3!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH! d endings kinda crap tho.. hahaha sulyn yuqin an yixuan an testify 2 tt.. haahahahah but wth! it's d 1st game i completed.. yeah.. now 4 splinter cell.. an i suck at gunbound 2.. dun c myself playing it v much in d long run.. msn is wae cooler.. hexic is still d best.. hahaahhaha

hist is painfull.. but econs tuition is great.. d teacher rox.. ahahah damn nice.. damn funny.. hahha damn gd.. i actually learnt stuff!! hahaha yeah!

gotta get my spiritual life baq on track.. cun let tings pull me down.. reali glad i cn sae tt i hav ppl 2 turn 2.. an hope i cn b of help when turned 2.. =)

i hav made a promise to change wat i can onli.. help where i can.. an not try an stick my head into tings tt

dis cds stuck on my cd player.. an dis song stuck out.. nth 2 sae now.. juz tt i'm stuck at hm wit my bks an onimusha 3! whahahah

wanna intro dis song in church.. hmmmm

tt's all 4 now.. haha


PlanetShakers
Rescue Me

WHEN I'M ALONE
THE WORLD IS SUCH A DIFFERENT PLACE
SOMETIMES IT'S HARD TO KEEP
THE SMILE UPON MY FACE
IT SEEMS LIKE I TRY SO HARD
AND STILL I LET YOU DOWN
IT'S TAKEN SO LONG BUT NOW THERE'S
ONE THING THAT I'VE FOUND

WHEN EVERYTHING STARTS CRASHING DOWN
WHEN ALL I KNOW FALLS TO THE GROUND
WHEN DARKNESS COMES AND I CAN'T SEE
YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE TO RESCUE ME

JUST WHEN I THINK
THAT I HAVE GOT IT FIGURED OUT
YOU OPEN MY EYES AND LET ME
SEE THAT THERE'S NO DOUBT
THAT YOU'VE GOT IT ALL
WITHIN THE POWER OF YOUR HAND
IT SEEMS LIKE THE MORE I KNOW
THE LESS I UNDERSTAND

WHEN EVERYTHING STARTS CRASHING DOWN
WHEN ALL I KNOW FALLS TO THE GROUND
WHEN DARKNESS COMES AND I CAN'T SEE
YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE TO RESCUE ME
WHEN ALL MY STRENGTH HAS TURNED TO FEAR
WHEN I WONDER IF YOU'RE NEAR
WHEN I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BREAK FREE
YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE TO RESCUE ME

I WONDER IF I'LL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS DARKEST NIGHT
I NEED TO KNOW YOUR STRENGTH IN ME
GONNA WIN THIS FIGHT
I'M REACHING OUT
WON'T YOU TAKE MY HAND
SHOW ME TO THE LIGHT
I KNOW YOU'RE BY MY SIDE

2004 is now the yr of conflict.. mayb gd will come of it.. but i dunno.. it's painful 2 hear.. haiz* i dunno lar.. sian sian sian.. dis is a time of momentous change..those tt i reali respect r leaving.. juz hope tt gd does cum out of it.. haiz* all of us r going 2 b affected by this 1 wae or another.. guess life does do such tings 2 u.. oh well.. i'll c where i cn help yeah?

btw d chalet wuz great.. God works fast.. i'm getting a testimony alreadi.. it wuz raining b4 d bbq.. then we tot 'oh no..' felt reali bad cuz we lyk i tot we were treating God lyk santa.. so i juz said a quick prayer by myself tt d rain wld clear.. but then later when we gathered an prayed.. d clouds cleared right away.. okae.. mayb not lyk get blown lar.. but then.. wa lau.. juz stop liddat.. then it held up till aft d bbq awhile.. made me reali lyk go 0_0 woah! God is PRO! hahahahah

i tink evryting went well there oso.. guess gd tings do cum out.. tink devotion went well.. i hope..

IAN U PLAY GD GUITAR! I'M GETTING U 2 PLAY EVRYTING I SONGLEAD NXT TIME!!!! yeah.. hahahaha seriously.. c i dun insult u all d time.. =)

more nxt time when i'm feeling less sleepy.. pass few daes has been a testament 2 d powers of Panadol Cold Relief tablets.. and more imptly, God's POWER.. =)

i hav finally gotten down to blogging again.. haha juz wanna thank evry1 hu played a part in making my bdae nice.. hehe mondae wuz a real funny dae.. exp 4 pw an tt stupid econs tuition in which we were juz stoning there looking at egghead foo.. seriously.. i mean.. wa lau.. cum my hse 1st ting he do is slip.. HAHAHAHAHAH.. damn funny..

d few otr daes till 2dae were kinda mundane.. exp 4 it raining down on us at d heats yesterdae.. oh well.. at least d body paint did not get a chance to smudge.. my new shoes were okae.. they got wet.. sumhow..

2dae wuz juz v v v v depressing.. i dunno.. but 2dae 4 d 1st time in awhile tt i seriously tot abt killing myself.. i dunno.. oh well.. prob juz a passing tot.. it's lyk i'm walking ard in a bad dream.. oh well.. life shld get beta.. there's still tings 2 look 4ward 2.. hehe

more on d 2 tings tt cracked me up is wk..

an eggy head monster fool found his wae thru into the Joash's Keep, the Duke of the Keep suspects it was an inside job, as he had heard of his friend calling down a "Tutor", and subsequently opened the gates of the Keep, and in doing so gave the monster free reign to destroy the fiefdom of Joash frm the inside out.
the duke's fears subsided quickly when the monster slipped as it was decending to the main hall, in doing so, proved to Joash an his advisors, much to their mirth, that the monster posed no real threat.
the monster then proceeded to ramble on for 2 hrs abt topics tt were not entirely wat were requested of it. as such it wuz to b d last time he wuz to b seen.

*egg-headed monsters with potruding eyes should not be teachers*

kinda ironic tt he said he hated teaching.. hahahah

4get i said 2 tings.. 1 mean ting is enuf.. dis is still cracking me up.. an it's lasting wae longer than mutabaruka did.. hahahahah

BELIEVE

I SAY ON SUNDAY HOW MUCH I WANT REVIVAL
BUT THEN ON MONDAY I CAN'T EVEN FIND MY BIBLE
WHERE'S THE POW'R
THE POW'R OF THE CROSS IN MY LIFE

I'M SICK OF PLAYING THE GAME OF RELIGION
I'M TIRED OF LOSING MY REASON FOR LIVING
WHERE'S THE POW'R
THE POW'R OF THE CROSS IN MY LIFE

I'M NOT CONTENT JUST TO WALK THROUGH MY LIFE
GIVIN' IN TO THE LIES
WALKIN' IN COMPROMISES NOW
WE CRY OUT AS A GENERATION THAT WAS LOST
BUT NOW IS FOUND IN THE POW'R OF THE CROSS

WE BELIEVE IN YOU
WE BELIEVE IN THE POW'R OF YOUR WORD
AND ITS TRUTH
WE BELIEVE IN YOU
SO WE LAY DOWN OUR CAUSE
THAT OUR CROSS MIGHT BE FOUND IN YOU

I'M NOT SATISFIED DOING IT MY OWN WAY
I'M NOT SATISFIED TO ‘DO CHURCH'
AND WALK AWAY, I'M NOT SATISFIED
THERE'S NO LOVE IN MY LIFE BUT YOU
I'M NOT SATISFIED LIVING IN YESTERDAY'S HOUR
I'M NOT SATISFIED TO HAVE THE FORM
BUT NOT THE POW'R, I'M NOT SATISFIED

LORD, I AM CRUCIFIED IN YOU

enough said. =)

y isit tt went u're this close 2 getting sumting u wan.. tings work 2gether 2 drag u back 2 d harsh floor and baq 2 ur mundane crappy life?

soaking wet.. dammit.. no chance 2 watch troy... ARGH!!!!!!! i reali wish i cn skip the rehersal.. of all d freaking times 2 pour down.. now i'm juz wet an irritated.. dammit dammit.. haiz*

an i tink i failed both my econs tests... screw.. at least there's a few tings left tt i cn look forward 2..

woah! d blogging ting has changed! looks kinda cooler now.. ahahahah study stress.. oh well.. it's not tt bad.. barely making it thru.. hope my essay does okae.. econs fac test nxt mon.. essay test on tues... wow.. ouch.. hhahhaa juz shows how much i need tuition now yeah?

at least a few tings keeping my faith up.. there's still d wkend and stuff.. so y worry? hehehe i'll juz hav 2 do as much as i can when i can.. and hope i dun screw up..

no song 2 put here 2dae leh.. =( so 2dae's terribly short.. hmmm haiz* oh well.. at least i din hav cca 2dae..

so freaking stoned.. juz came baq frm jamming at aljunite.. got d funny sponge 2 muffle d sound of the drums.. no cymbals yet tho.. ian's starting 2 bug me abt it alreadi.. away foul beast! get hence thee!! heheheeh

dis wk.. long daes were long.. tiring.. but few tings came ard an made up 4 evryting.. hahahah so i'm kinda feeling gd rite now.. hehe 1 ting tt's becoming my fave place 2 b at.. on a nice soft comfy sofa.. hahaha so nice an almost sleep..outside wakemeup an in church.. warm.. peaceful.. (-_-)ZzZzZZzzZZzzzzzzz... tings r looking up now.. hope i dun mess up my life lyk i'm prone 2 do.. haiz*

hot dae.. haiz*

jamming wuz gd.. i tink i improved witout practising.. it wuz real gd.. exp my ears were left kinda numb frm slamming d cymbals.. hahahaha

wish i had more free time.. lit's a killer 2 read.. 'the monk' is a horny book.. i lyk cats.. chocolates r sweet.. kway teow has lard.. a starfish as 5 arms.. circles r round.. yeah... *stoned*

u cn nv get enuf of dave matthews band.. =)

Where Are You Going?

Where are you going?
With your long face pulling down, don’t hide away.
Like an ocean, which you can’t see but you can,
Smell and the sound of waves crash down.

I am no Superman,
I have no reasons for you.
I am no hero, no; that’s for sure.
But I do know one thing,
Where you are, that's where I belong.
I do know where you go is where I wanna be.

Where are you going?
Where do you go?

Are you looking for answers?
To questions under the stars.
Well if along the way,
You are grow weary,
You can rest with me until a brighter day.
yeah ok.

I am no Superman,
I have no answers for you.
I am no hero, no; that's for sure.
But I do know one thing,
Where you are, that's where I belong,
I do know where you go is where I wanna be.

Where are you going?
Where do you go?

Where do you go?
Where are you going?

Where do you go?
I am no Superman,
I have no answers for you.
I am no hero, no; that's for sure.
But I do know one thing,
Where you are, that's where I belong
I do know where you go is where I wanna be.

Where are you going?
Where do you go?
And where are you going?
Where you must go.

when depressed an downcast, u cn hear sting an get this v weird an soothing feeling when u hear his songs( mayb i wuz sleepy).. but still d daes aren't being gd 2 me.. now even cca is taking up my fridaes.. screw..

Fields Of Gold

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in fields of gold

So she took her love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

Will you stay with me, will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
You forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in fields of gold

See the west wind move like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth
Among the fields of gold

I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We'll walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold

Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You forget the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold

a lot of tings bogging me down.. shan't speak 2 much abt it here..

1 ting tt's looking up tho.. got a drum set booked alreadi! yamaha.. now all i need 2 do is to go cymbal shopping.. here cums zildjian A customs!!!! hahaha.. plus 3rd place offers 30-45 min gigs on their 'chill night'.. so at least i got a few movitating factors 2 push me on..

jc life is still stress.. haiz* cun reali tink v well now.. oh well..

finch is playing in my head now.. hmmm last 2 line's out of place sumhow.. i is becoming music critic.. hehe

Three Simple Words

Open up my eyes, flooded with daylight
Another sleepless night turns color black and white
With all the things I've said
There is just regret, repeating in my head

Hands into a fist, static in my head
Now I'm sitting face to face with loneliness
What did I expect?
Did I see forever in you?

I never wanted it to hurt more than it should
I hope you're satisfied I never could

Time to close my eyes, forget about this mess
And try to fix this tragic loss of innocence
But how could I forget the things I have inside,
When everything is dead?

I never wanted it to hurt more than it should
I hope your satisfied, I never could

Can't you see, you left me here on my own
Give me one good reason why I should let go
With my hands around your neck,
Who will stop me now?